is an emotional reflection on the contrast between online perfection and inner reality.

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Backseat Thoughts is a late-night confession. It’s about the moments when the world is quiet and your brain gets loud. Matty sings honestly about driving around aimlessly, fighting thoughts he doesn’t want to admit 
 especially the ones about the girl who feels like peace.
It’s a track for anyone who overthinks when the night hits.

Written by https://soundcloud.com/nada909 Nada Samir and sung by myself

Backseat Thoughts

Hard To Heal” is for everyone who carries quiet scars.
reminding listeners that healing isn’t linear 
and that they’re not alone.

Written by https://soundcloud.com/nada909
i peformed it

Hard To Heal

More Than My Mistakes” is my redemption song. It’s soft, honest, and very human  the kind of track people will repost with: “This hits.”

More Than My Mistakes

When You Feel It Too is my answer to her song. https://soundcloud.com/nada909
She asked for honesty  so this is me being honest.

It’s about the fear of falling for someone who feels too real,
too good, too close to the heart.

It’s my confession:
I already feel everything she sings about 
I’m just taking my time, so I don’t lose her.

Written by Nada Samir
Performed by Matthew Avery

When You Feel It Too

intimate confession from someone who didn’t realize how lost they were until they met her.
The song tells the story of a man who carries quiet wounds, unspoken fears, and heavy nights 
and finds unexpected peace in the presence of one woman. Not because she tried to fix him. Not because she did anything dramatic. But simply because she existed with honesty, softness, and light.
It’s a gratitude letter disguised as a love song  the kind of track someone writes when they finally understand that another person helped them breathe again.
With warm guitars, soft piano, and emotional vocals, the song captures what it feels like to be saved by someone’s kindness, grounded by their presence, and seen in a way you’ve never been seen before.
It’s not dramatic. It’s real. It’s him saying:
You saved me, even when you didn’t know you were saving me.

I Think You Saved Me

Don’t Carry This Alone is a soft, healing pop-ballad about releasing emotional pain, finding inner peace, and trusting that Allah will replace what was taken with something better. The song tells the story of a girl who loved deeply but was hurt even deeper.
 She’s learning to let go, learning to trust again, and learning to believe that her future holds more than heartbreak.
The track switches between two perspectives:
 ✨ Nada, who sings honestly about pain, betrayal and healing. ✨ Matthew, who answers with warmth and reassurance, reminding her that she’s not alone and that real love will 
find her.

Musically, the song feels like a late-night conversation, soft pianos, airy pads, emotional vocals 
 comforting like a hug after a long day.
 It’s for anyone who’s trying to close a chapter and step into a better future.
This song is about hope. About faith. About healing. And about knowing: You don’t have to carry this alone.


Lyrics 

[Intro – Matthew]
I know your heart is heavy,
you’ve been carrying the sky.
But you don’t have to do this,
not every tear you cry.
I’m right here, I’m listening,
you don’t have to be strong.
You’ve been brave for too long…
don’t carry this alone.

[Verse 1 – Nada]
I gave love to the wrong one,
thought he’d treat me right.
But Allah took him out my life,
to guide me back to light.
I’m tired of all these memories,
they keep pulling me down 
but I’m learning to breathe again,
I’m taking back my crown.

[Hook – Nada x Matthew]
Don’t carry this alone,
your heart was never meant to bleed like this.
In every broken moment,
there’s a door that Allah opens.
Don’t carry this alone,
your future’s made of gold you haven’t seen.
One day you’ll wake up smiling…
and finally feel free.

[Verse 2 – Matthew]
You deserve a love that chooses you,
that prays for you at night.
A man who stands beside you,
not one who dims your light.
You’re healing with every step,
you’re stronger than you know.
Just give your heart some mercy…
and let the past let go.

[Bridge – Nada]
Sometimes it hits me,
and I can’t stop the pain.
But if Allah wrote something better,
it will find me again.
I’m learning how to trust,
learning how to grow 
and learning how to say:
“I’m worth so much more.”

[Final Hook – both]
Don’t carry this alone,
you’re guided even when you feel lost.
Allah’s writing your story
and nothing is ever lost.
Don’t carry this alone,
one day your heart will see 
the love you prayed for
was always meant to be.

✨ Written by Nada Samir & Matthew Avery
🎙️ Performed by Nada Samir & Matthew Avery
🎹 Produced with Bandlab • 2025




Dont Carry This Alone

I’m In Love With A Psycho Killer  JustMatt x Nada Samir

Emotional confession wrapped in soft vocals and bittersweet melancholy.
The song captures the fear of losing someone you finally feel safe with 
the ache that hits right before a goodbye, the heaviness of airports, and the quiet panic of watching someone walk away.

Matt’s voice carries a raw honesty as he admits how deeply he needs that person by his side.
The lyrics paint a picture of shaky hands, silent tears and the painful truth that distance hurts both sides equally.

It’s a song about wanting time to stop for just one night.
About wishing the world would pause long enough to hold on a little tighter.
About the kind of love that makes every goodbye feel like breaking open again.

Soft production, heartfelt storytelling and a vulnerable male perspective turn this track into a warm, heartbreaking moment 
 the kind you replay late at night because it feels too real

Stay Here


This song is a quiet confession.
It’s about choosing someone without pressure, without noise, without trying to be perfect.
About feeling safe, understood, and allowed to be soft.
No grand promises. Just presence.
Just staying.

Written for someone who feels like home, even on the hard days.

I’ve had a lot going on with uni lately, I’m really sorry I haven’t been checking in as often.
It’s not a lack of interest, just a lot to juggle right now 🤍

Still Choose You

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Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.