mental breakdown 
are we getting close now?
i’m letting you down 

is it gonna get bad?
drown in your bathtub 
and all your neon lights 
all your convictions 
I contradict them 
like hard fact and a lie

oh, oh 
oh, oh 

sometimes I want an apocalypse
to tare it all apart
just to whatever end 
you’re killing me again 
i’ll tell you i’m a friend 
i’ll tell you that it’s fine when it’s not oh you know that it’s not right 

oh oh 
oh oh 

what if everybody’s lying to me?
I know that i’m spiralling 
but I find myself thinking it’s all a dream

so I sit on the floor
getting bored, my fatal flaws out 
like an accident to be had
now i’m a ghost in your phone 
playing make belief 
who never responds 
i’m a desert babe is that what you want?
hmmm is that what you want???

Desert Song

can we just stay here - alessi rose

bruise (alessi rose unreleased) 🍓

pretty when i cry (alessi rose unreleased) 🍓

you’re probably looking for something
you’ve never seen before 
not the exaggerated mental messes of a burnt out teenage girl 
Its kinda fun building life on a thing that might not occur
but life imitates art so 
i write it down and sing it

“i’m gonna be famous”
that’s what you hear on lips of a generation, crashing through the atmosphere

And I’ll love you
Harder than what you’re used to 
So Let them scream as the sky falls babe 
it only happens once, in a million 
Just listen to the songs, this is different than before 
So let the haze parade the waves and live on the horizon with me 
Spin on stages, love in phases become this sick worlds last good mystery

gonnabefamous (INTRO) old demo

Nadia Loren