Made lyrics for this beat I made but I aint a raper frfr

Lyrics:
I got  fingers on my hand, count to five
i got things i gotta do, but im holding back
soundcloud just hit 30 views, cuz that shit is wack
i got money in my hands, when im laying in bed
i neglected doing things that I shouldve done
i dont regret a single thing leading up to now
well thats a lie im in an area thats fucking grey
i hate to look up in the mirror every fucking day

so where are you 
where did you go 
are you proud of where you are, you just went with the flow
shouldve tried a little harder, you didnt have to let go
you couldve put on a show
you could be a little prouder of yourself
you didnt have to keep on waiting for someone to show
the way to go
you couldve made a seperate path but now your stuck on that road

I got fingers on my hand count to five
finish up on those relationships you built from scratch
illuminating peoples questions when they go and ask
vital signs shown on a paper just to see the past
everybodys looking at you theres no going back
back to when we were happy and you were never sad
i hope you learned from that lesson that you were never mad
you just wanted to show me that you were better than me

cuz your.... your the worst
everyday is a nightmare when i am thinking of you

I fingers on my hand, count to five

Naivee