This EP was compiled over the space of two weeks. Its premise was to create the sounds of what falling in love with someone was like for me.  From remembering all the small details, overthinking all their words and actions and just wishing for one party to be courageous enough to address the elephant in the room. 

All the song were written when feelings that I thought have faded decided to come back twice as hard and remind that it is very likely I will never be over this person. I have tried giving up on them, I genuinely have but it has occurred to me that maybe giving up on them isn't the way to go.

Hence, this EP came along. This EP is a way of managing both the pain and longing for this person. This EP is just my story and I don't expect this to blow up or be a masterpiece in anyone's eyes. However, it is my baby and to those who do enjoy it, thank you.

Special thanks to everyone who has ever let me vent about this person. It is much appreciated.

P.S. All the songs will have a description attached to them so if you have the time be sure to check them out.

TRACKLIST :

Intro: Clapperboard

Story of Us
Word Count
A Talking To

Intermission: Variant(s)

Hotboxed Feelings
Copy & Paste
Peeking Through the Blindfold

Outro: Curtain Call

Story Of Us

A BEAUTIFUL MELANCHOLY

This song is all about pushing yourself to the limits trying to figure out what the next step is and being overly obsessed with the outcome. Until you get to the state of acceptance and living life as it is meant to be lived, for yourself instead of others.

On The Edge

A tragic tale of passionate romance. A lover driven by lust and raw desire pursues another to satisfy his heart’s overwhelming hunger. To his surprise, he begins to fall for this seemingly innocent stranger and eventually succumbs to his feelings. However, the one he confided in betrays his trust. He discovers her true intensions; to use his conviction to satisfy her own hunger and desires. He is left deserted, lost, holding the faded shards of his broken heart.

Lust

Julia and Namejs embark on a journey of spirtual debates as well as get sidetracked by the dumbest shit but hey, we hope you enjoy embarking on this journey with us and please don't take us seriously.

The Car Lights Race As I Find Myself

Namejs Balodis

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