new chapter, end of summer samples

listen, listen how my heart beats
yeah you make me so weak
yeah you got me floating 
yeah i feel i can't speak
when i fall please catch me 
what i did was wrong 
yeah the pain is everlasting
yeah you never ask me 
if im doing fine 
or if im still just the past me x2

put me in a casket
i don't wanna be here
yeah they fake like plastic
tell me what is different?
take away the filter,
i don't know how to quit it yuh

yeah uh 
yeah uh 
yeah uh, uh yeah 
x2

chorus

how my heart beats (over)

3:45 with @1rokit
4:35 with @1rokit
5:23 with @1akura

winter love story samples

https://discord.gg/teRyvrNgQP
coverart by @qxi pic by @zzoos
@m4xyne
@zzoos
@qxi
@noraware
@attc

@m4xyne
posted in the coven bitch im casting spells
they expected nothing, give them something else
they expecting nothing, i might give em hell
is it day or night no i couldnt tell
im on the other side moving like adele
booting up my system like dell
im moving quiet theres no need to yell
whats in the box idk
fuck my life destroy my soul
im just tryna break the mold 
im just tryna crack the code
im off that shit that makes u scared at night bitch i dont fold

@zzoos
off exotic i cant see straight
me n catgif do 200 on the freeway
pass the blunt up to my bro just like a relay
locked up in my room i dont come out for 3 days
i keep buyin shit, i dont think i can sell
i just scored another script, not html
got a check from distrokid i spent it on a belt
how u talkin over twitter, worry bout urself
u cld never tell
i got racks up in my bag i dont want nothing else
i dont need ur help
how u talkin shit on twitter,, worry bout urself

@qxi
put you under a spell
i need fucking help
i think im running out, i need duracell
man they be saying anything just for a fucking vouch
how to train your dragon saw him spit his teeth out of his mouth
all my friends are gonna watch me 
spend all of my time fucking hiding 
what if no one ever tries to stop me
what if no one figures out im lying

@noraware
I made more money than what my parents thought.  
U think this funny, but I could've gotten shot.  
And no, I'm not talking about a camera.  
He just want me dead when I just want them commas.  

Tinted windows, I ain't going around there at all, bruh.  
My cash stack up fast, it drops like a Fortnite llama.  
Hitting Catgif up if I got, we got a problem.  

And I ain't wanna mean no fake shit, no pastin. . 
SRT, I'm racing, these diamonds all up on my bracelet.  
Woah, bitch, ur life is tragic.  :(
You wanna be like me 'cause u don't have it.  .

COVEN (ATTIC)

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

any minute now annihilation
took a hard beating
still my heart beating
will not stop bleeding
will i find meaning
feel the walls breaking
learned a hard lesson
where my heart's destined
trying to find something
that feels alright
a moment of weakness i can't let you see it's not easy
a moment of violence that left my so weak and depleted
my heart is a sickness
close guard my conviction
scars shrouded around
bane of existence
my only contingence
i'd rather stand my ground
afraid i might lose it
new scars and contusions
it's close to bleeding out
the world that i'm seeing
find hard to believe in anymore
i slowly leave behind
no sentimentals
no coincidentals
nothing that makes you think it's alright
you're seemingly confused
you seemingly want to
abuse my kindness

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

is anybody out there (prod.qweshhka & dose)

w (lati doente mynorth variant yoake webm ssh1be)

we dont ever see the sun

Moving onto bigger things. No more beat clips for a long, long time. I love you all and I thank you guys for everything you've ever given me. o7 
 
@kagimusic @maknae @rprezo1 @brknglss @okeefey @shlain170 @pyu @oiwassupp @prodkirian @txqiio @prod1audii

Final @kagimusic @maknae @rprezo1 @brknglss @okeefey @shlain170 @pyu @oiwassupp @prodkirian @txqiio

@rewind214 @1akura

coming back 2 me again
like whats wrong this time please just say it
stuck on the words that you said
was it all just a dream
you dont know how much it meant 2 me

and ill never let my guard down
not 4 u again
im just lying to myself but i think ill just pretend
need myself to calm down
head full of regrets of the past that i wish i could change 4 u

(rewind)
never let my guard down
its too hard not to want to rip my heart out
new scars, think ive fallen way too far now
new start, maybe i can find a new route
no matter how hard i try, it never can be how it was
and ill cry, but maybe for you im enough
i was giving up learning how to love
i just need a hug
hope that im enough

hope that im enough
know i never mattered to you cause we're not in love
if i lied then im sorry that i lost your trust
dont know why i made a fuss
im seeing right thru im calling out ur bluff

guard +rewind (akura)

https://open.spotify.com/album/3stAtuXXmuOZOTqGCstP8D?si=4xYGB05JTrqzku1ppGtg9w
@hartfxlt
@fvckriv

spotify

lovetohate

prod me

im losing all patience
every single thing is after me my heart is racing
i cant erase my thoughts until i face them
its like everyone that i have ever known had to replace them
im losing all patience
she said that i never talk to her i cannot take it
she its the- its the little things that always make it
if i fumble now ill fucking break it

i know that its hard to speak to me
and honestly i dont see what you see
if i had a life id probably end it truthfully
and i dont know why you just wanted me

and honestly this feeling gets to me
why does everything i love just flee
and honestly this feeling gets to me
i dont want nobody to compete

erase

"ADVANCE" - SIDDEVLEN ft Xander Track (prod. steemy)

how my heart beats (over)

narkotyk