replies prod @1plugsoon & @ilyajay

artwork: rubytr4x

listen, listen how my heart beats
yeah you make me so weak
yeah you got me floating 
yeah i feel i can't speak
when i fall please catch me 
what i did was wrong 
yeah the pain is everlasting
yeah you never ask me 
if im doing fine 
or if im still just the past me x2

put me in a casket
i don't wanna be here
yeah they fake like plastic
tell me what is different?
take away the filter,
i don't know how to quit it yuh

yeah uh 
yeah uh 
yeah uh, uh yeah 
x2

chorus

how my heart beats (over)

[00:00] w/ @yashio20k
[01:24] solo
[02:09] w/ @1_august
[02:49] solo
[03:35] solo
[04:19] w/ @1_august
[05:08] solo
[05:51] w/ @yashio20k
[06:55] w/ @5ia
[07:51] w/ @1_august
[08:18] w/ @moz-103259352

bday clips 2k25 @august @9cyon @moz @yashio

【BTS】Notice（．_．）@haruiko @hiroiko #PandaHero

i suckat recording on detuned beats im sorry

changes prod dinosaur

self prod
mastered by @vallich

i just cant help myself 
everytime tht im around u 
i just feel that i 
i think i never thought i rly knew u 
if u could see how i felt, how i felt 
u give me, me 

u dont care how i been
i cant rly think of anything else 2 say
anything to say to u, yeah i feel this luv a sin 
u dont care what u mean to me
i can see it in the scenery, yeah i look around
yeah i know what u see in me
tell me what u think everytime that ur mean to me
tell me tell me why 
let it out, make it clear to me

yeah uh yeah uh Uh fuck

scenery

@adrienciel 

lyrics:
like, how u feelin now?
i cant take it all
going back n forth
no i dont wna talk at all
you know better than i
you take it off for what?
i take its all for none
i see youve softened up
ive lost a part of us
i wasn't fast enough
i keep falling out of line 
can u pick me up?
i feel it burning in my skin think im done for now

cross my heart and i hope to die
theres a million reasons why i didn't even wna try
tell me all ur secrets bby u know i would never lie
we can try again restart in the next life

certainly its all my fault
i cut off all my friends again 
what a psycho
a toll in my soul i put it into my song
oops i did it again 
u made ur point
wont u back off?

its all of me bby its all of me
i disappoint u expectations yeah i break em down
i build myself back up to only come and clown around
its wuthering waves back n forth yeah its up and out

ouroboros (adrienciel)

TIME WILL TELL PROD VACY ON THIS BITCH

~like a lost dog~
@adrienciel + @yconi

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/track/2KTJNjyI9xwGBfaM8R0tA1?si=0e1768e24b484ccf

i promise a self prod song is coming soooon i miss itt 😭 (lov this beat sm though srsly)

♡♡
u say that i get on ur nerves
walked out, u forgot ur purse
no my hearts shut, you'll just make things worse

u thought i could be rose-coloured?
turns out u don't know abt me
fucked up, u gonna miss your shirt?

i'll follow like a lost dog looking for a home
i know there's no clear finish line but i won't give up my hope
atp i don't think i can live like this
but idkk

like that (x5) day
the words u said were so fake (x5) 
but i turn my head the other way(x5)

but u don't seem to care
hands in my hair 
(these 2 bars are from one of my older older (like probably almost 2 years old) songs but i literally just can't remember which.. PLEASE HELP MEE)

you said that you have changed
i guess
i'll believe u

i know that i'm naive
but i 
wanna see u

i know there's not much to talk abt
nowadays
,,stay w/ meee

there's only so much more in me
yeah you're under the impression i don't see
all those lies
pass by ur teeth

but i'll stay
until ur tired of me

.. well at least that i got ur shirt
so i have something to remember you by
you never once asked "how hurt?"
but u deteriorate my mind

i've not really interested in running away
but for the first time,
..but for the first time..

..its got its appeals about it
i think u can relate to that too 
we could go be so lost together
i think i would like that new

life 
w/ u

..oh.. ok

i'm sry for dreaming..
https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

like a lost dog (adrienciel + yconi)

Some of my fav beats from this summer + september! I wanted lots of labs!
Everyone here is an inspiration so thank you :)

1. 'Spark' @yashio20k
2. Untitled @2010jason
3. '81'
4. 'Between fright and flight' @bianlee
5. 'Danny lab' @ripyuann
6. 'Bmaj' @5ia
7. Untitled @backxster @rpsu
8. 'Growing Unrest'
9. 'Under'
10. 'Square'
11. 'Lily of the Valley' @lintukoto
12. 'Cake'
Outro. 'Downtown Park' @sourcewho

how my heart beats (over)

narkotyk