artwork: rubytr4x

listen, listen how my heart beats
yeah you make me so weak
yeah you got me floating 
yeah i feel i can't speak
when i fall please catch me 
what i did was wrong 
yeah the pain is everlasting
yeah you never ask me 
if im doing fine 
or if im still just the past me x2

put me in a casket
i don't wanna be here
yeah they fake like plastic
tell me what is different?
take away the filter,
i don't know how to quit it yuh

yeah uh 
yeah uh 
yeah uh, uh yeah 
x2

chorus

how my heart beats (over)

ch2rms - for me (interlude)

@nark0tyk
@overoveroverover

Cover done by @vallich
@cdreserve @cdreserve @cdreserve

(yeah, yeah)

(fuck!)


girl let me know if you are down for this
cause im down right now,
we both in the whip im so faded uh,
im so high right now

tell me why should i have to figure out
what to say to you?
im 2 fucked right now
i cant figure out 
what is really true

put my back up against the wall,
never felt anything like this
you dont know me not at all
wanna use me for my kindness 

girl let me know if you are down for this
cause im down right now,
we both in the whip im so faded uh,
im so high right now

tell me why should i have to figure out
what to say to you?
im 2 fucked right now
i cant figure out 
what is really true

(yeah, yeah uh)
(fuck!)
(yeah, uh!)

narkotyk ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ right now (over) #cdreserve

lyrics
ya ur in my head, ur in my head

ur the girl of my dreams
dont kno wha that mean?
is it what it seems
is it just a dream

yea u put in my place
ur givin me the signs
with this typa love
pls tell me so i can know

oh im not givin up on u just yet
gimme ur permission to go n rest
afraid that i bn laying in my bed
too bad ur stuck inside my head

i dont wna complicate it anymore
its bn 4evr i cant rly let it go
but i dont rly care how much it takes no more

music turning on
and th world is turning off
im blind inside my head thinkin abt uu
and i dont wna die young

ya ur in my head, ur in my head

ur the girl of my dreams
dont kno wha that mean?
is it what it seems
is it just a dream

swan cloud [bluessence + kenesukoh]



@1akura

im hoping that one day
might both of our souls meet
come close and i'll hold you
maybe you could hold me
you're everything i'd want
i'll make you my only
even if the sky falls
you'll never be lonely

i was so lost
then i found you
i was so torn
you make me feel brand new
it feels so warm
just being around you
you're my savior, my angel, my home

i'm far from perfect
but i'll do anything to show you that you're worth it
you mend my scars and stitch my heart just like a surgeon
keep messing up on how to love but now i'm learning


home (akura)

@21js @chromecrystals

love it when i hear you talk
no i dont wanna see you walk away
no i dont wanna send you off
no i dont wanna see it all decay
its okay
girl its okay
im fine if you move on
you can talk to me any day
ill be fine
just dont remind me
or my unrequited feelings start inside me
but its not the right time
took your heart will you take mine?
and even if you leave me be ill be fine
ill be fine

its okay youre not in my way
ill call you anyway
miss you so every day
girl its okay
its okay
girl its okay
when im not with you time flies ill be missing you

time flies by will you be by my side?
when it all goes wrong girl will u make things right?
ill try my hardest just to reach out to you
ill call your name but it wont be the same

it's okay prod 21 & chromecrystals

Produced By @glimpseofdespair & @rpsu
There's Still Hope 😇
XOXO 💋 

lyrics;
work hard, play hard
turn it to a habit 
i wish i could show u how to do it
it’s demanding
if anything happens
i want you to be my stand in
you could take my place
but you wouldnt understand it

u see the sun in my eyes
what makes u think that u wont make it if you dont try?
as long as i got you, the light’s in my eyes
you just need hope to see the-see the other side

i know that it hurts, know u wanna go back
there’s so much to see, dont get stuck on throwbacks
looking at the past, i just wish i’d known that
every reason’s got a reason, thats my bad i’ll hold that

listen to the bass
gotta feel the kick hit
in the blink of an eye
you could go and miss it
clearing out the fog
for the moment, live it
i remember just a year ago
my heart was missing

im still doin laps around the competition 
she wrote her name into my heart & told me dont forget it
every lyric has a message, every song a lesson
you cant tell me what it is, you were moving wreckless

The Other Side (sentencc & adrien)

@makinstuff

all these people act confuuusing learn how 2 let it gooo

learn to let it go prod comanati

@kinsleygrey
prod me and @vallich

damn, i fell down again
guess i didn’t learn my lesson
always in my head
i can’t seem to get the fucking message
blackout in the club, i’ve been feeling reckless
i’m so sorry for the constant tension
i just need your attention
cut me off, but my name you love to mention

we wanted different things
i wanted love and peace
you just wanted me
ouch.. misery
i don’t need your sympathy
i just need to speak
fuck.. i just need to speak

so i can be at peace
otherwise, this .45 lay me to sleep

phone on dnd cause i don’t want to hear you speak
just cut me off cause you’ve been hurting me
i’m off 4 and i can’t even think
i’ve been going up, yeah, look at me

i’ma die a star, i’ll be glowing
20mg in the cup got me floating
i’ve been mia, tell me, did you notice?
i’ve been in my head, you ain’t even know this

we wanted different things
i wanted love and peace
you just wanted me
ouch.. misery
i don’t need your sympathy
i just need to speak
fuck.. i just need to speak

i don’t need your sympathy
i just need to speak
i just need to speak


kinsley grey ── .✦ misery (shiiranoh x vallich)

~like a lost dog~
@adrienciel + @yconi

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/track/2KTJNjyI9xwGBfaM8R0tA1?si=0e1768e24b484ccf

i promise a self prod song is coming soooon i miss itt 😭 (lov this beat sm though srsly)

♡♡
u say that i get on ur nerves
walked out, u forgot ur purse
no my hearts shut, you'll just make things worse

u thought i could be rose-coloured?
turns out u don't know abt me
fucked up, u gonna miss your shirt?

i'll follow like a lost dog looking for a home
i know there's no clear finish line but i won't give up my hope
atp i don't think i can live like this
but idkk

like that (x5) day
the words u said were so fake (x5) 
but i turn my head the other way(x5)

but u don't seem to care
hands in my hair 
(these 2 bars are from one of my older older (like probably almost 2 years old) songs but i literally just can't remember which.. PLEASE HELP MEE)

you said that you have changed
i guess
i'll believe u

i know that i'm naive
but i 
wanna see u

i know there's not much to talk abt
nowadays
,,stay w/ meee

there's only so much more in me
yeah you're under the impression i don't see
all those lies
pass by ur teeth

but i'll stay
until ur tired of me

.. well at least that i got ur shirt
so i have something to remember you by
you never once asked "how hurt?"
but u deteriorate my mind

i've not really interested in running away
but for the first time,
..but for the first time..

..its got its appeals about it
i think u can relate to that too 
we could go be so lost together
i think i would like that new

life 
w/ u

..oh.. ok

i'm sry for dreaming..
https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

like a lost dog (adrienciel + yconi)

тгк t.me/thirdwheeel
work t.me/euphoria_session

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