like what do you want from me,
ive been alone and i cant,
cant give what you want from me,
i know what you want but ive been,
been bleedin all alone,
no i cant give you a thing,
know youre tryna stop the pain,
know that you wont help it go away,
what do you want from me,
takin my heart and takin my soul,
like what do you want from me,
this love sh*t been gettin old,
i dont even wanna know,
what youre sayin what youre doin,
everything i touch i ruin,
cant help you cuz im bleedin out,

stop talkin to me like you get it, 
cuz i already know you dont really love me,
im so done with playin pretend,
i knew from the start that this was all gone end,
and i know the truth about love,
so im so done with fakin now,
you left all these thorns in my heart,
and i feel my soul bleedin out,
im so used to bein alone,
know im better off when im on my own,
youre messin with me,
youre playin with me,
keep tryna get me out my zone,
not toyin with me cuz i been,
been bleedin out and i cant,
cant feel a thing cuz i been,
been goin so numb,
leavin you lookin so dumb,
sendin you back to where youre from,
ive got nothin for you girl,
youre better off without me,

like what do you want from me,
ive been alone and i cant,
cant give what you want from me,
i know what you want but ive been,
been bleedin all alone,
no i cant give you a thing,
know youre tryna stop the pain,
know that you wont help it go away,
what do you want from me,
takin my heart and takin my soul,
like what do you want from me,
this love sh*t been gettin old,
i dont even wanna know,
what youre sayin what youre doin,
everything i touch i ruin,
cant help you cuz im bleedin out,

@ilyt4z
I dont even know what I need rn,
Double cup cause im feelin like a fien rn,
Cant help you cause im bleedin out,
All alone need to be by myself rn,
Cause you took out my heart and youre stompin it out
Yea you took all my love spilled it all on the floor,
Money commin in racks on the floor,
Money comming knockin at my door,
Devil tryna temp me knockin at my door,
Yea I had to leave cant do it anymore,
Had me feelin sad walkin rockin through the rain.
Really thought you could but youll neva change,
Dont know what I need rn,
Swear that im bleedin out,
Girl just tell me what you want from me cause I swear that shit been gettin old,
I dont even wanna know what you say or what youre doin,
Everything I touch I ruin,
Cant help you cause im bleedin out,
﻿
like what do you want from me,
ive been alone and i cant,
cant give what you want from me,
i know what you want but ive been,
been bleedin all alone,
no i cant give you a thing,
know youre tryna stop the pain,
know that you wont help it go away,
what do you want from me,
takin my heart and takin my soul,
like what do you want from me,
this love sh*t been gettin old,
i dont even wanna know,
what youre sayin what youre doin,
everything i touch i ruin,
cant help you cuz im bleedin out,


produced by @prodjayysoul @lucas_mp3 @carch95

Spotify

Bleedin Out ft. T4Z (Jayysoul x Lucas.mp3 x Carch95)

CONFESS to me again 
i dont want to take your life away
like im running low on pills again
acting like a fool just to please yourself

it still feels like we're sinking
i just need a break i cant keep on killing
its just the gift that keeps on giving
it comes and it goes and it keeps existing

dance with me again
dont look at the scumbags you call ''friends''
i get all fucked up when i see your face
its so sudden and weird and stupidly complicated

i dont want to act like im not here
i get excluded like a private vc
and im so sorry i just want to be me
but you dont like that, i see

tu me me tratas como un desperdicio
ahora ya no te quiero, no me gusta ser tu vicio
era tan estupido pensar ibas a hablarme
ahora no me preocupa na', yo voy a acostumbrarme   

yo no quise verte
no tuve remedio
quise detenerte
estabas en el medio

nada me divierte
mas indiferente
no tengo criterio  
voy solo al cementerio 

@74three
siendo sincero no me importa
ve acostumbrandote a vivir en mi sombra
ya no pienses q lo q haces aun estorba
si da igual, que es una puñalada más

tu amigos viven detras de mi
y tu sin saber q juegan contra ti
baby those days now they feel so far
lo recuerdos m sobran

los llevo en la maleta
cada dia mas me pesan
ya no puedo librarme
vives en mi cabeza
どこに行っても続くからさ
君のこと忘れない
why’d u make it so hard

@jjune26
damn u feel like magic and i play card
not to be dramatic u look like a star
and u know me shawty even my zodiac sign
we just talked about it but u cant u be mine

u say that u feel me but u dont want them to see us
and i lowkey feel like a weird intention
everytime u post and dont reply it do be hurtin
cuz i really felt like a full connection

its a fairytale we like cosmo n wanda
lets get high again we dontcare bout no karma
damn fuck ur friends they be makin up drama
u trust them more than me so u left me with trauma

CONFESS +loje +june (oiwa, surgeon)

#1year Ocko 2k23 Winter set

I achieved a year of making beats this december, so I felt like sharing some of my most recent ones. Enjoy!
If ur interested in any of these beats, DM me on ig (@prod.ocko)

0:00 solo
1:07 +@mycorpsebride
2:35 +@m2monroe
3:55 solo
5:11 +@1alx
6:16 +@zerichu
7:35 solo
8:54 solo
9:48 solo
11:11 solo

⊱∽❖#1year Ocko 2k23 Winter set❖ ∽⊰Ft.⟣Alx ⧰ Monroe ⧰ Zerichu ⧰ Mycorpsebride⧰ ⟢

switching lanes (nowaystoend)

bitch i run it up
run ts
lil bitch i run it up
talk down u gettin hit

go, go, go, go, yeah
she call me her bae n then she suck me up
i js wna fuh bitch i cant show no luv
sry lil bro but ya yo bitch a dub
.45 w that scope lil bitch u better duck

i run it, out my bag
talking down, u get smacked
up tha pole, never lack
bitch im up, i get racks
run ts i get my bag im w my twin we up
i run thru the city look for bitches js to fuck
i get to the racks in the whip n then im out
all these sons pocket watching look at my amount
i got yo bitch on her knees she put it in her mouth
brand new yohji i js copped u dk what this bout

hit this blunt n get that rush
all of u my sons bitch u doin way 2much
u hop on the gram, see me, u cant be like us
keep my circle small, lil bitch i got no time to trust
she said that im toxic
geeked out lately, ive been rlly off the toxins
they 2 pussy, lately all they do is talk shit
if my brothers catch u, bitch u is a target
ye, im w da team
.45 w that cooling kit, bitch came w dat beam
walk up in the function, bitches saying that im clean
she want my attention, she said channie u so mean
yo hoe all up on me, she text me but she on seen

toxic (xion orion)

"fate" produced by @prod-kiv & @uptempobeat
Performed/Written by @counterxo

fate

fate (kiv + uptempo)

i feel so empty
i dnt belong here
i cant think straight 
yh my minds gone
i just wanna disappear
i dont know what i did wrong to end up here
i dont know where my hearts gone,
yh it isn't here

would u still be there for me?
everytime i slip up
i always think ur gna leave
yh i know ur the one,
ur the 1 for me 
just 1 more chance plz

i wear my heart on my sleeve
phone on dnd yeah it dont ring 
yh i rlly mean it when i sing 
i rlly use this shit to vent my feelings
yh i dnt wanna cause a scene,
thats why i keep shit to myself 
or i jus dont let it bother me 
i know ur bad for my health 
yet ur still a part of me 
yh i think u can tell
that im rlly suffering

isn't here (jayysoul + grimgar)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadboiiudig




only wanted u like so bad 
i was smoking on the best stuff 
meant it when i said so soon 
thought u know me i dont do stunts
dress up just to stay home 
n i only got a couple bros 
swear i really love to be alone
but i like it w u a lil more 

really liked that shit so i bought it 
put it on, god damn i look retarded 
railing lines of this shit way too quick 
high as fuck know im boutta go all in 
so close so far then i lost it 
right back where im at but its alright 
real low on my whip hit the pavement 
real low on the tint cant see shit 

cant see em 
im prolly outta town for the weekend 
idek what city we in 
still think ur a angel im a demon 
sum like thingol n melian
200 years fixated baby when i see u 
maybe that was cause we popped a bean too 
even coming down think i stay up 
way above the clouds cause of ur touch

cant see (prod. 1sadboii)

prod.
@rewind214
@yashio20k

notes:
i cant recover
but its the best i can do...

//

[shiro]
i cant shake this feeling anymore
yh i feel like closing all my doors
shakin, u left me on the floor yh
broken, my lifes such a bore yh
walk out, in the rain, n its pourin
tried to see the point but im ignorin
all the things that uve done
throw my feelings in the dirt, n im left in the mud

yh left it in the past
yh im over that
u dnt wna play these games yh i get that
u'd promised me that this would be the last
but u didnt kno that it would come crawlin back
kno that i cant keep things intact
yh i wnt ur love, but i cant get that
so im always tryna fix things but i know that ur not coming back

[hook]

//

recovery『rewind/yashio』

Prod: @watevreasonxy
Featuring: @pei-flow & @daimuji
Master & Mix: @daimuji

Lyrics:

@pei-flow
All this pain in my heart got a heart break (mmm),
Got me feeling like a star I can’t lose faith (mmm)
Tell her I won’t lose focus, 
no matter what cause I’ll be holding on,
Tell you that I love you but I really just hate it,
Playing wit my heart is not right cause It get faded,
Can’t you tell I’m working hard even though I’m underrated,
They see me moving far and I know that they just be hating,
I swear I just know (know),
They don’t have to show,
(Yeah) personality is always acting cause they always low,
(Like woah oh) think you special just acting like a hoe (oh),
to be honest you can step away from my zone,

@daimuji
can you watching now, oh
tell me what you know, oh
you gonna looking by my side
yeah, I don't know why, you should know the fight
tell me what you know, why you gotta go?
yeah, I wanna get you back
But it's too late, but it's too late
pls tell me, I don't know why,
why you leave me go

pei flowy + daimuji - moving farther (prod. watevreason)

lluneth：
時間の悪魔が俺を襲う
時計の針がかぎ爪に変わる
奴らは血管から若さ奪う
残された命を数えている
時間の悪魔が俺を笑う
傷跡に刻み込まれていく
息をしようと必死になってるけれど
あいつは俺の中で動いている
chufang
to i die
Mix my blood with your blood
I will let u know
Who is worthy of your love?
时间很慢时间很快
快到我察觉不到他在离开
时间很快时间很慢
我焦虑的时候它拉长阴霾

isn't here (jayysoul + grimgar)

narkotyk