trauma & synths

ch2rms - a message to myself (soma)

yeah i feel like i just can't breathe 
waiting on ur calls yeah
i just wanted u to notice me 
why u treat me like im nothinnnn
like im always up 2 smth 

Fuck! Fuckkkkkkkfgfgfk 
runnin outta luck 
i just cant feel a thing
im high im faded so what 
i just cant figure u outttt
im searching for u in the crowddd
will u listen 2 me now? 

yeah uh Fuck 
spin it back uhhhhh 
fuck

u act like u care but u dont
yeah love i know that ur better on ur own
feel like i just seen a ghost
i just want u to know
that i still remember ur scent
yeah the way that u breathe 
n the way that u dress
am i some1 u wish u never met?
do u doubt me yeah 
do u second guess?

notice (qweshkka)

ch2rms - fall upon deaf ears (soma _ pr37)

ch2rms - parry (qweshkka + erdo)

12. ch2rms - leaves fall quietly feat whyhaze prod pr37, mental, heroz

ch2rms - over (rxtrx + kirian)

prod me

touching on my body
i jus want something
like do u rlly trust me
feel content baby do u rlly love me
relapse again fill my head with all ur stories
wonder if i worry
like you tried again
no matter what u do it'll never end im sure

i rather be the one to watch u go
leaving me throwing rocks at ur window
baby wont u jus come home
leaving alone
breathe out ive tried
i ball up and die
ill follow and reside
if u give me the time

feel like ima throw up
take another pill tell me where u go
like do u rlly know
i feel like u know me but u dont
and i should try harder
but i jus wanna let go
like who u think u fooling
im wit chris

come back to me

errrrgh yeeeea ft @sxnnai prod @263jj

take her out she dont mean what she say to me
its a new day theres some new clothes up on me
fabrics on my body heavy fkn artillery 
tell her stop playin with my heart that shit kilin me
askin me if she the one i guess we gna see
we gna play it out till the end
took 1 too many shots fuckin up my head
better leave it in the past before i end up dead

she know how to get under my skin again
she know how to get under my -
she know how to get under my skin again
yea she know how to get

thats some shit that i shldnt have to say
fucked it up once why dont we do it again
tryna get past the point livin in my own head
theres so many things u said that i wish u never did

take her out she dont mean what she say to me
its a new day theres some new clothes up on me
fabrics on my body heavy fkn artillery 
tell her stop playin with my heart that shit kilin me

[sennai]

hell nah
i aint never seeing u again
please do not ask me how i been yea
no im not ur man mind ur business
right under my skin again
guess i wasnt ever good at hiding weaknesses
tellin me of futures i wont ever see again
nevermind dat im js tryna live again yea
should i even be glad i found out
world start to unfold around us
weighing on my shoulders heavy as mountains

sliding round onna bend yea
onna east side w my twin yea
tryna drop a bag yet again
sayin that they aint fw us whats the difference?

skin ft sennai (263jj)

https://www.instagram.com/mitsssugo_

ft. askenemy, souls1, 9569, sd23, dreamboii.

notice (qweshkka)

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