@oursecretblood @oursecretblood @oursecretblood

wake up, smoke up thats how i live it
i wake up with anxiety hoping that i would end it
nobody around me see the vision how i live it
i believe in me way too much that i almost killed it
every conversation is always about the acid
talking about these ego deaths and what we had is finished
tripping every week it almost sounds like speaking finnish
im from australia so how could i even complain about these ethics?
my family is ethnic so they raised me as a medic
im south east asian and they all call me dramatic
im not the golden child no more cause im not systematic
theyre traditional but im just too original
maybe speech impediment so keep it minimal
its all about the spam, corn beef and pork adobo soup
u dont know pressure till u feel it so im spiritual
blame it on the spectrum but we thought we living true
true religion is the cope and im just feeling u
i dont know what is real and i dont know who really who
still see the loser that i was im always feeling blue
i promised everything would turn 2 red just as i said
"im gonna make it, and im gonna make alot of friends"
but im still in my room and i would rather stay in bed
yeah im just living but yall say im so fucked in the head
its kinda funny cause without all this i would be dead
would be dead. dead. dead
suvivors guilt and all the real ones ended up dead
and all im left with locally are these retarded "friends"
theyre narcissistic and my wealth is what i am to them
no offense but life is not just pussy and some ket
u only call when i got something going on & then
its always ranting about some bitches that never liked u man
im so done with playing nice and playing all pretend
my confidence was low asf, youd only make it worse
& now that i get into tune with everything it hurts
my girl the only hertz im tapped in with, we hurt the same
and i know someday ill have the answers to my own pain

EGO DEATH prod jjules

Light in the sky I see the wings shimmer down
Stay for a moment please i need your touch right now
im sorry you can leave 
im sorry if i flinch it stings
I asked the void if what you said meant something

Am I wrong cause you can tell me right 
I know at night baby ill cross your mind
Kiss him with an open eye
But baby I promise you can take your time
Open source fantasize
I hope The city always treats you right
I know you’re paralyzed to see me 
cause you've always been scared to fly

Wings in the night time
A shadow
That night we ran away from fire
You told me it's all right
I smiled
When I went in for the kiss that night
I was terrified
When I saw you come into my sight
I'm terrified


Am I wrong cause you can tell me right 
I know at night baby ill cross your mind
Kiss him with an open eye
But baby I promise you can take your time
You’re welcome to fantasize about it
I hope The city always treats you right
I know you’re paralyzed to see me 
Cause you've always been scared to fly

produced by kimJ ++ 2

super soon

pretty women are evil prod februxry

Said she love me
I don't get it
If I died right now 
Would I regret it?

I'm regressing,
In a good way.
Built me up to what I am, I gave the hood thanks.

Here's my jacket.
What a good day!
Had me shielded from the rain, I gave the hood thanks!

I think I love her
On some true shit
Know I wanna fly 
But don't know what I'm doing

Said I love her
That's the truth!
Bae, it's "U" and "I," 
Them other ones is useless!

I used hatred
As a virtue
I know I'm mad, but
I didn't meant to hurt you.

I've been hurt boo,
I feel worthless.
I use the pen to write it out 
I think it's working!

Said she love me
I don't get it.
If i died right now, 
Would I regret it?

Im All Yours

I said something to my right hand
He keep tussling. Enticing, enticing to me.
I look up: "Is you alright man...?"
(Hah,)
And this bitch js said "I like-

I said-
Huh.

I said something to my right hand
(Yeah)
He keep tussling. Enticing! Enticing to me!
I look up: "Is you alright man...?"
(Yeah)

And this bitch js said: "Alright, man, alright...can I leave?"

Alright can I...
(Heh)
Alright, can I leave?
"Alright can I," eh?
Alright can I-

Leave
(revving up ig)

I just wanna die, I can't do this again.
I move like mariah, 
Cry as I sing

I just wanna die, I can't do this again.
No.

Do you see the rain?

I know what to choose
If I'm gonna do 
This shit again

No one had to tell me that
This living shit
Is anguish

The same 
Old
Thing
My
Mind's
Es
Cap
Ing
I'm
Not

Crazy-

^ I was tripping
(Ha)
Fell in luv
With the slut
I was kissing

Hey,
I was missing
Fell in luv
With the slut
I was kissing

Fell in luv
With the slut
I was kissing

I was (x2)
I was missing
Fell in luv
With the slut
I was kissing

I-

Now go head rap up on this shit

No hesitation in my voice, 
I'm finna speak up on this bitch

Computer chip up in my throat
I'm finna speak up like it's Finn

Could be the greatest, this I know
I couldn't see it all back then,

I couldn't see TWO WEEKS ago.
Because I'm always in my head.

I could've saved myself, I know.
I could've saved myself I been
Peeping this pattern in my head
Where I stop and just give in.
And when nothing starts this jag,

And I cannot see the light
And it's cold inside my room
In the place where you just were-

I can't give up that damn fast, 
I gotta live my life with her!
I gotta start putting belt to ass,
I gotta make my shit observed!

Punching the mic until it bled,
I got work until it hurts
I got work until it hurts
I got work until it hurts
I got work until it hurts

Fell in luv 
With the slut
I was kissing

I was (x2)
I was missing
Fell in luv
With the slut
I was kissing

(gibberish)
I love how your face looks,
I'd think it was golden.
And I wanna see you
When I'm coming home and,

I wanna be with
My hands on your body

I         deserve her
(Heh)

I deserve her
Ha!

Aye,
I deserve this!
I deserve this!
I deserve this!
I deserve this!
I deserve this!
I deserve this!

Collapsed Void

NASOJI

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