Copy of Sex, Addiction, and Everyone Else.

I’ll never know the reason I didn’t get a goodbye… you just let me go … without a word .. or a why .
What happened.. what did I do .. one day you were falling for me and I you … now I’m just left without a clue .

Did I hurt you or say something wrong …
Or was I just a game that you played every day .
We spoke of the future …our dreams , our home and hopes .. the best part .. being in each other's arms.. as we envisioned our new start
I opened my heart .. which took me by surprise….my past was filled by betrayal from abuse and lies.
I broke all my rules ..trusting in every beautiful feeling pulling me in closer to you ..
the unknown, …….took away my smile I forgot I lost .. not knowing why it ended…came at a cost …. I didn’t catch all the clues and I didn’t even get to you
Oooohhhhwwe

Why me
Why my heart
Why my trust
Why no goodbye
Goodbye is more than a word or action

Goodbye is everything you never got to say
Goodbye was you quitting in your own way
Goodbye is you losing the best you ever had
…… .. you just walked away

Hmmmmm
Hmmmmm
Hmmmm


Did I hurt you or say something wrong …
Or was I just a game that you played every day .
We spoke of the future …our dreams , our home and hopes .. the best part .. being in each other's arms.. as we envisioned our new start
I opened my heart .. 
…..which took me by surprise….
…..my past was filled by betrayal from abuse and lies.
I broke all my rules ..
……trusting in every beautiful feeling pulling me in closer to you ..
the unknown, took away my smile I forgot I lost .. not knowing why it ended…came at a cost …. I didn’t catch all the clues and I didn’t even get to you

Why me
Why my
Why my my

Goodbye is more than a word or action

Goodbye is everything you never got to say
Goodbye was you quitting in your own way
Goodbye is you losing the best you ever had
…… .. you just walked away

You just walked awayyy
Mmmmmm
Mmmmm
Mmmmmm
You just walked away 
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
You just walked away

No Goodbye, Just Gone

Shadows dance upon the wall,

A fractured light, a fading call.
Every crack tells a tale untold,
A heart of gold, but worn and cold.

Beautifully broken, torn in two,
Pieces of me, pieces of you.
Scars that shine like stars at night,
Beautifully broken, bathed in light.

The wind it whispers through the trees,
A melody of memories.
What’s lost is found in shades of gray,
The beauty of the disarray.

Glass reflections, sharp and clear,
Echoes of a love sincere…..

Guitar solo 
Mmmmmmmmm
Mmmmmmmmm
Mmmmmmmmm

A melody of memories.
What’s lost is found in shades of gray,
The beauty of the disarray.

broken, bathed in light.

The wind it whispers through the trees,
A melody of memories.
What’s lost is found in shades of gray,
The beauty of the disarray.

Glass reflections, sharp and clear,
Echoes of a love sincere.
Every flaw, a work of art,
A masterpiece of a broken heart.

Hold me
The night is cold and the wind it moans  
Your heart’s been locked like a silent stone  
I see the shadows in your eyes  
Tell me when you’ll break the ties  

The road was long, the dust it swirled  
You lost your way in a broken world  
The echoes whisper through the trees  
Tell me when you’ll find your peace  


Tell me when you learn to smile again  
Like the sun breaking through the rain  
Tell me when the light returns to you  
I’ll be waiting in the blue  


Tell me when you learn to smile again  
Let the joy wash away the pain  
Tell me when you find your way back home  
You won’t ever walk alone  


The clock keeps turning, the seasons change  
But love remains through the joy and pain  
I’ll stand here steady, I’ll stand here true  
Just tell me when you’re you again  


The stars still shine, the rivers flow  
The world moves on but I’m here slow  
I see the cracks begin to mend  
Tell me when you smile again  


Tell me when you learn to smile again  
Like the sun breaking through the rain  
Tell me when the light returns to you  
I’ll be waiting in the blue  


Tell me when you learn to smile again  
Let the joy wash away the pain  
Tell me when you find your way back home  
You won’t ever walk alone , stay close , I won’t let  go,
Love is sweet but bitterslow.
In the cracks, the colors bloom,
A rose that grows from empty rooms.

Beautifully broken, torn in two,
Pieces of me, pieces of you.
Scars that shine like stars at night,
Beautifully broken, bathed in light.

“Shades Of Grey “ By Talia

Who knew ..a warrior .. so true …..created by light …radiating through you
He thought you’d shatter, like glass in despair,
But from the ashes, you soared through the air.
Held together strong ….like the roots of a tree …built to stand tall …. … the warrior in you …now set free……
.. built to stand tall ….. don’t let him see you ……unsteady and fall..
Head held high …every scar worn like a tattoo …. Showing off all his art …he left on you …..
Leaving was survival…you were trapped…but not lost ….. risking your life was worth all the cost …
The monster inside him full of rage …..exploding like an animal trapped within his own cage …built to stand tall mmmmmmmm
built to stand tall …..never let him see you ……..unsteady fall
Silenced no more …. Forced into battle ……the devil in him …..trying to win the war ….
you stand all alone …no justice… only judgement, as they ask why did you stay……you look up ..strong…fiercely brave … with strength ….you got away…
The woman you see…. he tried to put in the grave
She fights the system …a warrior standing brave
you have survived 
.. built to stand tall ….never let him see you …….unsteady and fall…..
A warrior emerged…in this woman they see—
And now that woman is finally free
..and now that woman is finally free…... that woman is meeeee

Built to Stand Tall by Talia

We watch people fuck online and that can cut us off from experiencing that same intimacy in real life.

Lyrics:
I wanna close my eyes
you don’t know how badly i do 
This happens every night when I’m
Lying naked next to you 

If you got the body  i got the time and we won’t spend it fighting 
If you got the body i got the time it’s just sex online
If you got the body then i got another addiction in my life 
Your not here I’m all alone Won’t you turn you on and say to me 

Why don’t you touch me 
Why don’t you touch me 
Cause your not here 
Why don’t you touch me 
With your hands.

waiting 
I’m still waiting 
waiting 
I’m still waiting

What a drug what a drug what a drug what a sweet drug 
Just to be wanted
Instead of empty and haunted
like love love love nothing like love
Your an overdose and i want  it 
Love synthesized and i bought it

If you got the body then i got the time and it’s just sex online
If you got the body then i got another addictions in my life
Maybe real but i feel that i don’t know what a lie 
I don’t trust myself when I’m lonely

Why don’t you touch me 
Why don’t you touch me cause your not there
Why don’t you touch me 
With your hands.

I know i got to put you down but i don’t 
I know got to walk away but i won’t 
I know got to put you down but i don’t 
No i don’t trust myself when I’m lonely 
So i guess I’m lonely 

Why don’t you touch me 
Why don’t you touch me cause your not there
Why don’t you touch me 
With your hands.

Sex, Addiction, and Everyone Else.

Hands

Addiction and love can be very good friends.

Lyrics:
Lately I’ve been trying 
But i don’t know what makes a lion is it being brave 
All these thoughts I’ve been feeling 
But the best of me is stealing from the things you say 

Is it better now 
As you watch me drown

If I come home fucked up would you
Tell me a lie tell me I’m fine and that you still love me 
If I decide to lie with the proof on my breathe I’m trying my best won’t you just hold me

You got me tamed and tied to these posts but I can’t seem to see the past these ghosts cause I use these sheets to sleep 
(Stop it you know it you can’t stop it you know it)

Cause I’ll let you down
When your not around

If I come home fucked up would you
Tell me a lie tell me I’m fine and that you still love me 
If I decide to lie with my proof on my breathe I’m trying my best but won’t you just hold me

Oh I yes I I can feel it now 
(Stop it you know it you can’t stop it you know it)
Oh I yes I I can see it 
(Stop it you know it you can’t stop it you know it)
I know I know you’re gonna, you’re gonna leave me. You’re gonna feed me to it. 

If I come home fucked up would you
Tell me a lie tell me I’m fine and that you still love you love  me 
If I decide to lie with my proof on my breathe I’m trying my best won’t you just hold me please hold me

If I Come Home

Feeling overwhelmed at a party.

Lyrics:
Can you go out tonight
Or do you make up excuses
Between being stupid
Or seeing somebody 
That gives a shit about you
Stand in the back and be quiet
You can do that just be quiet
It’s not all about you be quiet
That’s a battle to lose

Words fall like water 
Till I drown you in more of the
Shit you’ll ignore 
From the back back back of my mind
And I’m watching a car crash 
And I’m drunk behind the wheel
And here comes another one another moment to steal
Here comes another one
86000 chances to get it right to get it wrong to mess it up

Cigarettes I bum a thousand 
Socially without them 
I’m 16 got verbal vomit pain
Beer and wine is not the best mix
When you try to play a setlist with songs about being in your brain

Invited 15 of our friends 
Only half of them they went 
We save the night with cocaine on a rooftop in Brooklyn 
Sitting next to Mackenzie 

And got 86000 to get it right to get it wrong to mess it up 
(All we got us all we got is...)

Give a break to a heart that tends to bleed easy 
(All we got is all we got)
Make the night loud enough now I can’t hear my breathing 
(All we got is just this moment)
Romantically I’m terrified 
If there’s drugs involved I can paralyze 
The fear that I
(All we got is all we got is all we got is just this moment)

I fuck up a friendship 
I find love then lose it
I’m so set abusive
I fuck up a friendship 
Find love then lose it
Why am I (abusive)

Words fall like water 
Till I drown you in more of the
Shit you’ll ignore 
From the back back back of my mind
And I’m watching a car crash 
And I’m drunk behind the wheel
And here comes another one another moment to steal
Here comes another one

86000 chances to get it right to get it wrong to mess it up
All we got is all we got is x3
All we got is just this moment
All we got it all we got is x3
All we got is just this moment
When I fuck up the friendship 
Find love then lose it 
I’m so self abusive with 86000 chances to get it right to get it wrong to mess it up
In 86000

86000

Just now getting to share my hidden passion , I only started sharing my music 16 days ago . Today , November 18th, 2025. I added three new songs . So 16 days of getting the most amazing messages warms my heart . Please keep sharing and listening ❤️❤️

WV Girl moving January 1st, 2026 . Plan on continuing Living My Best life 💙💛💙💛. 
Ready for my new adventures. Hope to see all of you throughout my travels (Old Friends and New Friends)
Tell me your stories and I’ll do my best to sing them ❤️ I’ll be your storyteller. 

I love lazy Sundays , I like naps 😂😂
I love dancing in the rain 
I love writing songs . All my songs are written by me through different chapters of my life . I want you to feel every emotion in each song . 


Singer/songwriter/author/

Indie/Soul/Country/Blues Genre

I write my own songs based upon my personal life experiences. 

I am in a band called Hymlock . 

 I just finished my first book . It’s based on my real life tragedy , that God turned into Triumph. It’s called “Standing In The Fire” and being published by Christian Faith. I am an advocate for the voices that can no longer speak . 

Much Love ❤️ 
Please share and enjoy my music 

Talia