ta tracks from 2k20-2k22

prod creds below all talented

@7ooox - prblm
@sammyxsavage - sxmmyy
@koranto - koranto
@dth95k - dth95k
@countingmydaysonmyfingers - 9
@papixpanda - stef

Speaking In Bullshii Prod Zephh

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_UFmRBrvNM
STREAMING: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/nasian/congrats-you-made-it
special thanks to @smooksss @mssng @martinleib for the production <3
https://natefromoregonstate.net

" congratulations, you won ! :) "

lay me down to rest
think we made it to the end 
grew apart from some friends
on my two feet i stand 
but i got many more behind my back 

i don’t want it to be real when i think about the past 
i don’t know how to heal, don’t know how long i'll last 

even the smallest things make me cry 
but I have to stay strong til the day i die
i wanna feel proud of my life
crack jokes, talk loud, smoke loud to keep the demons quiet 
i still made this shit experienced it in my mind 

never thought i’d get so fly, never thought i’d get so high, travel right across the sky, gotta be there 4 the fam b4 i'm left behind
i been feelin like the last of my kind 
learnin how to trust again it took so many tries 
if i die before i drop this song i'm still dyin satisfied 
yeah walkin thru the light
don’t know when it’s my time
so u know i ain’t givin up

don’t lose sight of what got you here
i’m up at night, i’m paralyzed by fear
i don’t wanna show up
i had 2 change 2 grow up

wtf do you think this is
my reality looks like fiction
i had to stand my ground, i gotta stay up
i’m not religious but i’ll still leave a prayer
and i thought about killing myself but it won’t solve a thing
i was talkin shit about myself, think i’m abusing, yeah
i can see the end
i know it's right ahead

never thought i’d get so fly, never thought i'd get so high, travel right across the sky, gotta be there 4 the fam b4 i'm left behind
i been feelin like the last of my kind 
learnin how to trust again it took so many tries 
if i die before i drop this song I’m still dyin satisfied 
yeah walkin thru the light
don’t know when it’s my time
so u know i ain’t givin up

:) ! congrats, you made it ! :) (prod. smooks + missing + martinleib) 333777555222111

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Jan Clips 2023 (@aeriith @burningtears @1ddva @oiwassupp @alxwav @demibellix)

what ever [feardorian & 4evr]

letter 2 my dad. I love you so much father you make me proud to be your son, You are with my brother now and you are at peace with your father also. I hope to one day see you again and tell you how much i accomplished. This is my letter 2 you. - Ryan

That's Jife.

shes so holy
held me close i calmed down slowly
even though im so unholy
and cuz she dont even know me

and shes so holy
held me close to a place i know
even though im so alone
help me find my way back home