i blame myself for everything that goes wrong
i’m trying to stay strong 
i’m trying to stay strong

what am i supposed to tell ya
that won’t make the situation worse
i don’t wanna fight back, i don’t want you to get hurt

open your eyes and see i wasn’t even talkin bout you
i know she tryna  get inside your head and turn everyone against you

i know the real you
you know the real me
but i don’t feel safe when u talk to me so i hide my feelings like some realtree

it’s not cuz i hate ya
i know that you hate me
i know that you did things
but i’m still open to forgiveness

the company you keep isn’t good for ya
they take advantage of the trauma you inherited from them
i feel like you’re dyin in front of my face, they tryna take away what makes u human

im pushin myself to the edge
i still got love for you no matter what anybody says
i don’t got the power to help you, i’m not the prez
bitch i’m just depressed
yeah i’m just depressed

i just want you back, not on some romantic shit
i miss when we were friends, but i’m not trained for this
i just wanted you to be safe from this
but i can’t even save myself

i don’t even know if u want my help
i can’t even do nothin u gon run and tell
u think that i don’t care cuz i don’t wanna talk
i wanna clear the air but i gotta wait for the right time

you became the thing you swore to destroy
these bitches fake, they plastic treat you like a toy
you think that they care about you, look deep inside
look at your side, are you sure you’re still in the right?

but it’s not too late
i never wanted to say goodbye
i know the real you
you know the real me
but i don’t feel safe when u talk to me so i hide my feelings like some realtree

it’s not cuz i hate ya
i know that you hate me
i know that you did things
but i’m still open to forgiveness

the company you keep isn’t good for ya
they take advantage of the trauma you inherited from them
i feel like you’re dyin in front of my face, they tryna take away what makes u human

grief (what makes u human) (prod skoozi + ssdnte)

natefromoregonstate