no drugs and alcohol today
i wanna remember everything we talk about
i wanna feel light move in everything you say
but part of me is caveated out
like maybe certain circumstances are permissible
maybe I just couldn't, you could just just look the other way

is it so wrong?
(i wanna feel good)
i wanna feel good

no drugs and alcohol tonight
i follow my shadow up and out the skylight
i could see an outline settled in the grey

no drugs

sam cooke - bring it on home to me (cover)

something to ease your mind

           cul se sacs, and community parks
they fill the air. the smell of freshly cut grass on a summers day, the feeling of the humidity in the air, the way your feet ache at the end of the day. the taste of the water, the taste of the popsicles on the lawn, the smell of the barbecue, the smell of the chlorine of the pool, the smell of it all. the yelling with joy in the air, the splashing of the water, the excitement in their eyes. the lack of stress on shoulders, the lack of responsibilities. 

           I’m forever here, in child-like wonder, reliving all these memories. for as long as I can.

FACE LIKE THAT

While making those tracks, all I wanted was to give my thoughts the sound they deserved...

Assumptions

“SILPHORA” drifts like a whisper carried by the wind, a fusion of lo-fi textures, cinematic atmospheres, and soulful undertones. At ~74 BPM in G, the track blends gentle beats with airy harmonics, unfolding across a wide 32 dB dynamic range. Its balanced stereo image lets subtle details float freely, while the -15 LUFS loudness gives the mix both intimacy and spaciousness, as if sound itself were caught in the breeze.

Perfect for late-night listening, reflective study sessions, or quiet wanderings, “SILPHORA” captures the essence of movement and stillness at once. Jazz inflections ripple softly beneath, while neo-soul hues add warmth and depth. This is more than music, it is the aura of wind transformed into sound.

Technical Details:

Genre / Style Primary: Lo-Fi Chill / Ambient
Genre / Style Secondary: Cinematic Ambient / Neo-Soul Influence
BPM: ~74
Key / Tonality: G
Loudness (LUFS): –15.0
Peak Level: –2.4 dBFS
Crest Factor: 12.6 dB
Stereo Image: Balanced stereo field
Fusion Breakdown (%): 35 Lo-Fi Chill / 25 Cinematic Ambient / 15 Jazz / 15 Neo-Soul / 10 Experimental

SILPHORA

In & out

havent always opened my heart when i could have

will you meet me by the swing set?

An oldie from when I was in the Northwest. I've been listening to this and thought it was time to share it with yall :) 

Have a good fall break <3

Ethan

havent always opened my heart when i could have

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