lvtely
prod. by lowtyde

tell me you can't and ill tell you thats why
slow mind
catch up
the gag is up and the kids all wanna die

something catastrophic to turn a profit, a blind eye
darkness over all while the light's seemingly sidelined
so lemme shine that
fix ya ball cap
its all facts
believe it or not, stay soul strapped in all black
carry the torch for the wolf pack
the sky bled red, the moon grew, Oozaru

enlightened minds come together like stick glue
fists flew just as the bell rang, dont skip school
the big truth is that you need the pain to move this smooth
but close ya ears and shut ya eyes fool like you used to

hit me back when you ready
when youre all shaky and sweaty
i know reality's tough, rough stuff to come to terms with
incense burnin
cycle stays turning
step up and getcha neck cut so you can flourish
still dont get it huh?
ash the honey Dutch
pull up a seat, roll up another leaf, listen up:
might get marked for this but only common sense can make the strongest kid come in and martyr it
its one shot to be part of it
just another soul thinking of a rhyme to spit
second thought, whyon you show me where the violence is
cause i dont like that kid
work out my wrist so i could bust his jaw and i could bust his bi- sike
karma just might bite harder than i lay pipe
stay nice
im off it like i kicked ice
I'll profit off a dripped mic
you been tight that i grip tight
live painless
rise up and beat down the bullshit that you claiming
just like my name, this shits daily
lvtely i been praying
spirit solid like its stainless, note taking's cheap
divine education
they try to define the fine nature of things
like my body's a lie, the vibrations are dim and im hardly alive and theres my faith in the wind

wrong
tune in and ill prove you wrong 
cause ALL'S in the ALL
it's ALL part of ALL



1. marked

lvtely
"mattress: resurrected"
prod by rasmus beats
ummixstered

[bitch i am Thoth...]

[peep how the gold just goes great with the moonlight], i wait for your beg and your call

you fall and you cry and you beg and you plead cause you know that the offer is on
[forsaken bad habits
they spilled on the mattress
ripped open new callous, i heard you gasp]
fuel for the fire, I'm pumping gas
its clearer now//
everytime i come back home and the battle is won but the wars in my dome
rubbing my temples slow
i watch shadows grow
they creep from the catacombs//
[this immaculate flow carries over the metronome]
and my spine cant take more of this heavy load
im passing on
im passing on

constantly in a state of concentration, my brows are furrowed and i ran out of patience
flip around cause this aint love that we making, im praying you stick around
[got a lil ring on your finger now]
might as well be a crown, queen of the town
running in circles like roundabouts//
[im laying down
im waiting for passion and holding dick ransom cause once i set free the release, wont be able to panic]
wont be able to fight it off
not bragging but im the god
[el dios de la luna]
invented the language to swoon, forced to abide by my rules//
the push and the pull, i bring a monsoon
you moan and you croon
tuned into the room
it's golden

choking on pheromones, [s&m got my hand round your throat//
and prints from my hands got your eyes rolled]
what a sly dog
this the right song
and the rides long
strap in

locked in on the sin got my mind unhinged,//
try to level me out but I'm peaking
brace for the deep end
& ill show you the reason
[what these cuffs are meant for, beg for it, unfurled, its already meant for ya,//]
my girl with the readiness, said it with my chest, [wanna make a mess outcha newest dress, say you want it//]
hanging by a thread by the morning
left you with a kiss and the shakes
phantom of the night by wake
riding outta sight, out the way..
made you look at life a different way
resurrected in the bed, in the flesh
red whip turned to black in a sec
[baby in the corner yet again]

"mattress: resurrected" - 11.6.22, 10:56 PM.wav

bare the burden of life
hold fast, don't ask, i thought it was right
took a chance on a path, i thought it was bright
the cup runneth over, viced and uptight, why i write
fuck
hardly wanted, no need - doomed to repeat
least im looking up when im down (sheesh) still achy knees
slaved to when the ash turns to breeze, nothing more it seems 
blame the days when pain didn't cease
(cause nah it never ceased)

the jig is up
switch flipped, deep ditch, getcha gutter stuck
couldnt ever dumb me down to a runner up
run amuck against the crown humpers
open up, lets get the thoughts thumpin
make it loud & sudden...
never one for love without the passion felt in stomachs.....


viced (acceptance)[interlude] prod. erra

back in the sticks like when i was eleven out where you could getcha head severed, theres fingers on levers
bled to the river for better
no ice cause the water is wetter
im covered in sweat, we ignited the weather, in silence i glide with the blade im the wind under feathers
fly to the moon in your room
say bye to your room in your room

the feeling is heavy
no option to press, theres no button, youre scared, i get it
the vigor to fight it has vanished, im channeling manson when panic engulfs your whole planet
the sun and my hammer collide just to black out the sky so the light has no merit 
watch it go out
slide through the town
levitate slightly so bitches aroused
im moving the crowd 

i lay low and scan first
lurk with the scanner, your power is hurt
sent to the plank, look up and pray cause youre weak
the answer is drawn in the sand, sheep
slacked last time at the creek, shoulda let it all out, shoulda let it run deep
talks real cheap and the grim does reap any means, i just really gotta stack up steez

i just really cant slack upstream
utmost sheen in the black, gold bling
hands rinsed in your god's old sink
cheers, cold drink, then i drift off grid...



pyramid (depression) prod. V-Ebeats

desolate, bereft, forsaken

and when your body rots...
gorgeous forms of nature start to blossom
visual fractals happen in the atmosphere, its autumn
theres storms brewing and I'm cruising to the dropoff
wind is crisp and fist is clenched, avoiding absent minded lockjaw

we're in the times, open your eyes and feel the signs
theres something in the air, weighing heavy on my spine
snap, crackled ash into the trash i call my mind
back to black just like its asthma, lungs look unrefined

spiritual acrobats, i bend and stretch before i run my lap
you dont know half the facts, you won't despite the spill dripped on my tracks
and you know past attacks, i run with a blade attached, im never behind, know I'm up
i footnote the bars with "good luck"
created a thought and it stuck

berated for thinking im right, my head hanging low, you buried a knight
the way that i shine from the shoes that i sport left you blind, its done out of spite
lace up the Dunks, im ready to dunk on whoever the fuck wanna fight
force me to deign to hold a discussion, that typa shit hurting my brain
I'd rather be silent like Kane
alone in the cut when it rains
and loading my pen when it pours, braving the flood like im going through war
the sword gets equipped with a stone, the power it holds found its way from below
above should be equal but it broke in pieces by evil, the devil evokes

brought the guitar on the boat just to rock it, they all look at me like stop it
wrist
pop out the socket when im mixing profits, i prophetized this as a toddler 
its odd, the level at which im on fye, it triggers alarms in the stars
forcing the hands of the gods to venerate me, ive exceeded the odds

burst
into
tears
when you
feel
what i
feel
fuck a round of applause
need a square
out in the hall
perfected the dribble, avoiding the net if i swish then im obligated to a check
caressing the record like we in the bed together, hold it close to my chest


bereft (bargaining) prod. lowtyde

baby let's get drunk and pretend this never happened
whyd i go and have to crack every egg up in my basket
last time was the worst, this time its catastrophic
i cant look you in the eyes, keep the option to off it

im aware that im the problem!
once was too much, never thought id be dishonest
nostalgia, it blossoms in my mind, usedtobe solid til i sifted through my thoughts and i found out that im a liar

silence
the world goes quiet when im stuck inside my conscious
its like a mosh pit
just when i pull myself together thats when shit gets tarnished
im fuckin tired of the mirrors showing me a carcass
just pull the plug...

never thought id hate my veins for holding blood
rather bring it to the light, swift slice off the cuff
cower in the cut with the cut, always down for the count dont you dare pick me up (put me down)

coward (anger) prod. erra


nodont tell me---
idr wanna know
head to the side, i dont miss nothin
gave way to the ways i was back then
what's that? cold case, put it in the oven-
yeah, move from the past tense
elaborate, everyday could be god sent
small sum of a hundreddifferentreasons to back up and dive in

crash
double back robust
never a paycut, just another papercut to set
back
advance due to skill and luck and sheer will
caught up in the crosshairs, chills down my spine
its evident letters will never let us know the end of times, youre on a slender line
i never meant for the light to travel past beyond
take it back, too late to take it back like fuck

speed past all the trash, smoke grass then a fag, throw the keys in the trunk, im drunk
gotta laugh at the facts, what's truth? everytime i give it thought end up in a noose, fuck
slacked on the back end, pick it up slow, watch it all fall apart while relaxing
flooded to the chin gotta gasp for the last couple drops for the gas tank, shit

pain
break up all the pain, watch me crumble
slain by the trip, power sent me off the grid
i don't wanna get plugged in
i don't wanna get plugged in
i don't wanna get pulled thin
i just wanna rest my sin, set it down in the deep end, watch my six
cause marked be the bearer of the wicked
i kicked the torch and set the world ablaze 
now let me finish, the light
its hot and fatal up to your discretion
now no more blessings, lock me up and keep the reverence

don't (denial) prod. redhimura

get up off my back with that
every time i pull up sheono how to act 

sheono what to say, sheono what to do
i dont either boo
i dont wanna know what you been going through
every time i pull up i get laughed at i get ridiculed
now im at my end, now im out here lookin pitiful
but fuck that shit
never needed it
im with my self, by myself, im outside with my demons and im on the low
i dont wanna know whats up, i dont really care no more
im off this shit
where my lighter go?

"where'd my lighter go?" freestyle prod. sheoda

you're not perfect

hop down from the high horse, equestrians nervous

don't question the sermon

listen to the speech with no words, with closed mouth i told it

no doubt im still learning

run amuck, circles open

tables turn and their wrists are broken

me and mines got golden bones, blind to the surface

we hold on for dear hope in solus

blood splattered in the furnace

on a roll i go down and hone in

im outgrown, chrome heart is burning

aint no rest for my yearn, gotta practice discernment

whole world round me turning

whole world round me ferments

they slur while affirming verments, you off kilter, crooked gaze in the crystal firmament 

blurt out the smoke and catch cancer in this circus 

jumping hoops with no cause to lose focus

out searching for source cause earth broken

outsourcing the poem from old souls

knuckles waxed out, im happy to hold it

force grip on opponents

no room, fully furnished

they dig deep and still cant see the core lurkin

flashlight battery drained, when night comes they turn in



HESTIA

i just wanna see you in the glow of my lighter
girl i know i let you down low when i'm higher
crash, double back, faceplant on the sky
cry out a lie, stay alive just to die

i just (personable)[interlude] prod. erra

cutter on my skin, in the sticks - my domain
never sweat, im always freezing up inside my brain
microwaved lungs got me feeling sorta tamed
i like who i became, get up out my fuckin face

east 407, where im from
lay low out the gate, im scraping pavement, flames erupt 
never with the shits, these college kids are fuckin bums
i say it just because, aint no safety on my gun

im a menace
malice creeping round, she'll fuckin duck you in a second
the next second, she's over top but you're stuck under
the light blundered
theres fuckin thunder in my section
you look over, you see the light and so you reckon
but watch your step in 
its cat 4, board the doors
seemingly safe, eye of the storm
nothing more than a taste of faith
before you know it hit the floor
no it wont erase
eradicate and end the war

acceptance of the pain, byproduct of the rain
im looking out the door, searching far dont know what for
unfortunate, the way my brain absorbs whats in the mirror
keeping score on all but whats important, getchaself together motherfucker
say another prayer, do something for real
the stars could only look but never feel
always feared change, but look who's stuck again lvtely


tropic (unfulfilling) prod. r1ckxdr

wish i could tell you that im fading to black
bass blasting the track
whole time off the map
ran with the cats who wont cry, only laugh
seems sad til you break through the glass

the principle masks all the details in fact
i been through what happened, its mine, i hold that
scars overlay in the basement, snap

crackle with the mothafuckin L cherry, ash
crash
went and hit the tree again, dash on my feet again, i dont think i need a friend
nimble through the goddamn thick of it
skiddin off the goddamn strip again

I'm in the backseat foot's on the gas somehow
still tryna grasp how and when the fuck i got here
can't ever ask, i ain't really into talking

lately feeling bad on my own, crack a smile like a jab to the bone, snap it right back to a cold hard feeling in my soul, dancing on the cusp, peer over the crust of the earth down below
it's hell

the smoke never clears so im welling up with tears cause im here
awareness is the catalyst for death
ignorance is ignorant at best
the worst will find its way out, kinda like emotions in my chest
seeping through the pores and all the cracks
im chapped, calloused, rapping bout a session with a quack
duckin out the backdoor, stealth in all black
tonight i turn eternal and youre wondering if maybe ill be back
well maybe I'll be back
maybe ill be back
stretch the fuckin whip like a chef 
im banking on the stress, all that's left
line me up, the silver in my sight and on my flesh

masks (disappointing) prod. rasmus

god of guilt
take small steps, in the process, keep the weight off my heel
i don't smile less, theres just more than meets the eye, context
I'munimpressed
caught up in another web
another argument another short text
staying solid through the lows, i cant ever stop or slop up the flow
floating in the deep end, it shows
flanked in the cut, unsafe in my hole
if you could make it in just know youll never be the same, never going slow, always in the rain, shiver in the cold, i aint never tame, you aint going home
gotta hold my head to the side
i dont get it, i thought i was right
cant remember, blurry days and nights
often awful when im feeling high
offer all the things that i can buy
im tryna run with it
pick it up and reach the sun with it
the darkest hour breeds the heavy knees
weak and barely breathing, I can't even see
nodding at the wheel, slide into the trees

release the seed so it can grow outside of me
put distance between it, the misery
and i
walking up the slide, yeah i skipped the stairs, you could trip and die
the clouds all around me stay in disguise
i won't ask for the answers cause love lies
and where love lies lay the sickest of flies, the murderous ones that prey on demise, realize the signs or be blind like "alright
i deal what I'm dealt, i guess I'll succumb, im just sick from the melt"
gaining not much off the effort i spill
so push it aside and trek up the hill
peak at the peak, the air is so thin its choking my speech
im catching the drift but im cold at my feet
still sitting where you was hoping to be


disguise (sorrowful) prod. Henry Daher

product of environment
still runnin circles round the squares like a baseball diamond
grinding trucks on the rail, im sparking nonsense
you pocket watch but the time is ticking regardless
hardly ever up to par with the kid
peddle bars, off the handle, no grip, straight for the wall, you splat flat
you blast back but that shit far from the head
more like the distance from the tip of the top
all the way down to the mud in your socks
i walk pristine over the surface of hip hop
and alternate between the swag of my step and the chase of the clock
im anxious then not 
fools gonna flop right after hoarding all the laughs from the flock
this shit is cyclical, tails in their mouth, im airing it out
the next time i sigh just know i aired it all out

the run around coming back in full attack, plastered on the ceiling, spitballing back to back to back to back to back, aye

writing's on the wall, ran outta the blood of y'all, stepped out, collect a hundred sixty ounce, aye

& mostly i dont feel the need to speak often
but lvtely stood up off his knees to speak solemn, yeah..

rollin off modelo, high carbs from mozzarella, catch a pisa the pie, bitch come & rise
i say the shit you hear and you fly
i write down every single thought and when i spit it i climb
the needle rev out to 9


ENEMYOFTHEHEIR

everytime i talk to god its a scoff
lvtely why you acting like you got nowhere to walk?
open up your vision see it glisten in the stars
back from the dead when i laid into my thoughts

cost of the day gave me aches in troubled spots
swim against a wave, muscles strained, joints lock
lost from the way, some might say he checks a box
sit and ponder, thinking thoughts gon make me feel distraught


runnin in circles, its funny the way that the serpent will imitate life i portray
im right on my heels, i could reach out and feel all the cracks and the callouses riddled with fear
two faces and lvtely been contemplating
no aces, my hand is a dud
im willing to shake with the scum
im able to see through the blood
muddied my mental, all that glitters never gold it's just tinsel
guilded and polished up
on the shelf with a layer of dust
outside looking up
axiom to the sun
echo it back so my mind can relax almost faded to black need a battery jump
somebody gimme a jump

"ouroboros" prod. graydawn

dont you ever feel like youre running outta time?
i know things are fine but tonight i wanna die 

you might find blackened ideas in my mind
loss of time, i cant cry, i cant tell you why
i set my bed its underground where I rest my head
often i bled so awful, i kept all the worst that inhabits whats left of me
i beg you to see the best in me
i sacrifice plenty, im destined
the message inscribed as a death wish

dont you ever feel


"nt evryne knws" prod. fkwt

now thats my life out the window
can't soul search while I'm fogging up my vision
raise the debt, chase the check, that's the cycle innit?
i aint mean to be vague, i just got way caught up in limbo
//
drag my feet cross concrete, im shaving down my base
fell asleep at the table, turned to sabotage
I'm boxing mirrors, she fed up, sorry i never talk
//
now she don't know what to do, shorty i never knew
forever blue with a blunt of green right between my tooth
can't feel my feet, clay crumbled in the crying pool
followed all the rules, and still im in the ruins
//
i usually duck and move, try to come back into use
i lose and keep it moving, always seem to keep the cruise
but lvtely I've been stagnant i cant even strike the cue
awfully shaky in my boots, i needa regroup
//
i need to see the roof, bust through, fuck it
i need a sunroof so i could aim and buck it
right up to the gods, wipe em off the sky
line is fully crossed, take it up with Christ
//
yikes, nihilistic often
despite, death knocking feel em crawling
mind tied to the kite, watch me take flight
tight knot so the flow chopped like 6 thrice
i need some get right so get back it could get fatal
i laid it all out and now there's cobwebs on the table
i say the shit that trembles in assembly to ya naval
ready to dos down, im talkin ten toes down on the ground...

"slated" prod. crescnta

i watched in awe as my grandmother swallowed her tears
she looked at me and nodded in triumph, like she just faced her fears
right here & now
a stern lil frown, cant afford to overfill her cup 
could never fathom life without her love

she moisturized her smile with the flood behind her face
i could see the running water through her gaze
would you look at that
miles off the map and you still on track, intact

my stomach hurt since then
cause in my dreams i see a hearse we're underwater
you could call it a cleanse but it boils hotter
like why the fuck must i melt
i made a mess
i carved a hole so pressure gets to seep outta my chest
now there's chrome exposed
use a rose to swirl it, time froze
youre better off ignoring
til the curtains close 


"wither" prod. neltq*

thoughts flash, past back on my radar
im going dark just to cower in the dark
kill the light, ima float thru the fog
same time on the edge, on the top

stop saying that im fine, check my memoir
page tabbed where i clearly say im not
paper tag on my toe, foot the cost
i never bled, never ever took a loss

never ever over all that fuckin happened
still running rampant and im crazy but not talking manson
im talking hands in a blender cause i cant fathom another winter with fingers so calloused from never touching grass
when nothings sweet and the sound of breeze turns you psychopath
where all the weak and the needy come just to bloody rags
a warm welcome to hell, its toasty, cozy, the gate is open, you leave when you want but you got no fuckin hope

I'm gonna sink into my seat
i don't want no help, i don't wanna be perceived
dusted on the shelf, still i sigh on this beat
sliding out to hell, i know God won't chase me


"cower in the dark" prod. floorish

drownin and drownin, i spiral the drain
dgaf bout a name..
why, i ask why must you pile the pain?
put me on the shelf like wheezy
dust settled, i dont feel breeze
heavy when i fall on my knees
i just want peace
is that so hard to achieve?
why in the fuck would you leave?
im begging you please
trees out back in the sticks lookin sturdy, almost fell to my needs
needa feel free at least
wide range lens on the pasture, someone let the pastor speak
let this be the last time...
let it all out now, let it die, flatline
torn at the waist line
50 in my head, other 50 up the pipeline

im so tired of it
they so tired of me
ima ride in a bit, give it time lil bitch, & they all gonna see

view the beauty in dreams
what reality brings

i don't ever know where im coming frooo-oom
i dont wanna die but the day is doo-one
unlocked the door with a new waaa-aand

im steady on the start


"morose" prod. anticøn

see me
see all that i bleed
im running outta steam but lean on me, rest in peace
show me i can breathe, show me i can walk in peace
im walking on a line, rope tight, i never speak

all the while
ecstatic just to crack a smile
how'd you find me out? how'd you figure lvtely out?
feeling like a child, scour just to see a route
never let you down if you care to stick around


i need you to tell me that you want me, when those 3 words aint offered, im foggy
(its awful)
i want all your eyes, the third is on me as i open up my mind this shit is sloppy 
(the particles)
i think the world is weightless when youre on me, i could see the stars retreat when angels call me
(pls call me) 
you should never stop, my little star, i know its lonely at the top just save a spot
(feel like I've known u)

its so true, baby i told u
im tryna get inside your mind, i wanna know u
feel like ive known.. u... past life.. old.. u.....
I'll never go to sleep if it means I'll get to hold u


"dr4indc4rc4ss" prod. greg

Prod. Erra

all this shit up in my head you know i fucking doubt it

move the prisons off the planet how i push the pen

the way i raise the bar so nonchalant yeah that's a calm flex
leave it with no context

confounded sitting at this desk, microphone intently on my chest
transfer data like im swapping fluids, sex, perform a soul transfusion
thats a bold dance move, weird flex, im on the up when i look left

the steady stream i peep is peaking right along with me
eyes lock & theres a look of grief i clearly see
reflecting back, the looking glass is surfing silver seas
i cant escape the parallel
no wishing wells
just hope you wish me well

armor grazed and it shattered due to the ugly fact im battered and bruised, paid past dues yet the past is ever lasting on the soles of my shoes, cause I could run but never able to lose, however destined to lose and never win, ginger beer w gin up next..

why cant u see im pressed?

oozing plasma out the very thing that keeps a beating chest 
confused w the state of my passion, should i hang it up and leave it to rest or remain active?
just heard the bullets blasting
inspo for how i throw my words into the air, you gasp and listen close
or do you?
i know i never really talk but then again i shouldnt have to
cause in the back room it felt like tied souls but bad news 
reported on monday morning for torment and sad blues
what a day

stay shining thru a rain storm
i keep it shining when the rain pours
ill never say more, dont ask me to say more
i keep it shining thru the rain storms
stay shining when the rain pours 

SHINING

Prod. Erra

Earl early in the AM
by noon ive sat& pondered all the ways that i can say it
Im awfully braised
let me out& throw me on the plate then
swallowed up my pain, it break like bones, the flavor jaded
out the way but leaking out my pores, the path is plagued
rainy days on top of slate, surprised i fuckin made it
this far, at least
break off, a piece
snap like kit kat, or leaves crunching like some brick weed
either way I'm getting what i need, dopamine
released like when i tapped out, headed back to the easel where i crash out, don't stand too close to me or this might just become a blackout 
I'm rolling steam over her back right after blowing that out
what can i say? i care
cant leave lil baby in the corner w despair
save the wary thoughts for me, i wear em well
like sesh vans dragging on the trail
ill kick rocks whenever we prevail, push the boulder off the cliff then give a stiff arm for prayer
my blunt just clipped off, ill never bust u down, my roach remains are stale yet forever retain wealth


STEAMROLL [interlude]

Prod. Erra

im not playing, i dont wanna play
get from round the fuckin king of all the grey
cutter in my veins, i deflect all the pain
sit in solace as i contemplate the grave

lost in the sense of waiting for the day
grip on smoke the way i reach for anything to make me sane
sit & ponder on a comet, outer space
hold back nothin babe, point it at my fuckin name

grace given to the one who guards the gate
walk on slowly while i sob all over petals in the rain
take my face from me, make it how you want it babe
look me in my eyes & tell me that you wanna stay

i just- i thought i was right
you could never do me wrong, it all just feels so right
sighing on the mic, i took a breath and made it nice
waste to the grave how i lay down on the spikes, this is life

THISISLIFE

Prod. Erra

i dont recall askin
fall to the back of the masses
lurk w the scanner the way that i peer from afar, adjusting my glasses
silent & glazed w sadness
u know that it rhymes w madness
a psycho in cycles, around & around how i chase my own tail in the blackness
bad trip
forever actin out and im actin up if im faced w the damage
dont bring up the past & my damage
i look at myself & i panic, lag, glitch, i done fucked up the bag & im talkin bout baggage
when that kid thought he chalked up the tallys forgot about marking for bones in my attic
lvtely travel thru the static
friction caused by every callous
fueling nothing but some malice
i applaud u if u manage
managed to sweep it up, i even feather dusted all the crumbs from the snackin
chewing on flesh when im pressed, i dont want any pity, i want a gold necklace 
uh uh uh-
you dont know shit about slackin
until youre staring at your hands
the blood wont come off w a napkin
i prematurely let it bang 
i pick it up and watch it hang
forever splendid in my head - sike - the weatherman is prolly dead
cause i could never tell, i could never tell, i could never get a break
scattered ashes round my face
blew the cherry off my face 
ruined lil dinner date
yeah yeah yeah - 
broken fingers outta habit
broken back from draggin carriage, sweet
as long as i can hear her laughin

LAG, GLITCH [interlude]

Prod. Erra

runnin quick to the back w no effect
the cause came fast when i looked
i hug the left just to get right
my mental never seems to recollect
grasp for straws, never comfortable with a loss
so i
excavate the rest, brush the webs off of my chest
in need of love and the contact you get from a gasp
the air is thick as molasses, im moving slowly over glass
pondered all the failed classes
all the times i said i learned but i digress
frantic, searching for the answer like I'll bring it back to press
the idea is just to drive it off a cliff
sip another sip, let the potion drip off of the chin 
kinda like my fist when it hit
or maybe like the snap of ya neck when the bass kick, i might just
topple over the wall that i went and built
the gate kept by me and myself, cant let you in
i want a cig, i wanna know relief from pressure still
i never felt for real, never really felt real
slide it off the edge, i hope for clarity and mastered peace
you cannot fathom me
(head scratch)
no you cannot handle me
(head scratch)
feelings never felt like they was felt
(head scratch)
on the hunt for mirrors to box with
holding off emotions til the box is busted
im roller coasting out the window today
forever hopeful for the cloaked dagger, hold me closer
(the time is ever near, we know that time is still
evermore, for nevermore)

HEDSKRATCH

Prod. Erra

industrial bit drill fr the way i muster up the force to drive it home like i bent wheels-
sliding thru the hole, im on the rails, im on the track still
wobble out to sea, it's rocky, dealing w sharp points that cut steel
razor on my cuff still
slice the time in half once boost lag caught up to coattail
ante up 10 more bills
candy from a baby, it's so simple
sit & watch a legend in the making, leaking, how i fuckin drip thru
drifting off the grid again off Ritalin, like can you blame him?
how else can lvtely find the energy for super Saiyan
i can't hear what you're saying
i never speak either
so what u hear is vague notions pushing out the speaker
your ears won't pick it up so much as your lil heart can feel it
im letting chicken crumbs bounce off the rug so u can eat it
and at the very least u baby teethin
meanwhile im on the lakeside & chewing through a king crab shell thats super seasoned
u melt in salt cause u slow
i sprinkle lemon pepper dust on the flow
the type of shit to scrunch ya face up, the crazed ones wont say much but nod real slow
cause they know lvte won, yeah nate came w white force 1s
the rest are ate up w no luck, they lack what ive done
splattered on the wall like dead bugs, they thought they said sum but it dont add up
thats bad accounting, ain't account for the midas touch
cause where i lay my fingers always opposite of mud
my feet have known the road since i was young
lonely & alone since 01
carrying the torch for old monks
silent off the rip, lips don't budge
mm yeah
walk in & in shining, not the sun
know I am the father, pierced ya momma, holy gun
holy water just dont burn me, i created, im the One
slacked on a sunday, musta been when u came up 
sucks dont it? when i dig it out the hole and brush it off like old souls found w magic in their bones, broke open
catacombs could never feel the light but im soaking
bathing in the brightness of the sky but eyes lowered
cant jeopardize the sight from cyclops when eyes closing
ready for sleep
id rather pro-ject than go flex this vessel of meat
you cannot fathom me
(hedskratch)
making myself known just for occasion 
a toast to all the dead weight im saving
hoarding all the torment for your maker, yeah

WHITEFORCE1S

lvtely spinnin in a nightmare..
fighting fear and a lot to lose..
baby said that she'll be right there..
well ive been here, where tf are u?..
swift scan said to use care-..
when im walking thru they can't see my tool..
i bite the bullet when i shoot fair..
cause g-d knows ill make blood a pool..

shelf the noose cause this aint through, im burning, breathe the soot
sandy hook the way my fingers itchin just to shoot
standing on my hands, reaching for the sky
i never felt a thing and I cant tell you why

eyes chronically low, my mind is bleak, my fingers are cold
so pardon me, i made a honest mistake and i prematurely let it go
heed the warning, let it go
in a hurry out the door
light a boge, watch the clock tick, peep your chest heave through your clothes
3am and where'd ya go?
i know all the back roads
seen your motion through the sticks
time to reap what you sowed
time is up, dig your hole
lookin like you seen a ghost
i could never die, penance staring at u, ghost ride into the night

circular prod. lordzuko

prod. neltq*

i feel love thru my flesh, thru my tendons, thru my blood vessels
& so i ache, empty crankcase, grave dweller
I'm never safe, what's inside is a shape shifter 
I'm only saying i could really use a session

better yet a trip to siberian peaks, fuck the grass, i need my skin to come off at least
deep down had to lock it away with 7 keys
reached far just for the stitch to rip outta the seam 

///

fallen god, fallen king, ion care what u see
a god of suffering, the king of all that's scary to me
make the objective just to get across the message past your nails & your teeth
i see your feet but theres a ghost under the sheet



the boy

prod. neltq*

i cried alone, i know its scary to behold
vacant after tones, still & sacred to my bones
on nobody knows, time & time again im cold
extra sugarcoat
never told a soul

i stay out the way, better caged, seemingly safe
memory will fade then flood right back, i lost the game
felt like mace, my face absorbed, it's acid rain inside my brain
resemble Cain the way i drop what's sane and slay my blood in veins 

my reflection killed mid-gaze
never able to be tame, control is frayed
gifted space to u, spent time learning the trait
I'm gentle for today, by the grace
holy gates, locked and out of place

i cried alone
still don't know when I'll be home
i walk alone
i know..
i know im not your home
i might be wrong

forlorn

bold ass little fucking low class villain

lvtely

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