THE BOY WITH THE THORN IN HIS SIDE

Look At Wrist (feat. @iLoveMakonnen & @FATMANKEY} [prod. Father]
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mF9kOkRCnyo&list=UUnmazTiJ1lP5e2mm-WphaCA

YOUNG HOT EBONY LP 

Produced by Father
Written by Father, iLoveMakonnen & Key!
Mixed by Father
Artwork by YoPhysics

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Look At Wrist (feat. iLoveMakonnen & Key!) [prod. Father]

Rock Your Body (Talk To Me)

The G Code

The G Code (Slowed Version) [feat. Despised Icon]

Creepin' Out The Cut (Slowed Version) [feat. Liturgy]

Perc 3000 (Slowed Version) [feat. DJ MRD]

Concrete Curb Enforcement (Slowed Version) [feat. Cold Hard Truth]

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i feel love thru my flesh, thru my tendons, thru my blood vessels
& so i ache, empty crankcase, grave dweller
I'm never safe, what's inside is a shape shifter 
I'm only saying i could really use a session

better yet a trip to siberian peaks, fuck the grass, i need my skin to come off at least
deep down had to lock it away with 7 keys
reached far just for the stitch to rip outta the seam 

///

fallen god, fallen king, ion care what u see
a god of suffering, the king of all that's scary to me
make the objective just to get across the message past your nails & your teeth
i see your feet but theres a ghost under the sheet



the boy

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i cried alone, i know its scary to behold
vacant after tones, still & sacred to my bones
on nobody knows, time & time again im cold
extra sugarcoat
never told a soul

i stay out the way, better caged, seemingly safe
memory will fade then flood right back, i lost the game
felt like mace, my face absorbed, it's acid rain inside my brain
resemble Cain the way i drop what's sane and slay my blood in veins 

my reflection killed mid-gaze
never able to be tame, control is frayed
gifted space to u, spent time learning the trait
I'm gentle for today, by the grace
holy gates, locked and out of place

i cried alone
still don't know when I'll be home
i walk alone
i know..
i know im not your home
i might be wrong

forlorn

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i dont wanna fuck i wanna love 

white sheets, canvas on the mattress
paint it with the passion, make it a habit 
lately yeah my skin is feeling famished
touch me with intent as if i matter 

tryna practice mind over matter
but in my chest theres white noise & its louder
the static after hours, only sadder
tell me what i do when only bad news

tell me why im lonely in the back rooms
eyes to the sky like wasnt that rude 
what the fuck?
i just- i thought i would know when its the last move
silent off the cuff, i look right at myself & wonder what the fuck
soft eye roll then it's back to cracking knucks
banking on the pain, always felt like i was tough 
sitting in the rain, the drops are mercury, im stuck
waste to the grave, no sense to make me feel the love
head squish like a bug 
crawling when we met & I'll be writhing when it's done
crucio the way the pain just twists before it turns
truth be told i always knew the code
stoic & look tall to brave the road
maybe lvtely i just wanna cleanse my soul 
silent off the cuff, i look right at myself & wonder what the fuck

the thorn in his side (mattress III)

Don’t think it
Don’t try it
Don’t say that
Don’t be that way

(I’LL CUT OFF MY HANDS)

Want you to want me
Need you to need me
I know that you see me

puppets [intro]

Wish I could really give u every single thing u ever wanted
Untie the ropes that squeeze your wings against your stomach but I
Feel like the weight u buried deep inside a bunker
Deep inside a whole where shadows wander and I wonder if you’d never go
Would u ever call me home?
Would u look upon my soul and see a stone cold stunner?
Im a hundred times worse than what I portray
Im so distant from the day, I think its so great
Really out way and took a different way, ancient pages laced across my brain
Never left a crazed, anxious state of waves
Ever since the wake, ever since awake
I was maybe 8…
[redacted] told me he would [redacted]
Unsafe and he [redacted]
Living on the brink of something drained
Tell me you’re in pain until you rethink it again
Never been so slated, ill slip in the rain
Even fought the grain, no avail
Silent tension, it was heavy, walking on eggshells
Never mentioned how it made me feel, I can’t tell u how it felt, I can’t bother
Toss it down the well, hope that water never swells
Seeing visions of myself

paragon

Am I perfect
Am I rly worth it
Tell me words, I don’t think that I deserve them
They hurt me
Inner voice is constant in the circus
Terminated person, ima purge it
Scurry off the edge, my mind burning
I dreamt that I was dead, ill never flourish

Eye contact make me nervous so I’m swerving

47 times I tried to tell you that my b47ance isn’t hopeful, I stay lonely in my circle, its hurtful
Stoic on the front, ill never show you
But if you listen close then it concerns you

paragon

lvtely

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