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Novels and Addictions ft. Sophia Capp, Alexandra Farr [prod. SamWyze]

I Know

I Know (Freestyle)

(intro)
 I used to sleep with the light on 
Cuz I was afraid of things I could not see
Well, I grew up just to find out
The monsters were inside of me

My mother read to me
beautiful stories
and would pray with me
when it was thunderstorming

when I close my eyes
I feel you here with me
lending me your love
granting your blessings

I grew old over night
and it seems like
nothings changed
but everythings changed

(verse 1)

So there's a party at my crib
are you comin?
you know me imma be (im-a-bee), already buzzin
fuck,   sorry I'm tryna stop cussin
but when I'm drunk you can't really tell me nothin

They try to label me
but my new shit sweet as maple leaf
this is all just make believe
we walk around just breaking things

unaware of our effect we
kill each other indirectly
my mind matches my room 
cuz every day that shit gets messy
  
and nothings gonna change
unless we 
change ourselves
and it's really weird cuz in a way
i swear the pain will help

shake you,
wake you,
from that numbness
there's still treasure
in your cargo
even though your ship has sunken
this is for the kids 
who ain't have money for the function
so they sittin in they room
smokin a little somethin

this is a hope for the youth
this is food for the poor
you were new to the neighborhood
So I knocked on your door
with a cake that I baked you
like welcome to the lake view
where everybody loves you
and nobody hates you

(verse 2)

 Even demons know that God exists
sometimes the rarest diamonds 
you can find inside a pot of shit
tell me that I got to quit
watch me keep on doing it
put my soul into it
cuz my heart would just ruin it

when you feel like you can't
that's when you got to
show em your flaws
take off your costume

hate inspired by envy 
I'll pretend we never heard it
I smoke weed when I'm nervous
I smoke weed when I'm bored
I smoke weed when I smoke weed
then I smoke weed some more
You feel my love on the surface
but it comes from my core

Tryna set an example but I keep making mistakes
everyone I meet is fake
my real friends been here
been there, done that
you can shed light with one match
i drop knowledge
that's fun facts
catch me where the sun is at
believe me it's hard but looks easy
I'm high & I'm sleepy
you're so cold you say "i'm warm" when it's freezing

Flesh of the gods, ingested by humans
you saw beauty in your pain
and that got rid of the gloom
and when you stepped out of your room 
it was beautiful
take a trip outside your mind
out of your cubicle

I used to be so sure, now I'm just suicidal
I said I was sorry, but kept on worshipping idols
I am love, I don't need a title
when you see me get your camera out 
like it's your daughter's dance recital

I keep it real I don't need a facade
I put love into my music
and i put my faith in God

Lakeview

this the type of shit that make me wanna quit my day job
i don't want what you have, just gimme what they got
gimme gimme gimme man i'm smokin up a chimney
just praying to God that I got it in me

i was pickin pennies up
but you were a dime
i got nothin to lose
all I got is time
all i got is time

take it back to the basics
an watch nobody say shit
you hatin on the sidelines
and that's why you ain't shit

i make my own beats
i spit my own heat
i keep one rolled
in case that i get lonely

show me love show me fuckin love
you way too grown to be fuckin up

even when it's dark 
you gone see another day
i got angels prayin for me
and these demons in my way

i put my love into my work 
and watch it manifest
my cannabis 
is the cannabest

it's better than snoop's
 better than wiz
 it's better than hers
 better than his

it's better than felly's
better than skizzy's
better than what's  
inside Mexico City

i'm doin the most
let's  make it a toast
hands in the air
and stand on your toes
i don't know none of you
none of you ho's

hey chance
hey cudi 
how much for a feature?
because i got too much game
i can't be sittin in these bleachers
i am fully focused
half-stoned
the dead will prolly hear this
and wake up inside their catacombs

give it a second
give it a minute
give it an hour
wait till i'm finished
we ain't done talkin business 
i got a hit list 
lookin at my problems
 guess it's time to do the dishes
i ain't every other rapper rappin
 "bitches bitches bitches"
"ice, ice, gold, chain"
"got beef? make it rain"
 don't be worried bout me
you just stay in your lane

this the type of shit that make me wanna quit my day job
i don't want what you have, just gimme what they got
gimme gimme gimme man i'm smokin up a chimney
just praying to God that I got it in me

i was pickin pennies up
but you were a dime
i got nothin to lose
all I got is time
all i got is time

my head is haunted and my bed is unmade
an to be honest witchu i don't go no time to throw shade
i just speak my mind an I ain't ever afraid
and whenever i get worried i look up an i pray

 where do i start
 you know my mind and my heart
you know i'm blind in the dark
at times i'm fallin apart

while you were talkin shit
i was busy makin music
i ain't ever gonna quit
to stop it would just be stupid

started from scratch now this
i swear my first hit felt like my first kiss
i swear my first kiss ain't feel like shit
i swear my first kiss ain't feel like shit

i cannot stop i cannot i cannot
i keep on giving everything i got
but all that i have
i think it's not a lot
i don't know much
i know this shit is hot though

this the type of shit that make me wanna quit my day job
i don't want what you have, just gimme what they got
gimme gimme gimme man i'm smokin up a chimney
just praying to God that I got it in me

i was pickin pennies up
but you were a dime
i got nothin to lose
all I got is time
all i got is time

Quit my Day Job

Lonesome

this is Laid Out Tajan Remix by Blackbear over the sound of rain.
Very peaceful, good for falling asleep to. 
Listen with headphones.

Laid Out - Blackbear Rain Edit

lying to myself again
"this time is different" i wont ever ask for help again
i wasnt seeing the cost
drowning at sea and im lost
i hope that she never hears this
but imma be honest
i wish i could wake up and be in august
im running out of words that i can say
i wish she could tell me what to do 
met her i was only 1-8
years later now im almost 22
weve been together but thats done we quit playing 
warmer weather tobacco and mixtapes
you could never imagine my disdain
that we may never go back but im just saying
we were almost blue

but almost was never enough
ive been a mess ive been rough 
stay in my head ive been stuck
laying in bed getting drunk
everyone asking me if im ok
wont lie i get sad when i think of the days
hani and i and our summers 
doing nothing
but the summer dont stay
no the summer dont stay
we belong inside the summer but the summer dont stay 
think about me when its sunny
like youre under my rays
looking at these old letters let them fuck up my day 
every, every time
so many seasons in life
and ours was a favorite of mine
but fuck it im fine
i dont need her dont need him dont need friends
imma go get whats mine

its just a shame

"almost blue"

LUZA (avenoir)

Reality & Dream

hairy messy as his mind is
got a heart of gold so he always showing kindness
demons in his path but he's got God behind him
lost in his mind again, you can't find him
I'm him

dry in the sun, bathe in the water
keep your love pure, that's what I'll tell my daughter
but i need to grow
and you need to heal
i need to know
can this be real?
could this be love?
reflecting of light
reflecting of grace
the author of life
had come down from his place
just to give us a taste
 imagine his face
when He saw what we wasted
took all our love and replaced it with gold
took all our gold and we gave it for paper
don't you know one day that you'll meet your maker
you on your knees, Him on his throne

took your own life cuz you felt so alone
beggin "pick up the phone" just pick up the phone
look what you did
 Mom lost her kid
Dad lost him too
now every day that you're gone they just think about you

and if dad breaks down
how could mom stay strong
and your friends don't know
where it all went wrong
and they really just hurt
throwin dirt into their wounds
your mother carried you
for 9 months in her womb
now she break down
when she walk by your room
tellin God it was too soon it was too soon it was too soon

man on the moon? more like a kid
tryin to die I don't know what i did
to deserve this
starin at the stage oohh im gettin nervous
but i know what I do it for
i know who i do it for
you feel it in your soul
look like you just saw a unicorn
we goin through a super storm
i had to go super saiyan
i don't like to go online
cuz everybody's stupid man
even when I improv I'm stickin to the plan


blessings and curses
blessings and curses
searching for love, God
searching for purpose
searching for soul
only scratchin the surface
we fall into evil
and give into sin

I'm lookin around
at the world that we in
all of this pain I cannot comprehend
all of this hurt that we don't understand
without Him we cannot but with Him we can

see God does not have just a list of demands
his love is the waves, and His people the sand
oh He does not live by the standards of man, no
mercy and grace he still holds in his hands for us
but we cling to these things that are cancerous
and we asking God why won't he answer us?
if we only had faith in His plan for us
but we cling to these things that are cancerous


maybe tomorrow
maybe today
you will let go of what gets in your way
it won't be easy but it will be worth it
in light you were forged and with blood you were purchased
and i don't care what crown you wear you a servant
thank God for grace because I don't deserve it
I feel your love in my soul I am certain
they hatin, they hurtin
they fall in the dark
they drowning in sorrow
so you built an ark
ain't have nowhere to play
so you built us a park
your love is my light in the dark
i still got fight in my heart
so much within me I might split apart
but i feel a change in the tide
i feel a shift in the war
i feel your Spirit
like never before
Dear Lord please show me what I'm here for

Purpose in Pain

pay me monies

all falls down

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idk (snippet)

Formerly - The Faded Youth

independent / alternative

My promise to you is to reciprocate all the love that you show me. To give back all that I'm given. 

Desiring to make the world a better place means first, being a better person. You can't be a better person without knowing what it is to be good. Good is not defined by looking out at those around you who share in your fallen, imperfect, brokenness, but upwards to a holy God who is perfect in love.

Lonesome

Nathaniel Scott

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