Bloom

The other you

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loose ends

samsara

no surprises (feat. RevengeinKyoto)

[Lyrics]

I didn't wake up sorry enough
Heaven crying now I'm falling from above
Can anybody tell me they would die for love?
I can feel your heart, but all my threads are numb
Tonight I fall into sleep

It's raining roses in my head (I fall into sleep)
I'm waiting patiently for death (I fall into sleep)
Shadow of my heart beside me takes my hand and slowly guides me to the end of everything
It's raining roses in my head

Tonight I fall into sleep

It's raining roses in my head
I'm waiting patiently for death
Forever sleeping in my bed
It's raining roses in my head

We're falling apart
Erasing my heart
Remember when you died in my dream?
You want me to bleed
I just want to sleep
I follow your ghost through my bloodstream

It's raining roses in my head (I fall into sleep)
I'm waiting patiently for death (I fall into sleep)
Shadow of my heart beside me takes my hand and slowly guides me to the end of everything
(It's raining roses in my)

One day we're dying alone
The angels welcome us home
Tonight I fall into sleep

It's raining roses in my head
I'm waiting patiently for death
Forever sleeping in my bed
It's raining roses in my head
It's raining roses in my head (I fall into sleep)
It's raining roses in my head (I fall into sleep)
It's raining roses in my head (I fall into sleep)
It's raining roses in my head

All My Friends Are Ghosts

Raining Roses

Lyrics -

If ima fuck it up then shit, let’s do it over supernova stuffed inside this blunt
If there’s a salad in this bitch, no point to do it over lunch
But I can tell you missed the point and damn this roach is almost done 
let’s keep ‘em in rotation so we don’t run out of fun 
As I stand before the barrel of your gun 
All sensations lost my body weakens, I go numb 
It’s like I’ve seen something i know I  shouldn’t have now I’m stuck 
I was comfortable love, haven’t you ruined enough 

I get this sense of neglect right when you enter my mind 
Isn’t it obvious we’ve wasted our time 

Look how i fucked it up again 
Now the memories are ashes in the tray beside my bed 
Shit I took it to the head 
And leaves my conscience feeling fresh 
But that’s never what I get 
Now I don’t know

The Ruiner

this EP is mainly about the darkest thought someone can have in the back of their head and how much of a desperate attempt they'll do to feel "love" / it depicts how someone's thoughts can get if they don't get what they want / in this case it's some sort of affection or love that they wanna feel.

promises

Wake Up w/ Brecken

produced by @prodcxrter x threemvsk
featuring @decksmusic x @flesh

https://open.spotify.com/track/7IaPndHHSCwBx3zEFHtFAY?si=CL8_mcGpSG2pvXp4xVEwlQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3nvvOZ7UptPO8PoFNhNMn6

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
every breath i take is just a waste when
you don't share the air that i breathe in
but i'll try my best to stay patient
it's just when i'm with you it's like i'm dreaming

i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@decksmusic]
whats the point in going back on my word?
i’ve felt it once or twice before i’d never raise up the dirt
you saw the mirror break connection at first
cuz that reflections never perfect, our relations are earned
i need like eight hours 
to break sour
you see me in the waves, cower,
all that power will go to your head
paste valor
your flush malar
i wonder what’ll make matters worse
could it last you a lifetime?

i don’t wanna overwhelm you with my pain
i put the pen down, call it a night
in the presence of the same i’d be a lifeline
tell me right now, is that alright?

[@lottaheart]
i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@flesh]
hold my hand
let's walk around
i'll always have the memory
it finally start to hit me
way back then it was something else
we were snowed in
but you kept me warm
for years i've been frozen
opponent of myself i know that
i'm just glad that's not the me that you knew
i put up one hell of a show
remember how callie would hide all the time
i guess that's what i feel like
that shit makes me wanna cry

hopes high w/ decks & flesh [cxrter x threemvsk]

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

prod. secre x threemvsk

my soul has been empty
and my heart, needs your love
oh God, please help me
I need you right now dont tempt me

changing up my looks and my temper
you arent here right now, whys matter
youll come back soon, and ill be better
let it all out right now, cause you miss me

change
my love its okay
its change
but youll be okay
i know life
is this way at times
keep a smile on your face girl, it looks nice

back to back
problems i cant take no more
why
this ache in my heart is coal
black
the more that i cry
im so
sad
without you next to me

pissed off for a long time i know that
i learned now my problems back then we're not 
anything too serious, i really cant lie
i wish that i could go back there, and just smile

for you x 4

back to back
problems i cant take no more
why
this ache in my heart is coal
black
the more that i cry
im so
sad
without you next to me

change
my love its okay
its change
but youll be okay
i know life
is this way at times
keep a smile on your face girl, it looks nice

pass
it'll all pass, this pain
yeah ill take it away
dont stress
my love and dont cry
ill see you soon, and youll be alright

change

prod neverforever

mastered by hauri

lyrics

(cyzun)
go head run along
bouta drink to this song
i just wanna feel okay 
but i cant when im not at home
i just wanna be alone
taking addys to the dome
i dont ever wanna see you
but when i do idk
how to feel anything
brain stalls when i think
the way you flickered the nightlight
shouldve seen it coming in hindsight
i was tryna get my mind right
its like you planned it at the right time
i was tryna get my mind right
you fucked it up at the worst time
cause its taking its toll on me to see you

(brecken)
yea yea i dont like the way that ima think
i cant go to sleep without a drink
every night i think of you and me
wish that i could finish what i wanted
took my heart to flaunt it then you broke it
i cant take this no more i been hopeless
but it dont even matter no more
nah cuz i dont wanna see you like that
i wish i could tell you what you really meant to me when we were close
now its so far away i can’t remember ur face unless both of my eyes been closed
i saw a part of me twisted up in your head
but I couldn’t see whachu did til i got to the end of the roach
kicked to curb pushed to the edge
i didn’t know until you told me so
i hit the road i had nothing to own
all that i wanted is leaving the throne
& i could be honest but you wouldnt know
now you gon know it in hindsight

(cyzun)
go head run along
bouta drink to this song
i just wanna feel okay 
but i cant when im not at home
i just wanna be alone
taking addys to the dome
i dont ever wanna see you
but when i do idk

(brecken & cyzun)
go ahead run along
i wont be touchin my phone
not cuz you hurt me a lot
its cuz i think you a hoe
go ahead run along
i wont be touchin my phone
not cuz you hurt me a lot
its cuz i think you a hoe

hindsight w/ brecken (neverforever)

lyrics<3

more than friends back then
now we’re not good
mixing thoughts up in head
like i said i would
laying roses on the bed when i walk thru

wash it away like the sins of a martyr
thirsty for my blood im a lamb to your slaughter
dont need any love so i dont know why i bother
pushing till you shove, i fell deep into your water 

think twice
next time you worry about me
girl ill be alright
i wear my heart on my sleeve
and idk why
ur always there in my dreams
when im falling asleep 
ur the ghost in my sheets 
its not easy being someome you dont want now
and its freezing, guess thats why i never go out
fight the feeling 
got me waiting for the comedown
every week,
i pave the streets of this ghostown

baby not thats not love
you leave me evrry other day
tried to lift u up
but you dont wanna have it that way
i wont stick around till you break
my lifes an endless cycle, im a moth to your flame

i wish the process wasent so hard
cuz everytime i tried to quit i hit the restart

overcome with guilt while I’m gassing up my room, I know that it won’t help 
but im scared to face the truth

ghost town [under the maple tree]

everything reproduced by me
original song credits towards my dear friend jude (@sleepywater)


i miss you so much bro; love you, forever.

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