lyrics: 

(chorus)
why do i
sacrifice my self
when i
can’t even help myself
let me sit up on my shelf
i don’t go anywhere else
if i could move i’d go to hell x2

(verse)
i don’t feel wanted anywhere else
i been fighting myself girl can’t you tell
i know im bringing you down as well
but i can’t battle this shit myself 

why do i have a cell
nobody cares to see if i’m doing well
so i sit by myself alone and dwell
yea i sit by myself alone and 

(bridge)
this is a cry for help
ik i’m a loser
never really had her to myself
i’m still afraid imma lose her

(chorus)
why do i
sacrifice my self
when i
can’t even help myself
let me sit up on my shelf
i don’t go anywhere else
if i could move i’d go to hell
if i could move i’d go to…

why do i
sacrifice my self
when i
can’t even help myself
let me sit up on my shelf
i don’t go anywhere else
if i could move i’d go to hell x2

 ~prod.grayskies~

inanimate (prod.grayskies)

I’ve probably wrote a thousand versions of this verse

but nothing can encapsulate how much I hurt 

everytime I think I need to see your face 

I get remind why that shit was a mistake 

stay sad stay mad I don’t give a fuck 

cos all you did was take advantage of giver 

I’m fucked up now hope you still feel enough

Of that guilt you had before you said I needed help


It’s funny how you switched up when I moved on 

Just say you’re mad that I’m not around your finger now 

and if I’m being honest I’m seeing shit better now. 

I wasn’t happy It was torture tryna feel proud 

of myself for having someone that would kick me to the curb if I just needed reassurance that I wasn’t being hurt 

i know this doesn’t matter that I’m saying how I’m feeling I’m just putting this on paper so I’m not taking bullets to my head like Kurt

RAZBLIUTO (i just wanna feel normal)

DJ DJ DJ JACO

opire - april (solace)

SOUL RESONANCE. . . #letsgettoit (prod. tobuu)

produced by noxazamia
mixed by jaco
mastered by ayena savant, somaiki & me

Lyrics: lve been gettin real fucked up (2)
baby i think that you really gotta know sum
don’t u know the feelin when yo fuckin throat numb
and when you tryna think but you’n really know nun
to be honest i don’t know where all this came from
i love feelin on yo waist i’m tryna make sum 
i know that we always fighting all night but i know u know we won’t fall apart cuz we ain’t done
ecstasy when we talk
i love when u next to me and u drop
u is my necessity all i want
i love all that extra heat when we
baby i know you know
you can take my hand and never let go
i don’t regret nun the things that i show
i jus hope you know you’re safe wit me
don’t be mad baby i hope that you understand
you a 10 when i look at you i’m in a trance
i feel hopeless every day baby when i see yo face i jus pray that i’ll never be alone again 
and youn need to tell me shit cuz i’ve always known how it is
said you only wanted love i jus wanna live 
i jus wanna be someone wit something to give

numb (NOXAZAMIA)

i made this for my ex awhile ago. she broke my heart. fuck her. love yall <3. @arakosgrave on insta.

handles

youtube
https://www.youtube.com/@arakosgrave

love curses <3 {winter}

(LYRICS)
Your acting different now 
And All your friends don’t value what you do 
And you don’t notice what they do 
To you
And you don’t like them like you said you do 

Your acting different now 
And All your friends don’t value what you do 
And you don’t notice what they do 
To you
And you don’t like them like you said you do 

(D4vd ft) 

you threw my heart away, 
and then you wanna force me to stay

hate fills my lungs again 

take it out on you

and don’t say i’m different now

cause i’m not, and you’re all i got

don’t you know, hooahaah


(Outro)

Your acting different now 
And All your friends don’t value what you do 
And you don’t notice what they do 
To you
And you don’t like them like you said you do 

Your acting different now 
And All your friends don’t value what you do 
And you don’t notice what they do 
To you
And you don’t like them like you said you do 

Your acting different now 

Your acting different now

SAMPLE FROM Vein.fm - 20 seconds : 20 hours

YOU’RE ACTING DIFFERENT NOW {FEAT.D4VD}

(Lyrics)

Go Kill your self 
For everything  that you’ve done to me 
You never cared 
You always turned back and laughed at me 
You’re sinister 
So evil 
Abusive 
Go kill your self x8

I can’t breathe 
Emotional torment
Inflicting the pain onto myself 
Im the problem? 
Have I been truthful 
Or am I the cause of everything 

I am losing hope 
And I don’t care if I’m gone 
(If I’m am gone)

I am losing hope 
And I don’t care if I’m gone 
It’s been long since I’ve seen myself 
And I am lost can’t seem to grip my thoughts 
(Can’t seem to find myself)

ASE 

I am losing hope 
And I don’t care if I’m gone 
I am losing hope 
And I don’t care if I’m gone
(If I’m am gone)


Cover by @cockharrt

ÀSE (EP)

produced by sugiwa
mixed and mastered by exossi
written by exossi 
inspired by d4vd & beabadoobee

lyrics:
Mi amor es para ti
Pero no puedo estar ahí
Porque ya me tengo ir

ya me tengo ir x2

ill wait for you
ill hold you tight
we were forever
why did we say goodbye?

what was the change?
what was the fault
i seen your face
your my shooting star

i cant leave
i left these questions x2
i cant leave
what did i do? x2

Mi amor es para ti
Pero no puedo estar ahí
porque ya me tengo ir  

ya me tengo ir x2

(lil interview clip)

i know that you wish i was dead
i know that im still in your head
i know you told me girl thats what you said
when you hear my name you turn…

red x5

closure

as far as the eye can see, i've got the desert in me

The Desert

Limbo’s Unknown
Let’s get lost in limbo.

inanimate (prod.grayskies)

Nax Hardy〆

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