idk why i do this

purple koolaid (prod. MAJZKLUAJI)

badguyanthem (prod.grayskies)

lyrics: 

(chorus)
why do i
sacrifice my self
when i
can’t even help myself
let me sit up on my shelf
i don’t go anywhere else
if i could move i’d go to hell x2

(verse)
i don’t feel wanted anywhere else
i been fighting myself girl can’t you tell
i know im bringing you down as well
but i can’t battle this shit myself 

why do i have a cell
nobody cares to see if i’m doing well
so i sit by myself alone and dwell
yea i sit by myself alone and 

(bridge)
this is a cry for help
ik i’m a loser
never really had her to myself
i’m still afraid imma lose her

(chorus)
why do i
sacrifice my self
when i
can’t even help myself
let me sit up on my shelf
i don’t go anywhere else
if i could move i’d go to hell
if i could move i’d go to…

why do i
sacrifice my self
when i
can’t even help myself
let me sit up on my shelf
i don’t go anywhere else
if i could move i’d go to hell x2

 ~prod.grayskies~

inanimate (prod.grayskies)

Lyrics: 

Chorus:
fuck a addy bitch i need to pop a downer
i wanna chill and kick my feet up on the counter
i got too much anxiety that i encounter
i do not search for love but i think that i found her
fuck a addy bitch i need to pop a downer x3
i got too much anxiety that i encounter

Verse 1:
how many people talking down on me it’s way too many
another day another dollar i was saving pennies
and if they wanna go to war you know my brothers ready 
i keep four blades on me and hunt em down just like i’m Freddy
oh x4
i said my brothers stay on go 
do not ask me what i feel like bitch i do not know
you say that you love me but i’m feeling so alone
got my money up and now we moving that’s fosho 

Verse 2:
i don’t want new friends i’m just tryna get some cash
remember when they all used to point at me and laugh 
now that i’m up, they just sit back and clap
i ain’t doing features cuz that shit you sent is wack
i ain’t gon stop grinding till i get a fucking bag
rick owens on my feet yea my shoes they cost a rack
i’m so fucking thankful that i wasn’t in the trap
i’m not scared to spend some money cuz i’ll make it back 

Bridge:
hating on my twin how bout you get a fucking bag
can’t fuck with local pussies cuz all they do is cap
yea i’m with my soldiers and they ready to attack
i only have one mission, it’s to spaz on every track

Chorus:
fuck a addy bitch i need to pop a downer
i wanna chill and kick my feet up on the counter
i got too much anxiety that i encounter
i do not search for love but i think that i found her
fuck a addy bitch i need to pop a downer x3
i got too much anxiety that i encounter
fuck a addy bitch i need to pop a downer x3
i got too much anxiety that i encounter

~prod.vys~

fuck addys w/notalexys (prod.vystol)

The Leanshine Loonies: Tell Me You Love Me

thank you to whoever listened.
credits to all prods.
cover art shot by @antiislost
#Limbo’sUKNWN
#LoserClub4Ever

Letters Interlude (prod. Gisabella)

lyrics:

join me don’t destroy me
i been sorry keep on calling 
say i’m getting real annoying 
watch me rise once you had me falling

i’ve been planning tonight 
take my hand and do right 
won’t rely on suicide 
take me to a brighter side 

why am i here 
isolate myself don’t let them near 
lurking round the corner i see a face i fear 
lemme take the wheel off road i’m gon steer x2

thank you to whoever listened.
credits to all prods.
cover art shot by @antiislost
#Limbo’sUKNWN
#LoserClub4Ever

Why Am I Here (prod. Ableskittles)

Can’t Control Her (prod. Grayskies)

lyrics 

shawty tellin me that i’m the goat as if i didn’t know
i been drowning out my problems with acid and alcohol 
say she hate me but callin at night like wtf we on
i come over 3 am and she tell me to take it off

she getting attached to sneaky links but bitch i’m thru with that 
threatening with suicide lil bae what you gon do with that 
i been seen a lot while growing up i don’t get too attached 
always be on D and so they get mad when i do attack 

say she wanna kick it with the kid
when she was swerving missing 
now she wanna link cuz she see been seeing me count up these digits 
snakes around me cut they heads off don’t got time to hear them hissing
tried to tie my shoes while i was down they failed to catch me tripping  

never slipping 
still double down on my clothes stay dripping 
they gon listen
to me like they was in mf detention

pull up posted up inside of his area 
seen your bro getting knocked you had to carry em 
never running from em we never scared of em
element 56 you had to bury em

Adderall ft. SUMMER ALONE (prod. ilysummer)

i’m slowly losing everything (prod. Coka$ian)

+lyrics+

hook:
don’t like speaking my mind so i keep that shit in my brain
ran out of time and i now know now i cant be saved 
why im alive what im asking myself when i wake 
running from everything hope i don’t fall too late x2

verse:
i cant feel my fucking face
and nothing going my way
i’m feeling lost everyday
somebody always got to say 
somehow we always find a way 
to hate 
but i just want to say shit to relate to
when no one got you i wanna help you 
but now i see you’re moving on 
it’s clear to me so i’ll be gone 
i’ll travel far to see myself end up somewhere lost in the stars on mars 

i dont got time for no games
i don’t got time for no shit 
i ain’t want hold you back 
you could do better than this 
but imma come back soon
make up for times that we missed 
i hope you’re doing okay 
i’m faking my happiness 
i’m sitting making a note
of all the things that i did
ik that you want me dead i might just grant you that wish 
but i’m too scared to commit 
and so i’m taking a hit
and so i’m taking a shot 
and signing off with a kiss

Running Out of Time (prod. Mars!)

prod and mixed by @xam.106

knock a pussy down no two mad
ik they hating on me boy that’s too bad
dick riding crazy they talking and chasing attention from me but im not knowing who that tho
don’t understand when they rapping n singing it sounding like hibbity hoo blah woah
make it look easy like i’m cruising breezing 
ik that these fuck boys can’t do that ok
see em coming i move out the way keep it clean like some olay
say he bout it don’t care for no words pussy boy come and show me
seen they was in the lead for a minute how tf y’all throwing

but i do not got no time to waste
so imma get in my bag and got straight to the top cuz i’m coming for my title place
i just be taking my time and still coming in first call me turtle we winning the race
all of the shit that y’all doing i’m doing it better these lil boys all over the place 
and imma slow it down for you so you understand that you really not matching my pace 
i dont need ya verse
cuz i been him and don’t need no help to leave
you little fucks inna trunk of a hearse

ok i get that 
we done really took your shine now you wanna you mother fuckers looking to get back
why the fuck i sound divine
you could not catch up to me with a jetpack
end em quicker than a vine
no they gon not do better than when i
get in to flowing like water a river but i’m staying cool enough turning to ice 

knock a pussy down no two mad
ik they hating on me boy that’s too bad
dick riding crazy they talking and chasing attention from me but im not knowing who that tho
don’t understand when they rapping n singing it sounding like hibbity hoo blah woah
make it look easy like i’m cruising breezing 
ik that these fuck boys can’t do that oh x2

OKKO (prod. @xam.106)

To The Grave (prod. @jdollaprod)

Hate Me ft. FøRD (prod. Graydawn & Nax Hardy)

he wanna talk on my name till i hit em now all he see tv static 
shit get tragic
money it stretching like luffy but my bitch be stretching like mrs elastic
ik i got em all frantic 
talking ik i have they bitch dancing 
walking 
no they don’t want no no problems

if they running up then we solve it
proceeding with caution 
you had the bag and then you lost it 
i fw my bitch cuz she toxic 
had the bag and then you lost it
talking crazy luh boys need to stop it

yea talking crazy need to stop it
mad because they songs is flopping 
so they on my account steady stalking 
ooouuuuu

and they mad cuz a mf arrogant 
don’t start a war you don’t want cuz i’m airing it
if there smoke in the room then i’m clearing it

ooouuuuu
and ik that i got em depressed tho 
cuz limbo be the team tell me who besides me and my clique got em all fucking pressed hoe 

i got em all in they feels and ik mfs mad 
im always keeping it real, and you mfs be sad 


if they running up they getting run down
say he with the shits i got em stunned wow
saw us pulling up and pussy bucked down
don’t try it with my blood you get done out
flexing pistols put your gun down 
only gun they hear when they make gun sounds 
and they shitty lyrics out they dumb mouths 
and y’all talk behind each other dumb found 

if they running up then we solve it
proceeding with caution 
you had the bag and then you lost it 
i fw my bitch cuz she toxic 
had the bag and then you lost it
talking crazy luh boys need to stop it x2

Solve It (prod. hecto)

Bratz

Bratz (prod. Tekika)

lyrics
i call her my chrome hearts baby be on my
mind
audemars on both wrists neither to tell the time
we go shopping yea told her get what you like
i’m off that sizzy baby promise i’ll be fine

why you flexing a rental yea
everything i post is mine
i never bother with fucks
gon let you waste your time 

who be talking to me
if you want a response pussy boy better pay me my time isn’t free
and they mad cuz

i’m getting paper now 
every week my hoes be asking me wanting some new chanel 
they say that i’m gon blow up soon 
i guess only time will tell 
and they wanna see me in hell 
told em to come and put me in that box then 
like a new shoe smell

i call her my chrome hearts baby be on my
mind
audemars on both wrists neither to tell the time
we go shopping yea told her get what you like
i’m off that sizzy baby promise i’ll be fine

Chrome Hearts Baby (prod. Cullen x Flawless)

Onlyfans (prod. greythecloud)

Run It Back! w/notalexys (prod. Rosebone x DeathW!sh)

Yea she say im smart but i been feeling clueless
you fucked me up and ion really wanna do this
whats the point if ion even know the movement
she say she wanna fuck but ion wanna do this

and yea its true i still dont wanna be nobody else
call him mario, he fw me he eat a couple shells
sent me to hell, all the time i cant get back
best you ever had, ik you wont forget that

(angelic) OOOOHHHHHHHH

no i cant love you anymore
feelings is dead leave dat shit at the door
no i cant love you anymore
feelings is dead leave dat shit at the

yuhhhhhhhh 

Yea she say im smart but i been feeling clueless
you fucked me up and ion really wanna do this
whats the point if ion even know the movement
she say she wanna fuck but ion wanna do this

Don't Wanna Do This +prod. faketalency+

Like Spielberg, yk we really bout dat action
(Prod. Yung Felicia x Chef9TheGod)

Laughing To Da Bank w/33chino

Shout out sybyr
prod. Marciwiththeglock

Lyrics:
Ion wanna be your friend x8

I can’t feel myself
How tf you want my help if I can’t help myself
It’s like too many fucking times I tried to kill myself
And ik you wouldn’t really care if I killed myself
Just wanna be myself

Welp
My mind ain’t feeling too well
Like a cigarette, pack it up, match it and burn that mf like Satan in hell 

Oh you made another diss
I just want another bitch
I just want another feeling on my fuckin dick
Ik I’m a fuckin dick
Ik imma fuckin AAHAGYRHRHGGEHEHHG

Ion wanna be your friend x8

Myself

Why? w/33chino [prod. tores + cryyko]

You only know how to hurt me
Take drugs they working 
I laced up my perky
Tired of looking for love, so I let these bitches fuck around and search me 

Mad im taking these drugs but I think I need em just to get me working

Slumped in my bed like a deadman
Depression is all in my head man
Wanna figure it out without me crashing out but i know what I’m seeing is red man

Thought that I needed you just to be happy and I think alone really when I’m my happiest uh

Too old to be acting like we can’t be active I act like I’m happy to try to be uh

I’m smashing my head on my wall on my desk
I try to make sense of like all that you said

Tryna figure out what was the moment it changed and you stopped giving fucks bout if I end up dead 

You pushed me away and yk I won’t fight that
These xans got me ko I’m still tryna fight back

You only know how to hurt me
Take drugs they working 
I laced up my perky
Tired of looking for love, so I let these bitches fuck around and search me x2

You Only Know How To Hurt Me (Prod. by kite)

(prod. by neverforever.)

Why do I feel like a joke
Gave you my hoodie and now I’m so cold
And I don’t wanna
go back to the
way you used to treat me
Why can’t you leave me
When you say you don’t need me
Hurt yourself just to feel something
Cover up, smile you’re not hurting
Say you love me but turn your back
I think I’m done with cuffing when I’m under attack
And your friends say that you could do better
Try to numb myself but I just get sadder
Yes I cut myself heart beat move faster

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