Merged / Part 6 / Say Goodbye (Destroyer)

“I was inspired by indie pop for this song, which is about moving on, getting back to yourself and reflecting on how far you have come. Life is full of moments and when you are in them those moments might not be so great in hindsight or those terrible moments might be the best thing that ever happened; a complete turn in your life, the making of you. I took inspiration from “Down” by Blink-182 for the chorus. This came together quickly, one of those exciting projects that flows. Thank you for listening.” 

did that even happen?

Have you forgotten about me? 
I kept my heart running while my soul was off its feet and down on its knees
I was praying for rain to set me free 
So set me free from this unease
It’s something that I just can’t believe 

Did that even happen? 
Does the time gone by make sense of it all or is your hell still a fire? 

Do you remember those times?
We felt love deep inside then the waves came crashing
Did that even happen?

A fire, a rebel and a ghost making hell a reality, now history  
A feature in a magazine, a home grown heart burning machine 
Remember to never forget me 

Was it a tall story? 
Fictional history? 
A thing of make believe? 
Was I so naive? 
Was it pain or love?
Did that really happen to me? 

© heart house and the new kindness. 2025

Written, performed, recorded, produced and mixed by heart house and the new kindness. 
Mastered by DOLBY

did that even happen?

Lyrics,Produced, Music, All instruments by Nakita Demir.Vocal Arrangements,Vocals,
Mixing,Mastering,Engineering,Recorded, etc 
Powered By Nb Nakita for Nb Nakita Productions

NB NAKITA  “DEEP BLUE NIGHTS"

Day mode vox in/improved on first vocal attempt since and added acoustic guitar. My uncles Ovation...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6xMOTjLIaY&list=RDp6xMOTjLIaY&start_radio=1
That is the original version by The Moody Blues... If you don't know the song... Meet a song that people will still listen to in millions of years. It's amazing the Moody Blues original!


Man this song has dug in deep for me. I'd say it was possibly the third song I learned on guitar. Polly by Nirvana, Stairway to Heaven by Led Zepp and then I probably played this one more then any for a few years. I remember watching my Uncle Liam who just left us, RIP buddy... playing it when I was a teenager and I was in awe. He was such an amazing performer and his playing is possibly the single most important real that made me lean to song writing as opposed to becoming a technically great musician.

This is for you Liam, the Ovation is in, we both played this song more times on that guitar then we could count... The guitar travelled with both of us around Europe years apart (although I only made France and Holland with it 😆🤷🏽). Ovy is now 42! I wouldn't be what I am today without you man. Love ya forever and thanks for teaching me

Lyrics (Written by Justin Hayward)

Nights in white satin
Never reaching the end
Letters I've written
Never meaning to send
Beauty I'd always missed
With these eyes before
Just what the truth is
I can't say anymore

'Cause I love you
Yes, I love you
Oh, how I love you

Gazing at people
Some hand in hand
Just what I'm going through
They can't understand
Some try to tell me
Thoughts they cannot defend
Just what you want to be
You will be in the end

And I love you
Yes, I love you
Oh, how I love you
Oh, how I love you

Nights in white satin
Never reaching the end
Letters I've written
Never meaning to send
Beauty I've always missed
With these eyes before
Just what the truth is
I can't say anymore

'Cause I love you
Yes, I love you
Oh, how I love you
Oh, how I love you
'Cause I love you
Yes, I love you
Oh, how I love you
Oh, how I love you


This track is NOT monetised

Nights in White Satin (A Rendition of the Moody Blues Original track 1968)

‘Butterflies’ is the latest single from artists Ana George and HorrorScene  ᰔᩚ

This warm and feel-good indie pop song is love in motion, hope flying through sunlit skies. Themed around nature, ‘Butterflies’ describes the wonder of falling in love, a potion of sweet nectar blossoming in the lush garden of the heart. Co created in the glow of romance and unity, this song is a soulful artistic expression - as though the artists, emerging like Butterflies, found flight in music. With vocals and lyrics from Ana George, dancing through HorrorScene’s sunny instrumental melodies, this song captures all the feels of blue sky bliss ❤️🦋✨

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CREDITS:
Vocals, Lyrics, Mix & Master: Ana George 
Instrumental: Produced By HorrorScene

FIND HORRORSCENE: https://on.soundcloud.com/LPnaPlpmaAgn29DMu6

Butterflies

💙🤍🤍🤍🤍
This is Us

[Intro]
It started with a sharp pinch
your eyes—mine
soft chaos in the quiet

[Verse 1]
You looked unimpressed
my heart mistook the signs
fingers almost touched
but the silence broke first

You smiled like thunder
before the rain fell
I staggered toward you
like I swore I wouldn’t do

[Chorus]
This is us
a wildfire kiss
crashing waves and clenched fists
we don't play nice
we burn we twist
falling hard
but never miss
we're not soft
we're stunning in the break

[Verse 2]
Your voice left bruises
in the shape of a broken home
our love's a tornado
in a glass spine

We are wolf and crow
drawn to cliffs and chaos
even the crash feels holy
when it’s you and me babe

[Bridge]
Scars like teeth marks
excuses like echoes
we don’t land soft
we collide like gods
forgetting we can bleed

[Final Chorus]
This is us
not perfect not tame
but brilliant
in our undertaking
we break to rebuild
we fall just to feel
this love
raw and overrated

[Outro]
You should let go
you should let go

This is Us

Hear the voice that calls you to freedom—echoing through the wilderness, stirring the soul. Step onto the path of truth, where every footfall is a testament to courage. Grasp the covenant, sacred and unbroken, from which unwavering faith is forged in fire. This is not just escape—it is deliverance. A journey from bondage to belief. This is Exodus Libertas.

Exodus Libertas

Waiting is our  second collaboration and offers a glimpse inside the mind of a daily commuter who has developed feelings for a fellow train rider, but he just hasn't got up the nerve to make the first move (yet). Waiting is an unabashedly fun rocker, so enjoy!

Music and production by Noobly
Lyrics and Vocals by Todd J McLean   https://soundcloud.com/todd-j-mclean
Cover Art by Todd J McLean (Castle Keep, mixed media)

Waiting

Morning again, you hop on the train
Workday begins, more of the same
Look my way, catch me staring
Flash me a smile, scope what I’m wearing
But I don’t have the courage, to talk to you
Do you have a boyfriend? Wish I knew
Got no game, I’m frozen stiff
Waiting for love - opportunity missed

Do you even see me (I’m here waiting for you)
Standing in the corner (I’m here waiting for you)
Can’t stop dreaming (I’m here waiting for you)
Need to make it happen
Waiting in love with you
Waiting in love with you
Waiting in love with you
Waiting in love with you

That older man who drops you off each day
Pro'ly your daddy, I like to say
And that tiny handprint on the back of your coat
tells me that maybe me you gotta little kid at home
Outside chance that someone just like you
Is free as bird and might want me too
I wait on this train, day after day
With love in my heart and nothing to say

Repeat Chorus


Waiting      -       Todd J McLean & Noobly

Boogie in the Dark (with you)

Produced in the
ARAPA Music Studio
Sydney

Why You Look At Me This Way

sweetheart
sick and lovestruck 
its like you just woke up
for the first time 
and now it wont let up
being, seeing, alive

Slowly
Over 
Time
Taking
Over
Offline 
Controller of mind
of mine

No social life
up all night
something in your eye 
so compelling
she fell in 
unthinking
unblinking 
cuz now it wont let up 
being, seeing, a light

Slowly (in the summer days)
Over  (her eyes met a gaze)
Time (wild and unfraid) 
Taking
Over
Offline 
Controller of mind
of mine

Nothing’s in her way
Nothing’s in her way

unthinking

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCh4NrIySvUSxPy4nawgUZvw
NAKITA IS AN AMERICAN RECORD PRODUCER INDUSTRIAL DIVERSE.GENERES VARY.NAKITA IS KNOWN FOR HER LOCAL TALENT SHOW GIGS/BACK UP SINGER/VOCALIST.GUITARIST/SINGER SONGWRITER. Ghostwriter for famous