i cant feel anymore w/ Sendflowrs & Brecken (prod. shy)

for a while

dream w/ halfhearted (Michael Harrison)

produced by lxst boy & neverforever

-lyrics-

This is us, dancing in the dark
Even in the cold rain, I will keep u warm 
The fire in ur eyes
Is keeping me alive 
I know we’re okay but we can take our time

Keep it simple
Feel the wind blow
Through your blonde hair
Breathe the night air
It’s a long road 
But I have Faith 
And girl I’m comfortable 
Let’s find a new place

New place, yeah this road goes 2 ways
This that kinda love my momma always talked about
I feel I’m missing half of me when ur not around
I found a girl who gives me hope in the storm clouds

I feel like I’d waste away
If I ever go a day
Without ur touch
Without ur face
I come alive 
When u say my name

Keep it simple
Feel the wind blow
Through your blonde hair
Breathe the night air
It’s a long road 
But I have Faith 
And girl I’m comfortable 
Let’s find a new place

HOMECOMING - Demo

Just a song about wanting to smoke weed and not be someone you'd look up to, enjoy 

What Would You See In Me? (prod.  johnnyfriend)

It's been a while since I last posted a song, but I recently got a new microphone and recorded this song! Thanks to MilanProd (https://www.looperman.com/users/profile/1089926) for the guitar samples. And thanks be to God.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Remember, those nights we sat
On the roof together
Talking about all kinds of things
And the dreams of us forever

But I got lost in the shadows
Of the things that tried to hurt us
By sin I was led astray
And now I think, was there another way?

[Chorus]
I see the stars falling apart
The moonlight piercing through my heart
And in that glow, I see your eyes
When I sit alone under these skies

[Verse 2]
Yeah, my friends never text me
Have so much to say, but you're no longer next to me
And my heart gets weaker every time
Your eyes cross my mind

Time used to fly so fast when I was with you
But now days feel longer
I wish you never met me then
But when I was a bit older

Because then I would probably be wiser 
And maybe soon to realize that
Your heart wasn't made for mine
But if it were, we'd still be out of time

[Chorus]
I see the stars falling apart
The moonlight piercing through my heart
And in that glow, I see your eyes
When I sit alone under these skies

[Outro]
The sun will shine by day
Until it goes away
And every night is a reminder
When I look up to the moon
I know I'll never find her

moonlight (under these skies)

key chain w/ brecken [under the maple tree]

lyrics

eof:

it’s taken too long to forget your face
it’s taken too long to to get out this place
i didn’t know what to do when you told the truth
said you were leaving me in a day or 2 
oh in day or 2 like fuck you
you didn’t give me anytime now my screws are loose
i mean this fucked over my life but it’s what you had to do
i wanna hate you but i guess that’s what true love will do

it’s what true love will do it’s what true love will do
i packed this blunt with purple hairs and now im feeling blue
blue, baby can you tell me what’s new
cause ever since you left me i’ve been losing my mind
yeah i swear i do this all the fucking time
drop a couple track and then i go ghost online
but i swear i really ain’t that hard to fuckin find
yeah find, i do this all the time

notahero:

no surprise
every night if im getting sleep its cause im fried
remember that one night that had left me traumatized
if i keep on taking these drugs ill feel alright
but if i keep on taking these drugs then imma die
okay so we gotta get violent
crazy how your love feels just like violence
im too geeked with my homies in the jag
amiro rose the fronto leaf up like a flag
i just pray at night that you feel it too
believe me i dont want to walk away from you
frankly i dont know why i keep running right back to you
can we work this out
i know i dont talk a lot
i just dont want to fight
so i guess youre right

brecken:

know you well
send a couple texts and ghost me its alright
its hard to feel you said but that was after we had something nice

but its alright its alright
i swear i seen this a hunnid times
you’ll keep stallin til its too late then it’s never mind
wishy washy you gon trip while ima stay in line
and ion change the topic ik that you changin mine
you said im genuine and genuinely i feel i fell short
stuff i never said somehow makin you run out the door
put away my sword
ill open the gate
thought these castle walls would make it harder to escape
nah nah nah im wrong once again knew id break
& howd it take a day or two for you cuz i been upset
& u been much less
howd you make me feel a way and then u dump me out with the rest
it made me loveless
made me love less

lil booj:

they just wanna know all about you 
once they know enough it’s all let go
they don’t want it any further closing up  

theres no rush yeah to take that final toll 
It’s not my role 
swear that it’s the same doing what I’m told 
take off the rust forming on my soul 
what am I to do with a core so cold 

Got nothing to say about it sure take that time 
come around to the answer when I’m calling that’s my sign 

Little burden never there when you want me 
rolling up king size on the balcony 
you can hear the metal clang when I’m walking 
I think you’d be the last person to cause a scene

eof:

it’s taken too long to forget your face
it’s taken too long to to get out this place
i didn’t know what to do when you told the truth
said you were leaving me in a day or 2 
oh in day or 2 like fuck you
you didn’t give me anytime now my screws are loose
i mean this fucked over my life but it’s what you had to do
i wanna hate you but i guess that’s what true love will do

eof x notahero x brecken x lil booj - in a day or 2 (wstdtime x sorrowbringer)

lyrics ⬇️

im not one to stop and look both ways
no chance ill be out there when the road way
blocked
stop and stare until urhead shakes 
wont wake up unless i turn all the lights off
what a way to live my life i wanna stand tall
i need the rays from the sunshine but the rain falls
i cant explain the way i change when both my fists are folded
all the anger up in me starts to hone in

know this every time you spot me ill be hoping
closest memories you hold to me are broken 
potent every single line and every notion

wake me up when its over
ill be there when ur sober
only
i dont like it when you slur your words
cheap liquor only makes it worse

i know you know it that i dont like these emotions much
when you throw it ima hold it til you make me budge
yea thats all that i know
everything goes wrong 
but anything that works

i knew it what was up before its over
i shoulda spoke up but i was scared id be a loner
i think its a bright idea if i dont poke the ogre 

something in my noggin said that it’d hurt like an ulcer
so i didnt choose it by myself
it was all up in my brain got no feeling that you felt
u been ignoring all my phone calls made my own lil personal hell

and you a poser you aint worried bout my health
youd rather watch me in my cell
i hate the steel bars that you put across my face but say oh well

not a thing id rather see more but i wish that you could tell
how i mean to sound i dont wanna scream i swear i hate to yell
but you give me no choice you folded over the second you felt ur frail

disassociating ever time im worried ima fall
its been tauntng me when someome walk by with a simialr smell
i think it’s obvious im worried til im sick and ima spill

you been rockin out at parties without me im feelin ill
if you saw me id say sorry seconds later i would dip
i been so sloppy i wish that you understood and it made sense
it been awful since you lead me on and made me feel like this
 like its coffee you were hot u til ur cold before I flinched 

i been lonely but in your eyes you think I deserve it
not a trophy but at one point you made me feel amazing
whh dint u show me what you really meam liek really say it
ill be here until it’s right and u aint rlly playin

senseless (under the maple tree)

romeo (prod. under the maple tree)

Cover of Skeleton Song by Kate Nash!

I was inspired by a Hollow Knight fan animation with this song, so I decided to make a cover. Again, using my new mic. Added a lot of my flute, which I think I'm getting better at playing. The cover art is one of the first pictures I took since starting med school, and it fits the song perfectly :D

Skeleton Song (Cover)

contact me through SoundCloud or at ne0ngreen.sounds@gmail.com if you wanna work

for a while

Ne0n GrEEn