BUT IF I NEED I'LL TRY ONE MORE TIME TONIGHT, YOU SEE IT INSIDE MY EYES, WOULD YOU LET ME DIE???

shoutout to all my friends

twenyohthree:

no i no i got a knife in my back from them times that we fucked up everything
no i no i wanna fuck but i can’t seem to love
or care about anything

i got a bitch
she all in my mind
taking a trip
i’m falling behind
glowing up 
and they dropping like flies
so in love
but i’m chasing the sky
when was you chasing the high
have it all but i still wanna die 
slice em up like the piece of a pie

norue:

i feel like im spiderman
when i smoke mary jane
got my spider senses 
tingling when i roll up the j
i got war paint on my face
and i got more pain in my brain
let it rain
i want hundreds 
in a clip
100k
if i gotta be like others
ill just kill myself today
i break bread with all my brothers
everytime im getting paid
i get kindness from my mother
but my dad made me insane
what a shame
but ill always be myself
ill never change

Infinityisdead:

I ain’t ever gonna change on the real ones
Drugs deal with the pain I can’t feel nun
Switching lanes bumping Kray in my speakers
On my way to the grave, I thank the reaper

         I bleed from blue veins,
it’s pouring.

             Black rain,
                            but red stains the floor when…

          switch blades and heart
breaks the door in.
                 
                  I can’t escape or ignore it.

                                I hate how much I adore it.

mary jane [ft. norue & infinityisdead] (prod. willie g x zayjugg x jaybandz x other)

Lyrics:

Only you can save me now
I’m drowing in a sea of flames
all aside ill see it out
running from what i threw away

(DIVERSE)
Only you could take me out 
I see it now
When the sun come down
Wind thru your face
Death wind blow thru your face 

Don’t hesitate 
I feel like only you could make a way
To help me find my way out of the flames
You do it so much that shit i hate. Shit i hate

All the signs i see them now
Im falling into the shadows now
Off memories i feed away
Im tryna find what you threw away

Sea Of Flames (ft. Diverse)

[lyrics]

u always say i’m so fucked up
ik u think ima piece of shit 
i think ur way too sensitive 
u always blame me it’s my fault  
don’t feel so forced to stay w me
ur so entitled the way u think
so toxic there’s nothing left for me to say
i know i’m not so perfect but u make me feel like the worst yet 
u hate when i go manic ima mess chemically imbalanced 
ur the reason i go manic i cant stand u 
i cant stand uuuu
ur just like everyone else 

neglect me leave me by myself 
disregard everything i feel 
tell me i’m weak and insincere 
then ask why i’m so insecure 
u say u love me so much 
that’s what u think i wanna hear 
u do the same things as me 
how u expect me not to leave 
i know i’m not so perfect but u make me feel like the worst yet 
u hate when i go manic ima mess chemically imbalanced 
ur the reason i’m imbalanced 
i’m imbalanceddd
ur just like everyone else 
chemically imbalanced 



[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty

chemically imbalanced (prod. grayskies)

chromey https://soundcloud.com/user-686057571

BURN A BRIDGE - GUTS X CHROMEHEART (PROD FLOWER)

Prod. Wiindigoo

If you wanna die with me that’s fine
It will only cost your life
If you wanna see the other side
Time won’t pass by
If you wanna die with me that’s fine
It will only cost your life
If you wanna see the other side
Time won’t pass by

If you wanna leave me that's fine
I hope I never cross your mind
If you don't believe me that's fine
I hope I never cross your mind
Follow me I can take you away
From the world, From pain
Follow me I can take the blame
If you wanna open up your veins
If you wanna leave me that's fine
I hope I never cross your mind
If you wanna be this way don't try
I hope I never cross your mind
If you wanna leave me that's fine
I hope I never cross your mind
If you don't believe me that's fine
I hope I never cross your mind

If you wanna die with me that’s fine
It will only cost your life
If you wanna see the other side
Time won’t pass by
If you wanna die with me that’s fine
It will only cost your life
If you wanna see the other side
Time won’t pass by

That's Fine w/ <3guts

lyrics:
x2
legendary 
baby ill be legendary 
put me in a coffin
wit sum diamonds 
in the cemetery 
x2 
i ain’t really nothin like you seen in the past
wavylouii ima die real fast

i need a sad bitch
to get me thru sum sad shit
wit our wrist slit
cuz we both misfit
all black
when we pull up to my show
on stage
shawty dead front row
i need a bag flip
to get me to a brick quick
lil coke drip
while i watch the snow drift
i need a sad bitch
to get me thru sum sad shit
wit our wrist slit
cuz we both misfit

x2
i ain’t really nothin like you seen in the past
wavylouii ima die real fast
x2
legendary 
baby ill be legendary 
put me in a coffin
wit sum diamonds 
in the cemetery 

ima gleam while my bones decay
in your head every day
yeah ima gleam while my bones decay

diamonds in the cemetery

goth hoe w/ yung b (prod. samashi)

Drown up in the sorrow 
Dont care about tomorrow 
Another minute walk right past 
I see you walk right past
see me roll another paxk 
Smoking all this thrax
Like i just relapsed 
And i cant react 
I know 
the thing with your obesession 
Late night pill session 
All the evil conversations 
And that bitch up in the mentions
but she dont even no my name 
she wanna ride my wave 
that bitch dont feel no pain 

i hate the sun like it hate me
Copped a jar so i can breathe 
See your picture in my dreams 
In tha hotboxed limousine 

I notice that ive been too much 
Dont even feel too much 
Only feel your love 

Ridin thru the thoughts while i write this song 
And i dont give a fuck cuz its always wrong 

Drown up in the sorrow 
Dont care about tomorrow 
Another minute walk right past 
I see you walk right past
see me roll another paxk 
Smoking all this thrax
Like i just relapsed 
And i cant react

hotboxed limousine (prod. sourkidd)

PUT IT ON (prod. feedingheracid)

https://open.spotify.com/album/19fVo8wvyNnPKrTFeb3fEx?si=MpfemlDSTHGoUpsBPml2rA 

[lyrics]
(nearxiety)
I swear Im trying 
I don’t want die
You take my soul
Through outside 
Im trying to much but I don’t want
You see mw fall
Im dyin' alone

(teen Vacant)

Headlights pass
And I never see you
Illusions, fantasies, I'll keep all your secrets 
Under the rain that the winter calls
Never around in this place I couldn't call home

Rotten corpses in the fall
I don't even go there anymore
I just wanna see you after all
People always leave what they don't want
And it never comes back
It never comes back the same

(nearxiety)
I swear Im trying 
I don’t want die
You take my soul
Through outside 
Im trying to much but I don’t want
You see mw fall
Im dyin' alone

(Teen Vacant)
I swear I'm not trying to hurt you
Don't worry about me, I have nothing to lose
The coldest rain falls over you
It always hurts the way you never want it 

(nearxiety x Teen Vacant)
But if I need I’ll try
One more time tonight 
You saw it inside my eyes 
Would you let me die?

I SWEAR w/ Teen Vacant (prod.LOWESTYE)

ASTRO (Opium) [Super Slowed]

☆
☆ SBC/SinnerBoyClique ☆ 
instagram.com/nearxiety

I SWEAR w/ Teen Vacant (prod.LOWESTYE)

☆NEARXIETY☆

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