apologize for ruining my life

Decalius - Loneliness super slowed reverb (best part)

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

End of an era head ahh😭💔

I appreciate everyone who followed me, and I’ve met some really cool people doing this. Flow and cvnt were the first people I ever listened to so I gotta thank them for getting me into this. It’s a really cool community and I’m happy everyone enjoyed my audios.

I love all of yall, God bless and stay safe.

AN AUDIO FOR PROTEIN ENJOYERS. (v6) || NEVERMIND

BROTHERS. amotti - collapse (slowed + reverb) x Sasuke x Itachi || Tik Tok Version

[LYRICS]

I smelled the scent of your sweet perfume
It reminded me how it was with you
I was so happy, I was so confused
But I didn't care cus you loved me too
But then it slipped away
I noticed that you wouldn't say
Those words I loved, our love decayed
But now it's the same
I still reach for you every time I sleep
While our promises turn to memories
When I say your name in prayers I repeat
Is "no" heaven's answer to me
Is this insanity? You're bad for me
Like if only you knew how many times I've begged
For God to bring you back to me
The moonlight in the trees, I've bruised my knees
While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still
How can you sleep
How can you let it be   
I never thought we'd ever fall apart
In the end but  here we are
Broken pieces, shattered bones
I've got no one to call my home
Heaven knows I want you back
Cus when I'm alone
I still reach for you every time I sleep
While our promises turn to memories
When I say your name in prayers I repeat
Is "no" heaven's answer to me
Is this insanity? You're bad for me
Like if only you knew how many times I've begged
For God to bring you back to me
The moonlight in the trees, I've bruised my knees
While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still

heaven's answer

aoi, hoi, daidaiiro no hi (best part extended) || ~ 7

[LYRICS]
AM I A SURVIVOR WHEN I'M HARDLY ALIVE?
IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME THAT DIED THAT NIGHT
HOW I WISH THAT I'D LISTENED TO YOUR SILENT CRIES
I'D GIVE IT ALL FOR ONE MORE CHANCE TO TURN BACK THE TIME
IF ONLY I KNEW THAT WAS OUR LAST GOODBYE
I'D HAVE HELD YOUR HANDS AND STARED INTO YOUR EYES
IT'S STUCK IN MY HEAD TOOK ME BY SURPRISE
IF ONLY I COULD READ WHAT YOU HAD IN YOUR MIND
AM I A SURVIVOR WHEN I'M HARDLY ALIVE
IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME THAT DIED THAT NIGHT
HOW I WISH THAT I'D LISTENED TO YOUR SILENT CRIES
I'D GIVE IT ALL FOR ONE MORE CHANCE TO TURN BACK THE TIME

survivor

all credit to Amotti
i made this for completely myself and made it public, so if you happen to stumble upon this gem i don't know
way too loud please be careful

‼️ LOUD ‼️ || collapse - amotti (slowed + reverb) || ~ 8

[LYRICS]
Last week was a blur, can't remember if I slept 
Miss you so bad it hurts, get out of my head
If only I could cut thread
I would wish you were dead
But I love you instead
Even though I know you'd break my heart again
Oh break me again
I couldn't care what you said
And I know that I need you still
So come on back and break my heart again
No I don't wanna learn, don't wanna accept
I wish I was sure, but it's you that I kept
Last week was a blur, can't remember if I slept
I just want a break, get out of my head
Get out of my head
I don't wanna accept
But I know that I need you still
So come on back and break my heart again

aoi, hoi, daidaiiro no hi (best part extended) || ~ 7

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