dope white boy songs pt 5

JCK VRY pt. 6

11/26/24

Night Vibes. 💫

angel_boy (prod.Lathan)

s/o to Kidd Amo https://www.instagram.com/kiddamo/

lyrics

i just wanna sleep all day n never wake up
n i think i like ur face without the makeup
these cold winter nights when like everythings down
reminds me the time when u left me in the ground
n i never thought that id let my people down
i wish i could say that u figured me out

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

i was filled with stress n paranoia that u wouldnt stay
i shouldve listen to my gut i shouldve known that u would change
she started changing n transforming i cant call her the same name
ur feelings complicated n im still the one you blame
from not that long we fell in love, n wrote each other songs
when i was with you i felt like i was right where i belong
n now i couldnt tell u how much i was wrong
how much that i was wrong
i dont wanna feel no more im hurting daily
i turned to the drugs knowing they cant save me

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

(just wipe my head let me erase it)
(i dont wanna feel no more, dont wanna do these drugs no more)

its complicated feat. Kidd Amo (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

Just Give Me Something

Love Is Killing U, Vol. 1

u never call.

@fleshgolem

(flesh)
i've been sitting with my thoughts
without your company i'm lost
i wish i didn't overthink every part 
of the words that you said in a dream

(TNS)
Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

(flesh)
i hope that i dont mess this up
got so much love to give to ya
sometimes i think i'm not enough
intrusive thoughts can't break me
and so i try to loosen up 
so i don't lose my grip on us
i'm sorry that i've been impatient lately

(TNS)
Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you

Sitting As The Cars Go By [+ jasco]

Knife's Too Close

tell me to fall and i will

i'm inlove but…

i'm inlove but… (sped up)

It doesn’t feel the same
The way we communicate
So it all falls apart every time
No it doesn’t matter as much
I know you’re doing well and such
But what about you and I?

You’re the only one who’s seen me cry
That shits not a lie
Please don’t say goodbye, no
Cause you’ve seen the things I keep inside
That’s why it’s you and I
Just hoping you can see it right, oh
The only thing burning in my mind

Do you remember?
All the nights we spent together?
Trying to figure it out
So young, but look at us now
Does your future include us baby?
Cause I’ve been fiending for an answer lately
And I know you keep it down inside

You’re the only one who’s seen me cry
That shits not a lie
Please don’t say goodbye, no
Cause you’ve seen the things I keep inside
That’s why it’s you and I
Just hoping you can see it right, oh
The only thing burning in my mind

STREAM

Seen Me Cry

The Idol Episode 4

One Of The Girls

prod branwen and splashgvng ❤️❤️❤️
thanks sewerperson <3
DEAL BREAKER 7/20

inconsistent feat. sewerperson (prod. branwen and splashgvng)

Love is in the air, theirs nothing to compare 
Silence is kicking in but I still feel obnoxious

Don’t tell me I’m just outta options 
You make me the person I want to 

Understand the reasons I want you 
Make up for the time that I left you 

The silence is killing me, and I think about you every night 

I’ll think about you every night without a thought inside my mind
I’ll cherish every single night 
I’ll reach in between the lines 

The silence is killing me, and I think about you every night 

Don’t tell me I’m just outta options 
You make me the person I want to 

Understand the reasons I want you 
Make up for the time that I left you 

The silence is killing me, and I think about you every night 

Love is in the air, theirs nothing to compare 
Silence is kicking in but I still feel obnoxious

But I feel obnoxious
God your so dishonest 
But I got so much love for you in my heart

OBNOXIOUS! [+ secre x heyrick]

Locked away getting ready a meltdown
It’s not the same when your locked up in my head now 

Feelings go away but baby I’m obsessed now 
I can’t do nothing right so fill my head with self doubt 

Anxiety just fills my brain until I decay 
Nothing seems the same when your locked in my brain

I ain’t ready for a lockdown 
Fill my my head with self doubt 
There’s nothing to be proud about 

Turn my fucking focus to the backroads 
Fill the empty promises with poison in itself love 

Hate the voice of reason 
I can’t wrap my brain around it 

Feel like I’m the one chased by the people that care about me

ERROR404 [+ michael harrison]

Skin so cold, it’s made of snow 
Been in the belly of the beast don’t fight him 

Think her head is made of stone
Hit my phone, you’ll hear the tone 

Your faded, I’m jaded
Please don’t hit my phone 

Your brain is icy cold 
Can’t wait to hit the road  

Feel my lungs fully collapse 
Think my hearts made out of glass 
Feel my thoughts start to relapse 
While you’re still laying in my bed 

Think I’ve had of enough of the thoughts in my head 
Rot away everything from my chest to my brain 

The growing pains hold me back
I feel the stab in my back 
Why do things always go bad 
(I wish I knew)

(riptenshi)
i always felt so alone
like i had nowhere to go
and just nowhere to call home
and with no one to call my own
grew up so lost all alone
no patience and no fucking hope
the walls close in in my home
i can feel it in my chest every time that we talk

Think I’ve had of enough of the thoughts in my head 
Rot away everything from my chest to my brain 

The growing pains hold me back
I feel the stab in my back 
Why do things always go bad 
(I wish I knew)

Skin so cold, it’s made of snow 
Been in the belly of the beast don’t fight him 

Think her head is made of stone
Hit my phone, you’ll hear the tone 

Your faded, I’m jaded
Please don’t hit my phone 

Your brain is icy cold 
Can’t wait to hit the road

Growing Pains

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ponder w/ angel diary & capoxxo (prod. branwen x ikitos)

Tear out my eyes and fall on the floor
No one’s around me, I feel so alone  

Haven’t the brightest idea of what I’ll do with my life 

I’ll take your hand and follow I’ll you into the night 

I’ll follow you into the dark as you eat me alive  

Tear out my eyes and fall on the floor
No one’s around me, I feel so alone  

Haven’t the brightest idea of what I’ll do with my life 

I’ll take your hand and follow I’ll you into the night 

I’ll follow you into the dark as you eat me alive  

Rip off my hands I promise you can take my life

eat me alive [+ michael harrison]

follow jusik x bended

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzQeclcK3Zc

1promise2much (prod. jusik x bended) (music video in desc)

where the plug at?

Die With A Smile

lyrics

wake up with my eyes still sore
i miss blowing smoke off the balcony on the fourth floor
i been tryna open up she said im a closed door
and she still tryna figure out what i been smoking for
bae i think is for the best if you let this run its course
yea cuz everything has a purpose and im safe i swore
that id keep myself away from harm no matter what
even if its not what i want
told myself that id protect you from all pain
even if thats me sometimes
im stepping through mines
you dont like the person laying next to you right now
baby you dont gotta lie
but i love you id give up anything for you
that includes getting high
i could die right now in the place im in
with my head rested on your thigh
right here where i lie
im drowning trapped under ice
and her soft words become a foreign language
this time of night
and her butterflies turn to pure anguish
when i have to say goodbye
you really are my best friend
ill love you till i die
and ill love you till the very end
but im just happy you're here for the ride

cuz those lazy days dont feel so lazy at all
with you and my friends here i promise that i wont fall
turn the beer into a natural disaster make a tornado waterfall
but still you aint picking my calls up
cuz i aint been sober in a while
me and this drink like best friends
but he hates me im just in denial
remember back in the day
in the back of the car i was smoking on white owls
yea im a night owl
i just need a night out
think i just need a quick break so this cigarette feel like a timeout
maybe i just need to lie down
or maybe i just need to go outside
but this blunt knock me out like a takedown
you gotta crouch down just to see my eyes
she really want to know where i am now
maybe ill come see you if i got time
and i really wish i couldve been your lighthouse
maybe i did help you in different life
i really cant tell where i am now
but grey smoke covers up purple skies
and even when the studio close down
ill still love you till the day i
oh i cry blood
i cry tears of joy
i cry tears for you

wake up with my eyes still sore
i miss blowing smoke off the balcony on the fourth floor
i been tryna open up she said im a closed door
and she still tryna figure out what i been smoking for
bae i think its for the best if you let this run its course

my best friend (jacob vallen)

Timeless

lyrics
i just need one reply
forgot how much i smoked and now im too high
i go out back to smoke and make my lungs cry
need a new picture for the song im looking to the sky
im outside just taking pictures of the fucking sky
she want me to tell her im not like other guys
truth is baby im just like those other guys
everytime i let you down
youre like this happens every time
i wont lie

nine shots
yea thats nine to much for a monday night
i work hard and dont pick up so we can be alright
everything i love just slips away
thats why i hold u tight
im not that good with my words
so excuse me while i write
just took ten hits off this bowl
feel like i just got a strike
whats the reason you dont like me
its not on sight its unsightly
she said all this shit is unlike me

you said that you wanna see the right
me im sorry but my life is like a light beam
its way too fast you can see it for a second like its lighting
when i change the subject oh it gets so frightening
and then you wonder why theres so much in my life im hiding
everybody thinks the stuff they think so uninviting
and i cant even try my best they think that im not trying
and i cant take it when they think that i been lying
now days got my heart vacant hear it when im sighing
why u wrote me up a ticket idk what i am signing
maybe if i fix it then youll come around to like me
and if not then ill run away and ill find peace
i been tryin hard to fix it up with everything i got
its been goin wrong lemme take another shot
missin every shot but gettin closer to spot
now yea im locked down

nine shots
yea thats nine to much for a monday night
i work hard and dont pick up so we can be alright
everything i love just slips away
thats why i hold u tight
im not that good with my words
so excuse me while i write
just took ten hits off this bowl
feel like i just got a strike
whats the reason you dont like me
its not on sight its unsightly
she said all this shit is unlike me

monday night w/ brecken (p. under the maple tree)

Hold You Tonight

lyrics

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out if ur the one cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

said its my first drink this week
she mad it just turned sunday
im rolling some shit look like bayleaf
think you should come over to my place
dont know why you stressing out
baby you got all my love
ill pour some liquor out
this shit made my brain turn numb
i still smoke a lot but im smoking less than last year
i dont talk a lot cuz im rapping more this past year
she said i have a way with my words
trying my best but im feeling the worst
i see the crows and i know its a curse
i see the crows and i know its an omen
my body young but i drink like an old man
they think im lame cuz i rap bout emotions
i made a wave now theyre sick from the motion
seasick just throwing up in the ocean
you can call me if you need it
ill be here just sipping potions

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out this shit cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

Hold You Tonight

Neddy