me rearranged with strings is an earlier song we did with cello and violin as opposed to the original which did have a cello listen to both and let me know which one you prefer. it's a whole different take on the song which is the song I wrote about myself this is a very personal song to me

Me rearranged (with strings)

Album Title: He Gave Me Shoes
Artist: Neesie Welch
Genre: Soulful Singer-Songwriter / Spiritual Folk / Emotional Balladry
Description:
He Gave Me Shoes is a raw, unflinching journey through heartbreak, clarity, and sacred reclamation. Across ten emotionally precise songs, the album traces the arc of loving someone who hid behind silence—and the deeper act of choosing yourself when they won’t choose truth.
These aren’t breakup songs. They’re truth songs. Each track is a reckoning: with betrayal, with silence, with the ache of “almost,” and with the divine voice that says, You’re not broken—you’re becoming.
From the quiet devastation of The Truth Behind Your Eyes to the spiritual fire of the title track, this album walks through grief without flinching. It names the pain, honors the love, and refuses to carry what was never yours to hold. The final song, He Gave Me Shoes, is both a benediction and a boundary—a reminder that God doesn’t always send rescue. Sometimes, He sends someone who knows how to crawl in and walk out with you.
This is an album for anyone who’s ever loved deeply, lost cleanly, and risen sacred.

The Truth Behind Your Eye

Almost Wasn't Enough

I Would’ve Stayed

I’ve Done It Myself

I’m Not Waiting Anymore

I Don’t Need the Ending

He Never Planned to Tell Me

I See You Now

He Gave Me Shoes

Album Description — Spiritual Warfare: Keep Your Demons
This album is my testimony — the truth of what I lived through, what I survived, and what God revealed to me in the darkest season of my life.
I was pulled into a third, forth, fifth‑party situation by someone who claimed he loved me. He told me he was divorcing, told me to wait, told me to trust him.  And I did — not because I’m naïve, but because God placed unconditional love for him in my heart.  I had never experienced this kind of love, it had never been my nature to love anyone like this. Normally, one lie and I’m gone. No second chances. But this was different, and I didn’t understand why until much later.
As time passed, the truth unraveled. It will be 2 years on February 28, 2026
He wasn’t divorcing.
He wasn’t committed to any of us. 
He was hooking up with multiple people, playing everyone, lying to all of us while pretending to be the victim. 
And while he was doing that, he was also moving in darkness — binding spells, destiny‑swap attempts, humiliation rituals, manipulation, and spiritual attacks meant to break me. They saw me as competition when I was at my lowest. They wanted my gifts, my light, my calling. They wanted to silence me. They wanted me gone.
But God had eyes on the inside.
God showed me everything.
Shady Activity. Drug Addiction. Sex Addiction. Dark magic.
The very things they thought would elevate them became their downfall.
And through all of it, God protected me.
There were moments when the spiritual attacks were so heavy that I could feel them physically. They wanted me to destroy myself. They wanted me to collapse under the weight of their rituals. But even in the darkest moment, when an intrusive image flashed through my mind, I stood firm and said, “You’re out of your mind if you think I’m doing that.”
Because the only thing I fear is God — not people, not demons, not darkness, not death.
God surrounded me with war angels.
God sharpened my discernment.
God strengthened my intuition.
God kept me alive.
Every attack they sent became a lesson.
Every curse became a classroom.
Every shadow became a revelation.
I learned how to stand, how to see, how to return what wasn’t mine to carry.
And I realized something powerful:
I was placed in this season on purpose.
Not to be destroyed — but to expose what needed to be exposed.
Not to fall — but to rise.
Not to fear — but to testify.
This album is the sound of my awakening.
It’s the story of how I broke free from manipulation, spiritual warfare, and deception.
It’s the record of how God turned every attack into wisdom, every betrayal into strength, and every wound into a weapon of truth.
These songs are my voice, my clarity, my strategy, my survival, and my victory.
I move in silence until God tells me to speak — and now I’m speaking.
Through lyrics.
Through testimony.
Through truth that reaches the world.
Spiritual Warfare: Keep Your Demons is not just an album.
It’s the declaration that I know exactly what was done.
I know who did it.
I know why.
And I know that God saw it all — and protected me through every moment.
This is my story.
This is my season.
This is my purpose.
And this is only the beginning.

Won't He Do It

I'm a genre-blending songwriter, worship leader, and spiritual storyteller. My sound doesn’t fit inside a typical Christian or Gospel box—it’s rooted in clarity, truth, and lived experience. I write music that’s raw, educational, and anchored in Scripture, often shaped by the emotional highs and lows of walking through this world with Jesus by my side.
Yes, I’ve written songs as I'm learning to surrendering fully to Him—and no, I’m not perfect now. I’m human, growing in His ways daily. But I won’t write anything that opens doors to darkness. Every lyric is intentional. Every track is a reflection of the healing, insight, and truth I’ve found—and want others to find too.
I'm a nurse by day, and helping people has always been at my core. Music is simply another way I do that now—through truth, through grace, through sound.