My white swan

The most beautiful journeys
on the most beautiful shores
out of sight
you stole them for me

the sweetest of faces 
and facade smiles 
to hide the ravagers
of a brutal childhood

i think of you 
whaterver the weather is 
i dream of you 
just like before 
My white swan 

All that remains from you 
are those old pictures 
of an unfailing friendship
but i haven't turned the page

i think you 
whatever the weather is 
i dream of you 
just like chasing the wind
we were like kings 
we were like beggars
my brother in blood 
my white swan 

Far away , i keep far away 
from those who called you « the black swan »
far away , from envious and means 
who understood nothing 
who just couldn 't even … see 

i think of you 
whaterver the weather is 
i dream of you 
just like before 
i look for you sometimes
in the corners of time 
my brother in blood 
my white swan

Mon Cygne Blanc (translated lyrics in description)

sounds like airplane but it is edward (pitchtempo) 45 seconds

classical guitar gone crazy

funky tunes

This is the 4th variation of a valse from Carulli. With many thanks to Blackbird for adding her beautiful voice.

valse 4

LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO THIS CRISIS OF MINE
>
I’M GOING THROUGH A DIFFICULT TIME
I THINK THIS IS ANOTHER CRISIS OF MINE
PERIODS OF PEACE ARE ALL TO BRIEF
I THINK I’M GOING OUT OF MY MIND
>
WAITING FOR THE LAST ONE TO END
A PAUSE BEFORE THE NEXT BEGINS
WAVES OF APPREHENSION WORTHY OF A MENTION
EVENTUALLY GET UNDER MY SKIN
>
GOOD SAMARITANS ARE TELLING ME TO HOLD THE LINE
AS THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN FOR THE THOUSANDTH TIME
NOTHING THEY CAN DO FOR ME, CAN’T CHANGE MY FLAWED DESIGN
ENSLAVED BY MY INSANITY I WATCH MYSELF DECLINE
>
DO GOODERS TRY TO TALK ME DOWN
BUT I NEVER QUITE UNWIND
LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE UNDERGROUND
SINCE MY WHOLE EXISTENCE FLATLINED

CRISIS OF MINE

Needs Potion

Winding Paths

Bass sound is made with my music software.
Shakuhachi flute with reverb.

Une petite lueur (a small glimmer).

PHNTMZN - WW - 2422442

Dreams from pre-birth of trees in blossom.

Dreams of Blossom Trees (remastered 2025)

GOTHIC FUNK & AUDIOBAKE collaborations.
Negative Fluency Effect isn’t looking to win any popularity contest, we’re all about RUBBING SOCIETY’S NOSE IN ITS OWN FILTH!

Musicians who don't give a crap about public or music industry approval write lyrics like these! I've been anti-establishment all my life, unlike the phoney, pretentious, preachy, I’m your saviour, Bono types out there with their MORAL POSTURING and STRATEGIC SURVIVAL tactics! No fame, no fortune, no recognition, but we’ll leave this world with our truth to power authenticity and integrity intact!

CRISIS OF MINE

NEGATIVE FLUENCY EFFECT