And I’ll see you
Every now and then but I guess it’s not enough
Everything i do is not enough for me, so
I’ll be here, even if it hurts just because I hate myself
Even if it hurts doesn’t mean I don’t try hard

And I don’t hear from you and soon all I will be 

Every night I lose some more
And every day I hear it more
And every night I want some more 
And every night I lose my mind
And every night I lose some more
And every day I hear it more
And every night I lose control
And every night I lose my mind

Today, doesn’t seem so bad but I need some help 
Everything i do doesn’t seem the way I go
And you’ll be every thing you said you didn’t want to be
Every thing you said you didn’t want to be

Every night I lose some more
And every day I hear it more
And every night I want some more 
And every night I lose my mind
And every night I lose some more
And every day I hear it more
And every night I lose control
And every night I lose my mind

And I don’t hear from you and soon all I will be

ours

Losing Control

Losing Control - Wet Cigarettes

Illusion

Into Oblivion

Dreaming Again

The Time To Say

we‘re landlocked out, around the house
a flock of clouds pouring down
i know you you know i‘m sure
we’re on our way out of town

you find a name replacing dad
a better man to rest your head
it‘s not mine believe i‘ve tried
i need one for myself yet

you get what you didn’t give and i can’t do it enough
quit being with me as if im not giving it up

i worry so much about you 
i worry so much without you 

i worry so much about you 
i worry so much without you 

©2025 Old Attic Records

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Song about alien abduction and anxiety

Video available : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cf1lxRZtAc
Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/6KIdzlUqwjBBf6q29pkh66

Abducted (They came at Night)

Talkism is a good term for my work. By merging the verb talk with the ‘ism’ postfix, I find it perfect to define the global feeling of my surrounding world where too many people and machines talk with very little action to follow. Whether the talk comes from a biased AI, threatening social media, conspirators, or politicians, the goal is usually the same. The words serve the talker’s interests despite potential collateral damages. Therefore, talkism becomes the science of those who are trying to shape the world with their speeches, putting science and human-based social intelligence at risk.

Daughter and Dad

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Taken from the AA side 12", out 14th Feb 2020. Pre-order here - https://smarturl.it/WhiteFlowers 

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On the third floor of an abandoned textile mill to the north of Preston, a wave of strange musical beauty is blossoming. Brought up on the sounds of 80s Manchester though too young to have experienced it first hand, White Flowers, made up of Katie Drew and Joey Cobb, make gloriously gothic dreampop that’s as ambiguous as it is beautiful and exciting.

On 15th January 2020, the duo release Night Drive the first track from their debut double A-sided single Tough Love Records which also features the track Portra.

Co-produced by Doves’ guitarist, Jez Williams, Night Drive’s guitars carry a Kevin Shields-esque drone, as they swirl above its fragmented arrangement. Apocalyptic in nature, it twists and turns - thematically covering anxiety, fragility and frustration, while reminding that, even in the lowest of moments, one should not lose hope. 

‘Creating and crafting the songs has always been a therapeutic outlet for us,’ Cobb stated. ‘It’s been a long process, but it’s been one which has helped us deal with the frustration, worries and difficulties that come with every day life. It’s definitely a very cathartic record. It serves as a kind of journal of growing up and maturing in the 21st Century.’

Having begun life as scraps of ideas on a laptop, the songs were carefully crafted by the pair, before Williams got on board. 

‘At times, it’s easy to lose sight of the bigger picture when you’re so involved in the song,’ Drew noted. ‘Jez was great at drawing out the most important aspects. A lot of the songs are first takes - recorded at home in a very lo-fi way, but Jez gave us confidence. He made us realise that the rawness and the accidents are where the magic is. As fans of Doves, we’ve always admired the soundscapes and sampling techniques that they use, so it was a privilege to work with him.
Prior to the release, White Flowers will be heading out on tour with Toy to celebrate Independent Venue Week. The dates are as follows:

25.01.20 – Independent – SUNDERLAND
26.01.20 – The Live Rooms – CHESTER
27.01.20 – The Boileroom – GUILDFORD
28.01.20 – The Cookie – LEICESTER
29.01.20 – The Smokehouse – IPSWICH
20.01.20 – Esquires – BEDFORD
31.01.20 – The Joiners – SOUTHAMPTON
01.02.20 – Ramsgate Music Hall – RAMSGATE

The double A-side single, Night Drive / Portra will be released on 12” vinyl on February 14th and is limited to 100 copies. It comes in a hand stamped sleeve and includes a ‘zine produced by the band. The band’s debut album will be released later in 2020.

Dreaming Again

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