Negative Xp - dual wielding smgs (reupload)

met him when i was a kid
liked super heroes and anime
we played along for years
been throught and emo phase

and thats when you came by
you said you loved me for a long time
and i really wanna believe
and you fucked up everything

destroyed my life
steal my best friend
fucked up my fucking
reputation

was my first date
and my first hate
but i blamed myself
and only myself

dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that

my ex gf screwed my childhood friend (ft. chernoperson)

i've forgotten how to love
please don't take it personally
i don't feel a thing at all
i can't even write this song

work and eat, fall asleep
stare at phone for dopamine
i don't care, i don't care
i care, i don't care

you'll be sorry when i'm gone
expectations are subversive
it's not even cynical
life and death have been inverted

sinister irony
all-consuming apathy
i don't care, i don't care
i care, i don't care

i care

wanna smoke

dimetap cover

sadly they didnt have the best anime girl here

i wish you were real

song for g4mer
lyrics:
The floodgates open
At this point it's coping 
Not worth saving 
Not worth saying 
It all crumbles beyond 
Til you regret every bond
Not worth trying 
Not worth dying 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

3 in the morning paranoia roll in
Up all night and turning up in a coven
MDMA with my witches and we’re rolling
Pushing off coming down Mondays omen
Carb so on monoxide poisoning
Black mold walls I’m breathing in
Risen out I’m the revenant
Eye sight fade and my ears ring in

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish

Brackish

remixing of the old album because i hated how the old one was mixed and this will be going to spotify as well.

femcels aren't real

This is one of my oldest Songs from 1989… hear and enjoy this really old sounds of RX7 and DX7

Citylights

After the Game (demo)

i think one day
i will off myself
put a bullet in my brain
slit my wrists
or jump in front of a train

i always lie down
stare at the ceiling
i dont care bout anything
so sick of living life
always on my own
without a love interest

there is nothing for me
in this world
ive always felt misplaced
a stranger without a face
want to leave the human race
when will it end?

my familys so worried
but i dont care
they never cared bout me before
so sick of living life
always on my own
without a love interest

After the Game (demo)

NEGATIVE XP