television memories

that day i loved your company
my birthday and i think you agree
to talk about nothing and hang around
eat, coffe and snacks all over the mall

i loved your hugs and it felt so warm
keep you as friend, i dont needed more
but why you gotta be such a cunt
but why you have to be such a whore

you dont have daddy issues
just because your parents work
you act like your horny
but you are using people dont be such a dork

but i'll miss you
and i dont need to kiss you
you immature
piece of shit

you said you never been romantically loved
because you need attention not a cock
talk shit about everyone including me
but everybody know's, can't you see?

and i dont hate you dont get me wrong
but i hope your put this shit on your earphones
your mom's so sweet and your so pretty
so grow the fuck up as a human being

you dont have daddy issues
just because your parents work
you act like your horny
but you are using people dont be such a dork

but ill miss you
and i dont need to kiss you
your immature
piece of shit

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song about a girl (not all of them)

born to die

nothing left

this music is not for you (go_away)

Stay away from me
I don't want you around
I don't wanna belong to you
So you can put me down

I can't seem to breathe
Whenever you're near
I wanna fall asleep
Then disappear

Everybody knows
Or at least they act like they do
I guess that's the way it goes
When you're sad and blue

Stay away from me
I can't control myself
I don't need your company
I don't need your help

I can't seem to dream
Without wanting to cry
I fall apart at the seams
When you cross my mind

Everybody knows
Or at least they act like they do
I guess that's the way it goes
When you're sad and blue

I guess that's the way it goes
I wish that i knew

slit my wrists

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Lyrics:

[chorus]
I dont know what the fuck im doing
I think im fucking retarded
I think i'm gonna blow my brains out
I really just wanna lie down

[verse]
And you know how i changed for you
You know i tried to be better
And you know that i tried for you
And now my fucking head hurts

[chorus]
I dont know what the fuck im doing
I think im fucking retarded
I think i'm gonna blow my brains our 
I really just wanna lie down

[bridge]
I know that
Everything changes
I think that
I tried to stop it
And i know
That you never cared
And now i'm here
With ASMR and tears

[chorus]
I dont know what the fuck im doing
I think im fucking retarded
I think i'm gonna blow my brains out
I really just wanna lie down

[Outro]
Just wanna lie down 
oh fuck my throat dude holy shit :sob:

Bug (demo)

NEGATIVE XP