credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

I Don't Wanna Hold Your Hand

I'm camo'd up, don't give a fuck
Shoot you down like a buck
Run you down with my truck
To the ground, you're out of luck
I'm camo'd up, suck my cock
Shoot you down with my Glock
Run you down, out of town
With my truck, I'm camo'd up
Camo'd up
Camo'd up

Camo'd up in the swamp
On the block with my Glock
Walk and talk in my Crocs
Rock and roll, I'm on patrol
Who are you? I don't know
Ammo dump into your soul
Camo'd up, out of control
Don't give a fuck in Mossy Oak

Camo'd up with 30 mags
I'm coming up, you're in the back
Sucking dick like it's fun
I'm in the truck with your mom
Camo'd up with 30 bands
Fucking up your favorite bands
Realtree Edge, my favorite brand
30 Glock up in your glands

This ain't multicam, it's Badlands
I might be a bad man
I might be the bad guy
Say goodnight, say goodbye
Realtree Edge and AP
Mossy Oak Infinity
I'm coming up, I'm royalty
I'm camo'd up, you're nobody

I'm camo'd up, don't give a fuck
Shoot you down like a buck
Run you down with my truck
To the ground, you're out of luck
I'm camo'd up, suck my cock
Shoot you down with my Glock
Run you down, out of town
With my truck, I'm camo'd up

Camo'd Up (Original Version)

You got nothing to say
But everyone to blame
You act so proud
You should be ashamed

You got nothing to do
But everything to lose
You cry out loud
You're being abused

I can see and hear
I don't really care
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I can think and feel
I don't think you're real
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna hear from you
Hear about the things you do
I don't wanna hear you out
About what you're going through
It's a pretty simple fact
I don't like the way you act
We really can't talk it out
I don't wanna talk it out

I Wish Blocking People Would Kill Them

sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

You might think that I'm cool not your typical loser
Ever since high-school I've been a  gooner
Six feet tall got a chiseled jaw
Not an ounce of fat is on me at all
All these stupid Stacys always wanna fuck me
Honestly I find them disgusting
I don't want the touch of a women or a man
All I need to do is jerk it with my hand

You might say I'm pornsexual
Don't need to be consensual
Real people never did it for me
My preference has always been 2D

Tried to fuck this bitch had the biggest pair of tits
She showed me her pussy I couldn't stomach it
Is there something wrong I said of course
You don't even look like a cartoon horse
People are surprised when I say I'm into that
Piss rape gore and even scat
There's nothing in this world that won't get me hard
I even fucked my dog in the backyard

Goon Chad

1965

A Punk Song

LOW-T

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

Pop-Phlodge x Strider 

Lyrics:

Hate my life like Ronnie McNutt
When I get bored I'll grab a gun
I won't see the next rising sun
cause this world is no fun

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt

Im on stream, all alone
got my friends and family on the phone
lost my job I cant pay my loans
No gf im on my own

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt (x2)

Camo'd Up (Original Version)

NEGATIVE XP