my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

pen pals cover

feel no shame about shape
weather changes their phrase
even mother will show you another way

so put your grasses on
nothing will be wrong
theres no blame, theres no fame
its up to you the first words should be finded
whatever hold you back I can, I can get it off

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

have no fear for real, its just a turning wheel
once you start up, theres no other way
dont put your eyes on boots, step toward your roots
theres no aid, theres no trade it belongs to you

before you miss something given
you should know what's the truth
i can, I can make it out

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

before you miss something given
you should know what's the truth
i can, i can make it out

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

tell me why

Watch Me Bleed

They are real cant you feel
All the evil in the air
I got pictures i got proof
Why does no one even care
Run the earth in disguise
Why cant you see through their lies

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Were so dumb, theres no choice
I guess well just be destroyed
In this game that they play
I feel like i am a toy
Fuck things up just for fun
Were just puppets til theyre done

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Blame it all on them
Theyre rent free in my head
They want us to be dead
And i dont care
Cause we deserve it all
Our conscience is so small
Theyre rightfully appalled by the human race


Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them

Space Demons in NATO

Retarded

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Computer Shy

Lost and Found

Fried by Screentime

Fried By Screen Time

im so sick of it all
got no friends who care to call
and i am working all the time
its taking a toll on my mind

wake up go to work
come home late is it even worth it
up and repeat the very next day
i am wasting my life away

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

the day will come when im fed up 
and i decide to make the jump
and end it all and as i fall
ill think of my friends who didnt call
to see if im okay
they probably wouldnt care anyway
so lets just get it over with
cuz nobody cares about me shit

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

Computer Shy

NEGATIVE XP