Negative XP Fell Off When He Stopped Doing the Obnoxiously Long Song Titles

uh excuse the way it sounds lol i fuckin suck at mixing  atleast drums actually came out good

verse
she appears to me
in my dreams
i want her now
so i call her name
then i wake up and she's not there
soon she will be mine and i will  be alright

chorus
everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy 
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long 
please come back it wont go wrong

verse
she comes to me and tells me that she loves me
i tell her back and tell her don't you ever leave
she has to go oh no
if you ever come back
will you let me know?

chorus
everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy 
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long 
please come back it wont go wrong

girl in my dreams

Lyrics:

I woke up in bed, I’m alone again
You should be with me, not with him
I feel so tired, broken up inside 
I failed again why do I even try

Life fucking sucks, I wanna sleep in
You left bruised scarred and beaten
Nothing left I just stare and sigh
I hate that you’re with that guy


My heart bleeds and it’s cause of you
You tore me apart and now I’m through
So many things that I would undo
So many thing that made me bruised

It’s not like you ever cared
It’s not like you were ever there

My heart bleeds and it’s cause of you
You tore me apart and now I’m through
So many things that I would undo
So many thing that made me bruised

Bruised

Soon you'll be turning 21
I hope you had a lot of fun
Right now its hard to believe
Soon you'll look back on 23

You'll see the changes in your face
You'll see the lines around your eyes
You'll feel the pain of watching as
You have to tell old friends goodbye

But life's not over when you're 25
You still got so much time to be alive
I cant tell if I'm doing this thing right
I feel ok so I guess that means I'm fine

I Feel Ok (So I Guess That Means I'm Fine)

Across the countryside, the girls are reading Marx
Discussing modern theories on philosophy and art
They spend their worthless currency on pleasures after dark
Hits of morphine in the cabaret, can't blame them it's been hard

Living between the endless wars, under a parliament of whores
Beside the rubble of the churches and schools that stood before
Is it so wrong, all that they want is to feel seen
They're putting on their makeup like thе girls in glamour magazines

Pretty girls in pretty drеsses
Great wars and great depressions
Postwar pleasure, lovely Weimar girls
Weimar girls like to stay out late
They put out on the second date
They're not naïve, they just want play
Because they may only have today

They watch the Mark hyperinflate
Watch as the empire incubates
An ideology of hate
Coming in totalitarian state

Weimar girls
What can we do?
What can we do?

Weimar girls
Tell me the truth
Are we all doomed?

Even in my moderate world
You'll always be my Weimar girls
So hold me as we watch it all repeat

Weimar girls
What can we do?
What can we do?
Weimar girls
Tell me the truth
Are we all doomed?

Weimar girls
What can we do?
What can we do?

Weimar girls
Tell me the truth
Are we all doomed?

Weimar girls
What can we do?
What can we do?

Weimar girls
Tell me the truth
Are we all doomed?

Weimar girls

Unknown

Weimar Girls (Cyborg9k cover)

When you get to the top
I hope you get pushed down 
If you ever get lost
I hope you’re never found 
You love to hear yourself talk
About how you’re so great
When you’re feeling so hot
I hope you realize it’s fake

You’re always acting
Nothing that you say is true
You’re not a good friend
There’s a reason no one likes you
You play a victim
Because That’s all you know how to do
I don’t care that I win
Just as long as you lose

When you start doing well
I hope you burn in hell
When things start going your way
I hope it ends in dismay
I used to not be this mad
But you made me feel this wrath
Now I just hope that you die 
And I will never comply

I hope all of your friends
Stop playing along 
I wish you wouldn’t pretend
That you did nothing wrong 
It’s not that hard to admit
But you’re fucked and stupid
I hope someday you realize
The weight of What you did

Bitch

This is what I'm thinking in the shower after getting rejected for the 10,000th time

I hadn't been on a date in so long
Burned her a CD with her favorite songs
But she turned me down so i snapped it in half
I'm so full of hate, I'm not stopping at that

So I'm killing stacy
'cuz she'd never date me
Won't even look at me
Now she has no choice

I'm killing her friends now
Kill every foid in this town
Till I reach my last round
I'll save that for me

Make you beg for mercy
Plead and cry on your knees
Make you say you love me
But you're still gonna die

Just wanted to love you
Now I have to kill you
Ohhh BANG BANG

It didn't have to end up this way
Could've gone out with me, even just for a day
I would've been the best husband and dad
There was never a chance since I'm not a chad

So I'm killing stacy
'cuz she'd never date me
Won't even look at me
Now she has no choice

I'm killing her friends now
Kill every foid in this town
'till I reach my last round
I'll save that for me

Make you beg for mercy
Plead and cry on your knees
Make you say you love me
But you're still gonna die

Just wanted to love you
Now I have to kill you
Ohhh BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG

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NEGATIVE XP