took shooter away

Time to waste

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

School Shooter   Trash 2   05 Bad Habits

School Shooter  Trash 2  10 Lobotomy

School Shooter   Trash 2   25 Fever Dream

Pls follow crustsox

https://open.spotify.com/track/0K2UPQGWWtQZEsjjE0UGt0?si=sQblAa44QCiowGz26nsyLw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5dnR9W8p9J29W2l7
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Lyrics:
Twenty years, but I feel like I'm hundred
Every year the weight of it just crushes
Like my age is actually in dog years
Hopefully I won't wake in the morning


Forced to speak but don't know what say now
Can't be arsed, I think I might just lay down
Everything just makes it hard to keep calm
Old yeller, put me down on the farm


I told you once before
This life's not worth a shot
I'm like a rabid dog
Please blow my head off
My head off


Keep the grind, to buy the clothes and dumb shit
You don't need but it feels good to own it
Worry dolls to listen to my secrets
Threw them all away, yeah they can keep 'em


Further north, the nature gets more common
All the fields look beautiful in the sun
Hopped the fence, and saw it all from the peak
But everything I thought about was so bleak


I don't know where you've been
And you sentence me again
To a circle I don't want to stay in


I told you once before
This life's not worth a shot
I'm like a rabid dog
Please blow my head off

Crustsox-YELLER

I Don't Wanna Talk (Demo Version)

CRY 4 HELP

school shooter - CRAZY 4 U (alternative version)

VERSE 1
im trapped, im doomed
wasting in my room
it's who i am
barely a man
my voice, my soul
all ever so sore
my "friends", so-called
left me so cold

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont

VERSE 2
im doomed, im trapped
the empathy i lack
my heart, my hope
all of which are broke
the most of my
pain of which i try
to force away
was caused by me in the first place

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont
so cold

A Picture Of A Girl Slitting Her Wrists Hidden In A Kids Toy

i wake up still unemployed and
make myself a cup of soylent
logon to my favourite website
and scroll through till the end of daylight

you say that i'm
simply wasting my life
oh, all my days are gone
wasted on reddit.com

kind stranger
thank you for the gold
kind stranger
am i the asshole?
kind stranger
why are my girlfriend's boyfriends all
ignoring me

my cat is so obese
post him on reddit so that he
can be laughed at by online people
dont sit here and try to tell me that i'm evil

i'm wholesome 100
you're probably a normie
who doesn't like big chungus
and browses ifunny
i saw a kid who liked fortnite
so i bullied him to suicide

kind stranger
thank you for the gold
kind stranger
am i the asshole?
kind stranger
why are my girlfriend's boyfriends all
ignoring me

Kind Stranger

big thanks to duder for giving me the download link
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3ynHwebQJEXdzvRr8nkkJw

trash 2

killing myself for u

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

I Don't Wanna Talk (Demo Version)

NEGATIVE XP