Is It Over For Me?

Watch Me Bleed

It could be easy
pretending that you don't care
live without feelings
But soon there'll be nobody there

And I know that you’re smiling.
but I know that you're lying
Cause outside you're laughing
but inside you're dying

no one has to know
better dead than alone

She made it easy.
You couldn’t fight her anymore
Can be so easy
to become all the things we abhor

And I know that you’re smiling.
but I know that you're lying
Cause outside you're laughing
but inside you're dying

no one has to know
when I take you home
no one has to know
better dead than alone

Better Dead Than Alone

Zoning Out Ruined My Life

RiversOfHell.m4a

1965

Cops Beating Down On Hippie Scum At The 1968 Democratic National Convention

LOW-T

Lost and Found

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

Remains
Im tired of life
Im tired of my wife
I know your lies
I have a suprise

You’re cheating on your love
Is he what you think of
I want him dead
Im going to blow his head

Oh I know baby what your doing to me
Do you think I’m blind to not see 
Im tired of you and your stupid you
Breaking your skulls will bring me so much joy

My dear, my heart
Im gonna take you apart
I walk into your room
I’ll take you both to your doom

I grab my gun
I thought I was your one
I blow his face
He wanted to see the grace

I blow out your it brains
I chop up your remains
That’s what you get
For making me upset

I bury your corpse
Im sorry it took this course
The next day
I’ll leave this fucking place

Lost and Found

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