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https://blog.uglymaladaptedloser.com/2022/10/october-33333333333333333.html

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lyrics: 

Everybody always talking about me
I don’t know why I always get bullied
I never knew life was gonna be so mean
Please god I wish I was happy
I don’t think I’ll ever be happy
Anger issues why I’m always so snappy
I’m a loser, super scrawny and low t
Please god won’t someone help me

I’m a loser
I have no friends
And no life to live

I’m a loser
Please leave me alone
I wish I was dead

Contemplating thoughts of suicide
All I ever do is cry and cry
Feel so empty
Feel so mad inside
Lately I just wanna die

I’m a loser
I have no friends
And no life to live

I’m a loser
Please leave me alone
I wish I was dead

Loser

Watch Me Bleed

You got nothing to say
But everyone to blame
You act so proud
You should be ashamed

You got nothing to do
But everything to lose
You cry out loud
You're being abused

I can see and hear
I don't really care
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I can think and feel
I don't think you're real
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna hear from you
Hear about the things you do
I don't wanna hear you out
About what you're going through
It's a pretty simple fact
I don't like the way you act
We really can't talk it out
I don't wanna talk it out

I Wish Blocking People Would Kill Them

You said you're gonna smash the industry
You believe in fairy tales and fantasy
You're lost in your asshole
You suck and you swallow
You rhyme note by note with a song somebody else wrote

You're too short
And you're ugly
You're on drugs
You're unfunny
You're too weird
And you can't sing
You can't write
You're annoying

You traced your music
I can't believe you're that stupid
You traced your music
I can't believe you're that stupid

You wore a leather jacket, smoked a cigarette
I guess for some reason that means punk's not dead
You're lost in your asshole
You suck and you swallow
You rhyme note by note with a song somebody else wrote

You're too short
And you're ugly
You're on drugs
You're unfunny
You're too weird
And you can't sing
You can't write
You're annoying

You traced your music
I can't believe you're that stupid
You traced your music
I can't believe you're that stupid

I Can't Believe You're That Stupid

You need to shut up
Or keep sucking cock
'Cause when you sing a song
It sounds like it's all wrong
You should go back to your bong

But the songs I sing
Are sweet like tea
But when you sing a song
It sounds like it's all wrong
You sound really fucking dumb

You need to shut up
Please shut the fuck up
'Cause when you sing a song
It sounds like it's all
Sounds like it's all
Sounds like it's all
Wrong

Another Diss Track

I couldn't tell you what you wanted to hear
I tried to be sincere with you
It didn't get through to you
Maybe I came off a little too severe
With my hopes and fears
So you disappeared

Now you're on a roll
Now you're in control
They do what you want them to do
They all want a part of you
Now you sold your soul
Now I don't know you no more
You do what they want you to do
They're all a part of you

You couldn't tell me what I needed to hear
You couldn't be sincere with me
I guess that was naive of me
Maybe I saw something that really wasn't there
Since I felt so scared
That you didn't care

Now they all swear by you
Now they're all there for you
You do what they want you to do
They all get a part of you
Now you're raising hell
Now you lost yourself
You do what they want you to do
They all become a part of you

Sycophants in stereo
Wherever you go
Wherever you go
Sycophants in stereo
Wherever you go
Wherever you go
Wherever you go

Sycophants (In Stereo)

I'm yawning through the ceiling
And I hold on to that feeling
I end my sentence with a comma
But there's no ending to the drama

And I feel like shit
I'm too old for this
I don't want to play
But I need to win
There's no time to waste
And no room for saves
I don't want to lose
But I don't want to play

And I'm crawling in the darkness
And I'm losing all my kindness
I end my sentence with a comma
But there's no ending to the drama

And I feel like shit
I'm too old for this
I don't want to play
But I need to win
There's no time to waste
And no room for saves
I don't want to lose
But I don't want to play

Original Soundtrack (Original Version)

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Buy/Stream

Dream Array

I got this headache
From all of my mistakes
My eyes are blurry
And all I do is worry
I'm cold and hungry
And it stopped being funny
A long, long time ago
The more I learn, the less I know

I got this feeling
Everything is bleeding
My heart is draining
And I just keep complaining
I feel defeated
And I just keep repeating
The same old tired lines
The more I search, the less I find

The best of what I give to you
Ya take it like it's old and used
I can't believe the things you do
When you know how much it means to me
Ya act like I can't hear or see

I got this headache
From all of my mistakes
My eyes are blurry
And all I do is worry
I'm cold and hungry
And it stopped being funny
And maybe it never was
The more I play, the more I want to pause

The best of what I give to you
Ya take it like it's old and used
I can't believe the things you do
When you know how much it means to me
Ya act like I can't hear or see

The best of what I give to you
Ya act like it's not enough for you

The Best Of (Original Version)

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Bandcamp: https://yuuni.bandcamp.com/track/sugar-rush
 
Genre - Hi-Tech/Techcore

from: LIBEREX 003

Sugar Rush 【F/C LIBEREX 003】

Hey everyohe,

Proud to release this one with https://soundcloud.com/br_dges
Its a bit of a hybrid of styles a bit like "hashiriya' I released last year. 

Hope you guys enjoy and can support BRDGES. Letting go free for a limited time.  

Bless x

BRDGES x BUCKY - IN MY DARKNESS

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Mkultra Victim

and michael cera ruined a whole generation of white boys

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World Ruined a Whole Generation of Women

birdbath - imdeadanditsyourfault☆

Hallowed- C.O.R.O.N.A

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check out the music video: https://youtu.be/_4-TjwH3LJY (by @somatv)

i love you, fedgirl
you make me feel like everything's okay
you always make me feel so gay
no matter the time of day

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

and when i cry
i know you're there on the other side
cyber hugging me to comfort me, fedgirl

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

The Best Of (Original Version)

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