ϟϟ-NXP Mixtape

Time to waste

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

I'm camo'd up, don't give a fuck
Shoot you down like a buck
Run you down with my truck
To the ground, you're out of luck
I'm camo'd up, suck my cock
Shoot you down with my Glock
Run you down, out of town
With my truck, I'm camo'd up
Camo'd up
Camo'd up

Camo'd up in the swamp
On the block with my Glock
Walk and talk in my Crocs
Rock and roll, I'm on patrol
Who are you? I don't know
Ammo dump into your soul
Camo'd up, out of control
Don't give a fuck in Mossy Oak

Camo'd up with 30 mags
I'm coming up, you're in the back
Sucking dick like it's fun
I'm in the truck with your mom
Camo'd up with 30 bands
Fucking up your favorite bands
Realtree Edge, my favorite brand
30 Glock up in your glands

This ain't multicam, it's Badlands
I might be a bad man
I might be the bad guy
Say goodnight, say goodbye
Realtree Edge and AP
Mossy Oak Infinity
I'm coming up, I'm royalty
I'm camo'd up, you're nobody

I'm camo'd up, don't give a fuck
Shoot you down like a buck
Run you down with my truck
To the ground, you're out of luck
I'm camo'd up, suck my cock
Shoot you down with my Glock
Run you down, out of town
With my truck, I'm camo'd up

Camo'd Up (Original Version)

I got this headache
From all of my mistakes
My eyes are blurry
And all I do is worry
I'm cold and hungry
And it stopped being funny
A long, long time ago
The more I learn, the less I know

I got this feeling
Everything is bleeding
My heart is draining
And I just keep complaining
I feel defeated
And I just keep repeating
The same old tired lines
The more I search, the less I find

The best of what I give to you
Ya take it like it's old and used
I can't believe the things you do
When you know how much it means to me
Ya act like I can't hear or see

I got this headache
From all of my mistakes
My eyes are blurry
And all I do is worry
I'm cold and hungry
And it stopped being funny
And maybe it never was
The more I play, the more I want to pause

The best of what I give to you
Ya take it like it's old and used
I can't believe the things you do
When you know how much it means to me
Ya act like I can't hear or see

The best of what I give to you
Ya act like it's not enough for you

The Best Of (Original Version)

https://youtu.be/hNDco3XaFY0 where i got it

Fried By Fluoride - The Love I Lost

Heavy Metal (Alternate Mix)

Rip Out My Heart (Alternate Mix)

Everyday Weekend (Alternate Mix)

Pls follow crustsox

https://open.spotify.com/track/0K2UPQGWWtQZEsjjE0UGt0?si=sQblAa44QCiowGz26nsyLw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5dnR9W8p9J29W2l7
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Lyrics:
Twenty years, but I feel like I'm hundred
Every year the weight of it just crushes
Like my age is actually in dog years
Hopefully I won't wake in the morning


Forced to speak but don't know what say now
Can't be arsed, I think I might just lay down
Everything just makes it hard to keep calm
Old yeller, put me down on the farm


I told you once before
This life's not worth a shot
I'm like a rabid dog
Please blow my head off
My head off


Keep the grind, to buy the clothes and dumb shit
You don't need but it feels good to own it
Worry dolls to listen to my secrets
Threw them all away, yeah they can keep 'em


Further north, the nature gets more common
All the fields look beautiful in the sun
Hopped the fence, and saw it all from the peak
But everything I thought about was so bleak


I don't know where you've been
And you sentence me again
To a circle I don't want to stay in


I told you once before
This life's not worth a shot
I'm like a rabid dog
Please blow my head off

Crustsox-YELLER

Tired of Trying (Demo Version)

i wake up still unemployed and
make myself a cup of soylent
logon to my favourite website
and scroll through till the end of daylight

you say that i'm
simply wasting my life
oh, all my days are gone
wasted on reddit.com

kind stranger
thank you for the gold
kind stranger
am i the asshole?
kind stranger
why are my girlfriend's boyfriends all
ignoring me

my cat is so obese
post him on reddit so that he
can be laughed at by online people
dont sit here and try to tell me that i'm evil

i'm wholesome 100
you're probably a normie
who doesn't like big chungus
and browses ifunny
i saw a kid who liked fortnite
so i bullied him to suicide

kind stranger
thank you for the gold
kind stranger
am i the asshole?
kind stranger
why are my girlfriend's boyfriends all
ignoring me

Kind Stranger

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Tired of Trying (Demo Version)

NEGATIVE XP