I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream

Spawnkilled

Lazy (Original Version)

Black, brown, green, and tan. M81 Woodland.

Covered from head to toe in a great disruptive uniform got my face paint on to match the color scheme. Ghillie on helmet and by pack. Lugless boots to hide my tracks. NVGs so I can see.

Key the mic on my Baofeng to call my bros. Eat my MRE sleep in the hole. Scan my sector for OPFOR. Got a GP pouch full of batteries. My canteens are topped off, shit I forgot my poncho.

M81 Woodland

Lyrics:

i hope you blow your head off
i hope you fucking die
i really hope you suicide
i hope you hate your life
i dont really care if you cry
just please fucking die
i really hate your fucking guts
why do you fucking try

please die

I Hope You Fucking Die

Side effects include
Rapid change in mood
A lousy attitude
And recurring dreams of you

These side effects
Are messing with my head
These side effects
Are messing with my head

Lack of sleep and eating
Erratic heart beating
Losing and retreating
And it seems to just keep repeating

These side effects
Are messing with my head
These side effects
Are messing with my head

Side effects include
Not knowing what to do
Feeling sad and blue
And recurring dreams of you

Side Effect (School Shooter/NegativeXp)

Lyrics:
why is it so hard
not to give up again
on my own for the third time
don't know how to fit in
still have the letters you wrote me
guess I won't need them then
guess I really just can't see
when my time will begin

Moving On

everyday, i sit pondering
everyday, i spend wide awake
spending days, in my bed wondering
spending days on end, wide awake
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
i'm just worried about me
invested in all the bullshit
and i don't understand why
i always have to feel this way again
i wish i could control it
the image burned into the front of my head
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
invested in my decision
i invest time in myself

extinction

Villain (Demo Version)

Tired of Trying (Demo Version)

I wrote this song, after watching the movie, The Boatbuilder, and I have two friends, that are somewhere between Florida and Spain, on a Transatlantic Cruise, and my husband taking on a new job, and I'm trying to rediscover who I am, almost like an empty nest syndrome

You set sail across the sea
Miles to go , you gotta be free
You set sail, I watch the tide
Moving in and out of my life

I've got one life to live
One song left to sing
Though there's no money in it, only Jesus , the King
He, He gave me this voice, to use it  at His Word,
Wisdom invoked from on High
for this sweet by and by

Change is good for people they say
Growin older you're set in your ways
Time will tell as we journey on
Your heart is my home, this is where you belong

repeat chorus:

Be still and know
I am God over all of the earth
Be still and know I am God over all of the earth
Be still and know
I am God exalted over the earth
Be still and know
I am God exalted over the earth

repeat chorus

Villain (Demo Version)

NEGATIVE XP