bad vibes

Well I walk downtown and hate the world
There's not a lot I can afford
I don't have any cash to spend
So I take my gun and make amends
Im a sick shooter
A dirty looter, just low life scum that needs some funds
Im a sick sucker
Like the others so lock me up and send me away
Call 911 I'm nowhere close to done
I'm going postal this has just begun
It won't be long for I pop a pill
And leave this world with a final kill
Im a sick shooter
A dirty looter, just low life scum that needs some funds
Im a sick sucker
Like the others so lock me up and send me away
I'm a life taker
Heart breaker
Got no reasons left to live 
I'm a big loser
Just a user 
And this is where I'll take my stand

Sick Shooter

Nice to see the world ain't changed much
Easily turned deaf ears blind eyes
But the fake-out curtain call is
Yet another sign

Say we’re at the end of history
That it makes you just and right
You ignore rot festering
Cuz it ain’t you they’ll crucify

Are you blind or are you willing
In the death or the disdain
Are you emblem or the source
Of all the coming pain?

Say we’re at the end of history
Makes excuses not to fight
Evil works its tendrils in
When it’s not held in the light

Is this decay or completion of design?
I have to ask whether it’s a sign
In the great haiku of history
These stanzas shouldn’t rhyme
Is this dark path just being forged
Or are we biting well-worn fishline?

The End Of History

born to die

nothing left

black ops

when i die bury me at the emo gazebo

The world over-looks virginity,
The western world it fails to care,
The world is losing all its sanctity,
Beware of what you're losing,
You'll hurt when it's not there...

We're surfing kali yuga waves,
we're in degenerate times I wish that it made sense to me.
True love and God is dying out,
its so cold, my heart it aches,
I cope with endless hatred.
I'm so misunderstood,
empathy is dying out,
playing with the cards Ive been dealt,
has got me losing every round.
Im always panicking.
every single song I sing.
is remanence of scar tisssue
that’s building on my heart every day

AND I KNOW, THESE ARE TIMES
THAT I HATE.
I FEEL NOTHING BUT PAIN.
IM ALL ALONE,
SO HEAR ME WHINE.
IM A VOLCEL I WANT TO DIE.

I feel my seams are falling out,
“its okay”- they say but
Noones fabric’s colored like mine.
I clean my past with turpentine,
But the stains remain,
they remind me love is too hard to find.
I feel misunderstood,
Self destruction’s glued to my mind,
Ill smoke my cigarette and think about
the time’s that I’ve died.
I bought another gun
Point it in my mouth and then cry.
This emotional release is what reminds me
Im still alive.

Im now a volcel, Im just a no one
Im just a robot
Im wishing that it was that easy
Im just a hater, Im just a damn punk
Im just a fuck up
Im NOT AN INCEL, Im just a no one
Im just a robot
Im wishing that it was that easy
Im just a hater, Im just a damn punk
Im just a fuck up

(Oh to be born again,
Rebirth my innocence, 
Regain my lack of sin,
I curse myself again again)
Im wishing that it was so easy.

Reborn Celibate

i don't wanna think about it
I was raised by the internet and
numbers bring me happiness and 
I hate everything but this

I'm not gonna go back where I came 
I don't give a fuck my life is so lame
I don't do anything I just complain
I wanna sleep in and play video games
I don't have fun I don't have friends
 I just sit here till my end hold on a sec
 I think I need help 
I'm gonna kill myself

wasting (4x) I'm wasting away
hatred (4x) I'm so full of hate
kill me (4x) and please end the pain
wasting (4x) I'm wasting away

how am I supposed to fix myself
when all I wanna do is kill myself 
no matter how hard I try
seems I could never reach the highest shelf
nothing is real it's all an illusion 
feeding into my delusions
I wonder why I'm always losing
why the fuck am I not moving

wasting (4x) I'm wasting away
hatred (4x) I'm so full of hate
kill me (4x) and please end the pain
wasting (4x) I'm wasting away

wasting away

LEAVE OR LOVE

tides

Why Do Fools Fall in Love?

I've been hurt by the ones I've loved
With wounds that will never heal
I wonder as I watch the stars above
If it's a sin to feel
If love is really real

I see the darkness creeping in
And I let it take me in
Familiar just like a friend
It's a routine, it's a sin
It's a pain that never ends

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me

I usually don't understand
The plight of the common man
They muck about like dogs in a trance
With snake eyes and left hands
More like a beast than a man

And I won't ever understand
The evils of a woman
They fuck around like pigs in heat
Like rabid dogs hungry for meat
Like dogs that need to be beat

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Stab through my palms and laugh
Stab right into my back

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

Share the Pain

Shinin' in the sunlight
Rolling past the stop signs
Tunnel vision through the window
Going fast in slow-mo

Croslite Crocs on my two feet
Got the guns in the backseat
Tunnel vision through the window
Going fast in slow-mo

Need some rest, need some caffeine
I'm sad and I'm happy
Got a lot of immaturity
I got a lot of possibilities

Croslite Crocs on my two feet
Hair blowing in the cool breeze
Tunnel vision through the window
Going fast in slow-mo

I travel this lonely road
'Cause I know I'll die alone
I don't want or need nobody else
I just wanna be by myself

Why Do Fools Fall in Love?

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