A Punk Song

You Shouldn't Be Allowed to Listen to Music If You Watch the Needle Drop

Egirl

Woke up again today
With no missions and zero strength
I don't know how to play
And I don't want to anyway
Need to delete this game
And go back to another save

But my hard drive's fucked
Zero charisma, zero luck
I don't have any skills
Or the XP to fix my build

The simulation's fucked
Everything and everybody sucks
NPCs hate my guts
I wanna quit, want to log off
I'm not having any fun

(My hard drive's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(Zero charisma, zero luck) I'm not having any fun
(The simulation's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(I'm not having any fun) I'm not having any fun

Life is an RPG and I Fucked Up My Build

Year of the Horse

VERSE 1
im trapped, im doomed
wasting in my room
it's who i am
barely a man
my voice, my soul
all ever so sore
my "friends", so-called
left me so cold

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont

VERSE 2
im doomed, im trapped
the empathy i lack
my heart, my hope
all of which are broke
the most of my
pain of which i try
to force away
was caused by me in the first place

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont
so cold

A Picture Of A Girl Slitting Her Wrists Hidden In A Kids Toy

I hope that I'm all wrong,
cause I'd just can't go on,
cause I'd just can't go on.
Oh about all of this,
cause I'm a pessimist,
cause I'm a pessimist.
I just can't sleep at night,
my mind just keeps me up,
my mind just keeps me up.
Oh I wonder why,
oh faith is not enough,
oh faith is not enough.

All my fears,
come back to you.
What do I do,
knowin I'm losin you?
All my fears,
come back to you.
What do I do,
knowin I'm losin you?

I have no options left,
I must be movin on,
I must be movin on.
There is no hope left,
I must be lettin go,
I must be lettin go.
I just can't feel like this,
or I'd be stuck in place,
or I'd be stuck in place.
I guess that I tried,
oh faith is not enough,
oh faith is not enough.

All my fears,
come back to you.
What do I do,
knowin I'm losin you?
All my fears,
come back to you.
What do I do,
knowin I'm losin you?

Faith Is Not Enough

ClickThisDick

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

track artwork drawn by https://twitter.com/emocleo69

ate a nutella sandwich
but now mom's wiping at it
'cuz it's all over my cheeks

looking like a little joker
scars made out of snot and cocoa
... there's even some on my feet


i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid


how did we get so tall?
things were better back when we were small

can't watch the telly
until my plate is empty
i've turned my vegetables into mush

but i'm not stressing,
and i'm not learning my lesson,
on the comedown of a sugar rush


i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid

i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
maybe i'm better off dead...

how did we get so old?
when things were better back when we were
small

i was just a boy when i became a man
boy it's gotten way outta hand
growing up was never what i had in plan
but that's too bad, cuz no one gives a damn

i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid

i wanna be a kid again
wish i was still a kid

I Wanna Be A Kid

VERSE 1
i believe
in the monsters which lay beneath
my bed, i cradle sheets
all the time

i believe
reptiles run society
i make money from fallen teeth
all the time

and i believe
the moon is made of cheese
that i'm a celebrity
in due time

but i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention

CHORUS
please shut your mouth
you've never said a word
that someone's really heard

yeah, shut your mouth
everyone around
just wants you to pipe down

VERSE 2
you think that it's all okay
to say the things that are on your brain
well i think not

i dont care about your day
yet every day you need to explain
how it was

and i believe
the moon is made of cheese
that i'm a celebrity
in due time

but i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention
so shut your mouth

BRIDGE
i know it must seem
like im being really mean
but trust me when i say
i'm doing this for you

so that maybe
one day we'll finally 
agree on what you say
i'm doing this for you

cuz i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention

CHORUS
please shut your mouth
you've never said a word
that someone's really heard

yeah, shut your mouth
everyone around
just wants you to pipe down

so shut your mouth

You Shouldn't Be Allowed to Listen to Music If You Watch the Needle Drop

NEGATIVE XP