i am an icon with pollution in my eyes
i am subjected to experimental life
my head is filled with all the things you advertise
the common filth, the lie, the mental hell online

the world is easier to give up all the time
no point in hedonism if you are deprived
live on in agony or go ahead and die
oh, happy apathy, i'm so desensitized

mental hell online (common filth)

Villain (Demo Version)

Bootylicious Vinyl (Zebrahead Cover)

You Shouldn't Be Allowed to Listen to Music If You Watch the Needle Drop

We Love Our Cops

Year of the Horse

i need to take them!!!



lyric:
i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
some days i take twice my daily fill
they're the only thing keeping me chill

life is unremarkable until
my script is done and i need a refill
i know my doctors acting with good will
except the fucking consultation bill

when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because I'm mentally ill

i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
i don't care if i lose all free will
no brain left at all is better still


when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill        

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because i'm mentally ill

My pills

Sink into the Ground

Yelling At Inanimate Objects Instead of You

you're a guy
there's girl that you like
but instead of making any sort of pass at her
you decide to wallow in songs and cry

swallow your pride
if you have any at all
no, im not gonna try and pander to you all, cuz 

i think you're fucking stupid
so do your favourite bands
you listen to their music
like lyrics are commandments

"this girl, she's very pretty
oh no, she doesn't like me!
who could've saw this coming?
let's write a song about it

its our full discography
but you will all still buy it
yeah, you will all still buy it"

so, kindly
check this love letter from me
this love letter from me

every night
when you're hurt, when it's like
everything around you's coming down and
you surmise that you're gonna die 

you decide
tonight's the perfect time
to put on melancholic songs
and lie in bed till dawn

and here i am
a hypocrite i stand
cuz after all, im singing songs
and chanting, asking, scrawling on the walls

my ideologies
contritely judging all of these
same things which i have done

so, kindly
check this love letter from me
this love letter from me

LOVE-LETTER-FOR-YOU

track artwork drawn by https://twitter.com/emocleo69

ate a nutella sandwich
but now mom's wiping at it
'cuz it's all over my cheeks

looking like a little joker
scars made out of snot and cocoa
... there's even some on my feet


i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid


how did we get so tall?
things were better back when we were small

can't watch the telly
until my plate is empty
i've turned my vegetables into mush

but i'm not stressing,
and i'm not learning my lesson,
on the comedown of a sugar rush


i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid

i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
maybe i'm better off dead...

how did we get so old?
when things were better back when we were
small

i was just a boy when i became a man
boy it's gotten way outta hand
growing up was never what i had in plan
but that's too bad, cuz no one gives a damn

i don't want to be a grown up
i wanna be a kid
life gets worse as i get older
wish i was still a kid

i wanna be a kid again
wish i was still a kid

You Shouldn't Be Allowed to Listen to Music If You Watch the Needle Drop

NEGATIVE XP