Whirling Dervish

[Verse 1]
Drawing pictures in a cloud,
Trying not to think too loud,
Let the sky rewrite the things I fear.
Every line I sketch away
Softens what I couldn’t say,
Till the quiet feels a little near.

[Pre-Chorus]
I drift along the blue above,
Searching for a shape of love,
Something that won’t fall apart on me.

[Chorus]
’Cause it helps me breathe
When my thoughts aren't stuck on me,
And I’m as happy as I can be
With my fucking sanity.
I guess we’ll wait and see,
Yeah, wait and see
What’s in store for me.

[Verse 2]
Tracing circles in my mind,
Hoping they stay gentle, kind,
As the daylight pulls me through the haze.
Let the sparrows guide my eyes,
Let the breeze untangle lies,
Let the small things teach me how to stay.

[Pre-Chorus]
I follow all the drifting shapes,
Let them hold my quiet aches,
Float them somewhere softer, far from me.

[Chorus]
’Cause it helps me breathe
When my thoughts aren't stuck on me,
And I’m as happy as I can be
With my fucking sanity.
I guess we’ll wait and see,
Yeah, wait and see
What’s in store for me.

[Bridge]
Maybe tomorrow I’ll feel light,
Maybe I’ll sleep a fuller night,
Maybe I’ll learn to trust the space I keep.
But till the world makes sense again,
I’ll draw clouds like old friends,
Holding on to anything that’s sweet.

[Final Chorus]
’Cause it helps me breathe
When my thoughts aren't stuck on me,
And I’m as happy as I can be
With my fucking sanity.
I guess we’ll wait and see,
Yeah, wait and see
What’s in store for me.


Wait and See

Blue Horse

A playfully glutinous, yet sincere crooner-style Christmas ballad celebrating bacon as the star of the holiday feast.

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Christmas dinner by the fire’s glow
Pumpkin pie and mistletoe
They’re fine traditions, but if I might
There’s one dream I have tonight

I want bacon for Christmas, crispy and sweet
Candied with maple, my holiday treat
Turkey’s delightful, and ham’s just okay
But bacons the star of my Christmas Day

They bring figgy pudding, I nod and I smile
I’ll pass on the fruitcake, been a long while
Eggnog’s for sipping, pie’s for the rest
But crispy bacon is what I love best

I want bacon for Christmas, smoky and warm
Piled high on my plate, like art in form
Glistening ribbons of joy on display
Bacon’s the gift that makes my whole day

You can keep your goose, or your mincemeat pie
Gingerbread houses with candied bites to try
All those dishes have their place, you see
But nothing beats bacon, made just for me

Holiday roasts might warm the soul
But my Christmas craving always takes control
Its the one treat I keep near and dear
It’s the reason I love this time of year

I want bacon for Christmas, that’s my refrain
Crisp on the edges, with sweet maple rain
Deck all the halls and pour all the wine
But bacon for Christmas will always be mine

Yes… bacon for Christmas…
Is mine all mine....

Bacon for Christmas

My Soul

Bean Counter Extinction Event

Day to Day (Live at the Starline)

All My Cards [v1] - (11.18.2025)
Produced By LIVING PUFF
Written by Quinn on 11.18.2025


[Verse 1]
Ooh, oh
Never ever have I seen you look better
A flame that ignites like the stars & the heavens
I'll walk the walk with you through the bad whether
But me & you could never be together, I

Know that you feel it too
Me & you could never be together, baby
I feel the weight in this rainstorm lately 
Ooh, but


[Chorus 1]
Even with your flaws girl
You're perfect like the angel
That gets me through my worst days 
If my both my legs blew straight off
I'd find my way
Find my way
To you if, I am able

Here are all my cards
Got 'em laid out on the table 
Don't know why I'm so caught up on you
That's the truth
I Love you
That's the truth


[Verse 2]
And I've been tellin' myself to get up
(get up)
Yeah
Needed some help so I called for backup
 
You're swimmin' through a thousand thoughts
Drownin' in that ocean
I'm sailin' through the storm 
& I don't like my own emotions
But it's not you're fault 
I hope you know that 


[Chorus 2]
Even with your flaws girl
You're perfect like the angel
That gets me through my worst days
If my both my legs blew straight off
I'd find my way
Find my way
To you if, I am able
Here are all my cards
Got 'em laid out on the table 

You know I wanna save you
But it can't be me that saves you 
When you've fallen into darkness
Helpless but at least you're honest 
I know that's not some fable 
I Don't know why 
I don't know why 
I get so caught up over you

All My Cards

FadingShapes

she aint your average girl
she's cute but irregular
and she's so beautiful
i just wanna crawl inside of her

she aint your average girl
she's cute but irregular
and she's so beautiful
i just wanna crawl inside of her

do you think of me?
in your wettest dreams
i'll keep those memorieslocked in my mental schemes

why do you have to be so indifferent?

we cant find the words we wanna say
our lives have gone in such separate ways

im so boring and lame
god how does she hold any shame?
cuz everything she does
it makes me feel so safe
(oh something will change
for a better day)

cause she aint your average girl
she's cute but irregular
and she's so beautiful
i just wanna crawl inside of her

do you think of me?
in your wettest dreams
i'll keep those memories
locked in my mental schemes

i'll lock your memories in my mind forever

Heaven or Hell

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My Soul

Neha Chowdhury