ur songs hold a very special place in my heart 

That intro man.. gets me every time 🖤 beautiful song🫂

listened to this last summer 2022, now I'm at it again. <3

every once in a while, i came back to this song. so soothing

2 years ago I was in highschool now I'm in college. came back to this and it's still fire 🫡

Melancholy chill

Lyrics:

Roll out of bed and
Get in the clothes
I wore yesterday cus
No body knows when
Im on my own for
Weeks at a time
Just like I wanted
To escape from my life

I was stuck in my head
Going round and around
Getting hurt
by the same shit
Pushing my lower bound
To a limit that I never thought
I could reach
But I did
And I broke
Into a new me
Into a new me

I'm trying to change
Regain pieces I lost
Build new foundations
Over bridges I crossed
Growing in the headspace
I forced myself in
Hoping its all worth it
And it'll toughen my skin

For the next time I get crushed
I'll have some self-respect
And just leave like I did
Without making a mess
Of my head
And my heart
They can stay in my bones
I'll save them
For someone
Who won't try to take them home

Won' t try to take them home
Won't try to take them home
Mmm
Won't try to take them home
Mmm
Won't try to take them home

But knowing me
If they ask for them
I'll hand them over
And start this again
That's how I am
And I don't think I'll change
I think in this lifetime
I'm just destined for pain

Bones

lyrics:
it was raining outside but
i didn't mind i
like stormy weather
when we're together
stuck in the past i
wanna go back 'cause
now that it's over
i hate the weather

i'm not perfect
yeah i know that
but why do i deserve this?
said forever
but i never
knew that i would be at risk
had to sever
every tie
now i can't help but reminisce
and it kills me
but i guess i'll sleep it off

it was raining outside but
i didn't mind i
like stormy weather
when we're together
stuck in the past i
wanna go back 'cause
now that it's over
i hate the weather

i'll just sleep it off
yeah i'll sleep it off
i'll just sleep it off
yeah i'll sleep it off

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i hate the weather

missed you all too much!

[lyrics]

gravity,
i remember the way that you shattered me
i can't hurt you the way that you're hurting me
i keep losing my grip on reality
i can't get out of bed you're my gravity
i remember the way that you shattered me
i can't hurt you the way that you're hurting me
i keep losing my grip on reality
don't let go
you're my gravity

if you're gonna leave
don't forget me
turn to friends, turn to lovers, to enemies
if it's destiny
then it's dead to me
i don't wanna be hurt, i just wanna bleed

so why'd you never come back home?
why'd you leave me, why'd you let me go?
i'm looking for answers in your tombstone

if you don't believe me, i would die for you
you're my gravity, so falling is all i can do
under the weight of the ground
nobody will save me now... i'm
alone again
why'd you leave me sooner than
the rest of my life...

spotify

gravity

off SALES' self-titled debut EP 
order the EP here: http://bit.ly/1s133ZB

"chinese new year" on iTunes ~ bit.ly/1pCb7fG
"chinese new year" on Spotify ~ bit.ly/1q9TYLH

EP Tracklist: 
1. renee
2. vow
3. chinese new year
4. getting it on
5. toto
6. toto (XXYYXX remix)  

artwork by Alana Questell (www.alanaquestell.com)
facebook.com/wearenotsales
twitter.com/wearenotsales

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

LYRICS:

I'll see you at the movies
I see you with your lipstick on
I'm looking out for cosmos
I'm hoping that we get along
It's time for an ovation
It's time for us to make a change
It's time for a Chinese new year
It's time for me to make away

And I can't, no I can't wait to get far from here
No I can't, I can't wait to get out of here
No I can't, no I can't, no I can't wait to get out of here

I'll see you at the movies
I see you with your lipstick on
I'm looking out for cosmos
I'm hoping that we get along
It's time for an ovation
It's time for us to make a change
It's time for a Chinese new year
It's time for me to make away

Sweared a lot and I bared a lot
I was there a lot last year
Wept a lot, oh baby you slept a lot 
I was left a lot last year
Pleased a lot, baby you seized my heart 
And I started to fall last year

chinese new year

do you think about someone 
when you try to fall asleep
would you take away the love 
you promised me

do you know how bad it hurts
tryna be someone that you need
once you take away the words
you said to me

i could never get enough you're in my dna
i could never fall in love but i need you to stay
i could never get enough you're my mdma
i could never fall in love with somebody the same...
way

do you think about someone 
when you try to stay awake
would you face yourself 
or would you run away
do you know how bad it hurts
being someone that you hate
wont you listen to the words
i have to say

i could never get enough you're in my dna
i could never fall in love but i need you to stay
i could never get enough you're my mdma
i could never fall in love with somebody the same... (x2)
way

said that i had enough
no more falling in love (x3)

i can't get you out my head
can't get you out my brain
i feel you in my bones
i feel you in my veins
i could never get enough of your mdma
but i've never been in love so what can i say

i could never get enough 
you're in my dna / said that i had enough
i could never fall in love / no more falling in love
but i need you to stay / said that i had enough
i could never get enough / no more falling in love
you're my mdma / said that i had enough
i could never fall in love / no more falling in love
with somebody the same...  / said that i had enough (x2)
way

ecstasy

Slowdive - Sleep

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Chillwave, Bedroom Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Jangle Pop, Indie Rock, Alternative

impossible shapes.

You have the power
You have the strength
You are amazing
You are the way

You are great
Lift yourself up
You are great
Lift yourself up

You are beautiful
I will celebrate that
You are wonderful
You radiate

You are great
Lift yourself up
You are great
Lift yourself up

You are beautiful
I will celebrate that
You are wonderful
You radiate

You are great
Lift yourself up
You are great
Lift yourself up

Lift yourself up
Make yourself strong
Believe in your truth
Believe in your way

You are great
Lift yourself up
You are great
Lift yourself up

Lift Yourself Up

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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
As always, this girl does an amazing job on all my art pieces, and it would mean the world to me if you checked her out <3
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changing genres i guess, whoops <3 This track was inspired by the two greats @keshibeats and @aries_ix, i hope i put enough of my own musical identity into this track <3
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Video Features:
Ikigai: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxjU2y4EcRg
The Bootleg boy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOGBExKGfQI
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Lyrics:

your halo
its so gold
its like
your holy

and my heart
is so black
its like i was doomed to begin with  

you dont have to be perfect thats a misuse
of your body, with mine we can be two 
probably not, cause youve already seen through
its like i was doomed to begin with

you dont have to be perfect thats a misuse
of your body, with mine we can be two 
probably not, cause youve already seen through
its like i was doomed to begin with  


walk with me, walk with me
home, like you used to
talk with me, talk with me
all night, i miss you

you dont have to be perfect thats a misuse
of your body, with mine we can be two 
probably not, cause youve already seen through
its like i was doomed to begin with

you dont have to be perfect thats a misuse
of your body, with mine we can be two 
probably not, cause youve already seen through
its like i was doomed to begin with  

your halo
its so gold
its like
your holy

and my heart
is so black
its like i was doomed to begin with 
its like i was doomed to begin with

Spotify

Halo

our love is pathetic
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
We had a couple different ideas for this one <3 She is spectacular as always, please go follow her <3
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Video Features: 
Ikigai: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WyAUPdGfvI
The Bootleg Boy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67ri-ttGZAw
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Lyrics:

cause itd be nice
if i werent low
and baby ive been feeling numb
i dont know why 
you said it 
you said it
my love is pathetic 
great...
i need to know
cause baby ive been feeling rough
i dont know why    
i said it 
i said it
our love is pathetic

(oooooh)
(oooooh)

looking up
on my own
dont need love to get me up
im sorry i have been so slow
my heart i owe, to you
im better off
staring at 
our Polaroids
cause baby ive found the time to view
all the memories made with you

cause itd be nice
if i werent low
and baby ive been feeling numb
i dont know why 
you said it 
you said it
my love is pathetic 
great...
i need to know
cause baby ive been feeling rough
i dont know why    
i said it 
i said it
our love is pathetic

cause itd be nice
if i werent low
and baby ive been feeling numb
i dont know why 
you said it 
you said it
my love is pathetic

Polaroid

these problems with my head, feels like every day im throwing back to
all the times you said
dont worry 'bout the details we can work with what we have
stay awake to spite your struggles we can work with what we have,
we can work with what we have

theres something on my mind, why is every day the feeling that im
running out of time
the empty summers witness as im drowning in the skies / disguise
take a breath of sober freedom as you step across the lines

goodbye, summer time...
goodbye, summer time...
goodbye, summer time...
goodbye, summer time...
goodbye, summer time...
goodbye, goodbye.


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https://www.youtube.com/collegemusic

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end of a summer

In my Head (Single)

like fleeting fireworks
can't seem to find the words,
I always need to say

falling, through the ground,
I'm bleeding, through the crowds,
all night and every day

cause I left my heart at home
think I'm better on my own
but I promise u that I would know
cause I'm feeling like a ghost

guess faking extroverts
cant seem to hide the hurt
no matter what I say
sinking through the floor
leaning by the door
well that's my every day

ghost

Black Hill  Silent Island - A Wild River To Take You Home

Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex (slowed)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/ZDJ12
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0QY1usesI4

Artist:
@thomasreidmusic

Producer:
@prodbyhypx

Lyrics:
haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

i know your lying here
whisperin' to me
but my mind's away
i'm reminiscing, please
hold me tighter till
i feel something spark
all the walls that i put up have left me in the dark
oh baby, it's my fault
i hope you understand
smile and play it cool but you know it's just a mask
that i'll wear all night
until the morning comes
oh god, i'm feelin numb

haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time
countin the days before you let me go
am i breathin'?
i don't think i know
countin the days before you let me go
oooohhhh

countin' the days before i cut and run
stayin' inside, haven't seen the sun 
countin' the days before i cut and run
ooooohhhhh

because i haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

Hypx & Thomas Reid - Haven't Felt Alive In A Long Time

listening music instead listening voices in my head. U can contact me if u want to add your  music to my playlist (black metal/dsbm)

end of a summer

nekoi

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