would be

prod. me

I still can feel the beat in your heart
I will still live inside what you are
you- 
do you want to have it all back
do you want to have it all
you had it all planned out from the start
you knew that I couldn't ever last
I wanted to give you all of me
give you all of me
every piece 
take me

so hold me close and take me
do you still want all of me


all of me 
all of me 
all of me
(take all of me)
(what you need)
(all of me)

when you tell me it's all done
I'll try scream from my lungs but
I can barely talk at all
words shatter on the floor you
break my feet so I can't run
but I could never walk
you held me down until i'm gone
you made me believe what you wanted

I would give you all I'm made of
but let me wipe my tears and makeup
I would rid myself for all your wants
tear me down what am I made from
discard my heart my humanity 
tear me apart - what I'm meant for
hold to my heart all you said to me  
what we're meant to be I'd give you all of me

hold my hands and tell me why I'm shaking
hold me close until I can't say my own name
will you one day show me why I'm waiting
I can't take a step knowing if i'll still be safe
"It will be okay
you and me always
please just stay here
stay here - keep you safe"
But i'm gone again
You're alone again
does it hurt your head
does it hurt - you?
call my name - can you
face the blame that you

you took all that I had
and I can't get it back 
do you still want me back
do you want me
and you loved what I was
took it all for yourself
you took all of me now
I just wanted love
do you know what you did
cause I am still falling
do you want all of me
cause you have it
I'm still scared of your words
they can't affect me more
but you still can cause hurt
do you still -  care


took all of me
it's all I have

I'll rip the nerves from my skin
feel my body it's numbing
take my eyes so you can see
take my eyes and watch me bleed
I would give you all of me 
all of me - all of me
tear me down - make no sound 
do your words hurt now
take me
kill me
break me, hate me,  shape me
take me
love me
hold me, know me again

the nerve to

prod me.

legs feel limp as I try walk
every step takes something more
out of what is left of me I'll be all yours
feel the sweat drip off my hands
know what I have won't last
I'll come home again I'll come home

never believed in what you said
"I'll change" only change is when you're dead
and am I not who you wanted
can't think without words you gave my head
and again
it comes back
can't escape all we had
I'll suffocate in your hands
in your hands
in your-

come home tell me that you love me
does it all mean nothing
am I all alone
cause you never came home
never changed no
I don't know what I am without
you and you knew that I need you
twist me break me tell me that you care
do you hate what you did

say you don't say you don't say you don't for me
hold me close hold me close hold  me close again
say you won't say you won't say you won't break me
but I'm hurt cause your words let me down instead
again
do it all again
for me
again
and I can't stop crying
again do it over again for me
say you won't say you won't change things

you'd break my legs and break my skull
let me back into your hell
I can't stand your words at all you tear me down
hope you won't catch me when I go 
but you know that I won't- 
I'll come home again
I'll come home

and I'll come back
scars on my hands you gave me
all that I had I can't see
I can't come home now
you were my whole world
you took my own words
I broke my heart for you

and I want to come home
and I want to come home
but you're in my way
and I can't stop you
and I wanted to go
I just wanted to leave
but you were all I know
you looked down on me
am I what you need
am I what you want
did you think of me give all it up to me
I was always yours
but you wanted more
but you wanted all the things I couldn't give

legs feel limp as I try walk
every step takes something more
out of what is left of me I'll be all yours
feel the sweat drip off my hands
know what I have won't last
I'll come home again I'll come home
I'll come home again
I'll come home again
I'll come home again
I'll come home
do it all again
do it all again
do it all again
all for you
I'll come home

I'll come home
you'll be there
I'll come home
for you

come home

@nickryt - sorry (prod. neverforever)

let's take our time
i was never good at saying goodbye
hope you still remember the way i cried
didn't want to hurt you back then
but i did
so if you hate me that's fine
i'm just happy that we even tried
but i cant keep pretending that it's alright
wish that i was better for you 
but i can't ugh
can't be cause i 
love to sabotage myself sometimes 
maybe if i didn't then you'd be mine
it's so complicated now
how could i be so blind? 
fuck, i don't know why
im sorry that, ugh
im sorry i don't know what i want

sorry

unstoppable

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prod @miraie + zan
Track 1 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/album/6OS0Krsns8Po8Ot8rLDm5U?si=JLCOd2ZDSlSs3sANVZYs3Q

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 10, 2025
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[verse]
girl you know i didn't wanna break up
its so hard to wake up
its so hard to wake up
and you know i really missed your makeup
its hard to keep my head up
hard to keep my head up

[hook]
you know i'd do anything for you
because my heart only carry you
きみの愛が消える
それでも愛してる

[bridge]
心はまだきみのことが残ってるよ
涙は誰もいない時が止まらないよ

[verse 2]
PLEASE JUST GO
GO AWAY
LEAVE ME ALONE
NOW IM SAFE
IM INSANE
FEEL SO COLD
Every thoughts cut my brain
I loved you... so just stay °՞(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞°

[hook]
you know i'd do anything for you
because my heart only carry you
きみの愛が消える
それでも愛してる

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sorry for breaking up (miraie + zan)

prod @miraie @remiliaxd
Track 2 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/album/6OS0Krsns8Po8Ot8rLDm5U?si=6ijuDF03S2i0a9k_usEvsA

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 11, 2025
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[intro]
1 heart torn apart; but i never give up cause
2 hands reaching out im finding for the hope we lost
3 butterflies fly and
4 seasons changing
5 stars shine above while
6 strings playing 🎸

[hook]
cause im in love with u baby girl
you're sweet like strawberry love
no makeup no sweetener 🍓
you're perfect just the way you are
with you, lost up in my world
paint the world with love
while the stars shine above
⭐ the two of us ⭐

[verse]
hey girl dressed up Y2K with plenty pretty crosses under your neck
outfit emo but ur heart is so pretty so pretty so sweet <3
y/project pop-up my pants
chrome hearts stay under my neck
SEIKO x Saber on my wrist
(https://online.aniplex.co.jp/LrWRmaSS)
no rolex - no AP - no rizz

[pre-hook]
but i've fallen on my knees for u so bad
can u sleep next to me on my bed?
no kiss - no sex - no lust
girl im so stressed...
cuddling is all i ask ><
with you... i feel so safe
im lost but you found
(you found me) lights out
music playing in the background

[hook]

[verse]
hey you~ hey you~
baby what u up to, up to?
dealing with the demons
six feet under
taking one step at a time
one step at a time
taking things slow & easy
taking moments just to breathe
making tales like UNDERTALE
(https://store.steampowered.com/app/391540/UNDERTALE/)
making wonders in details ✨

[pre-hook]

[hook]

SELF DISCONNECT

strawberry love

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strawberry love (miraie + blue crewmate)

prod @kggn @llati
Track 3 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/0XjpqH2vtdjhBSvpa0dcds?si=bdbf12a082454fcd

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 12, 2025
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[hook]
figured out my life 💭 feeling great yeah im on my way 🏃
flying through the clouds ☁️ yeah i wish for brighter days 🌤️
fuck the haters 🙄 fuck what they say im here to stay 😎
forfeit all my cards 🎴 chins up i'll find my way 💯

[verse]
bitch im on my way yeah
please stop calling for my name
i cant sense the thing inside your eyes
stop making claims 
u could have been my MAKIMA
(https://chainsaw-man.fandom.com/wiki/Makima)
and threw me to the flame
but u used me like money glitch
u only want my fame zzz
u only use me when u need me
treat me like a game
used me left me like a chess pawn
yeah im done with shame
T-T-Thought you were my POWER
(https://chainsaw-man.fandom.com/wiki/Power)
you a shallow frame
and now im on my own
free myself up from your chains xx

[hook]

[verse 2]
i'll find my way~ i'll find my way~
scrolling on my photo gallery
i missed those days :(
cause those times were simpler
and our life was easier
we loved ❤️ get mad 💔
but the world couldnt stop us
back then our dreams on a tablet
gaming till sunrise dont care about textbook
every frame tells a story
every shot writes a story
NOW I SEE YOU MESS MY BRAIN-AIN-AIN-AIN
COLORS FADE LIKE STAIN-AIN-AIN-AIN
ALONE IN THIS RAIN-AIN-AIN
...𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓷...?

[hook]

Spotify 🖤

on my way (kuru + lati)

ft @kggn prod @violetxx9 @pyu @taylor
Track 4 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/608Qo4aYsvJNwTZymcvYL4?si=862622da4f604753

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 13, 2025
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[kuru]
sheesh, go, yuh
i been dead inside since i fall from my leap
im with bro miraie since i speak 🗣️
hop in the studio in an AMG
dont wanna be me y u wanna be me?
JULIUS_7 so im feelin clean
i got balenci my tee
i got balenci my toes
hop in the stud then i drive to the city 
yk that i see all my bros
skibidi toilet bro you cant flow
i think u already know
and im with my bros they stand on 10 toes
and i just did the coke (AYO WHAT)
huh i think i might be chosen
she broke my heart
otonashi in this bitch
i lost my head
i still don't know where it is 
y u keep on calling on your phone when u miss?
honestly i really really really hate this
honestly i promised that i wouldn't hate u
honestly i promised that i would be kinda lone
she said that she liked me
she just tryna said so
but i think im, huh, huh
better on my own
hoo hoo~
feel better on my own
f-fuck, yuhhh
i think im better on my own

[miraie]
baby what's the issue this time?
baby what's the prob you're dealing?
talk to me so i can share the pain with you together
oh, there's thorns 𒐸 in my heart 
i cant pull them off
there's tears 💧 in my eyes
i cant shed them off
BUT WHEN YOU BLAME FOR EVERYTHING YOU MESSED UP
I PRAYED THAT YOU FALL
THAT YOU THREW IT ALL UP
......I CRIED FOR HELP......
LISTEN TO MY CALL FOR HELP

let my inner demon out
burn it all
done with fake
life is all bout give & take
bleeding out 🩸
crying tears 🩸
crying tears till im hurt... 💔
im hurt......
ur words put a knife 🔪❤️ in my heart
now im dead......
oh well shit.
am i going to heaven or hell?
do they even exist in this world?
will i be able to see my grandma's smile and her cook again?
and that's when i opened my eyes and wake up...
wish you understand that you're the only one
that made me write this song for you

im sorry if the lyrics are too gloomy
maybe someone out there in the world relates to me
maybe there is hope if i keep on going on
...i think i'll move on.

crying/tears

Spotify 🩸

crying/tears +kuru (violet + meta + taylor morgan)

ft @kwdere prod @miraie @remiliaxd
Track 5 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/7lSN0YWQvMLWs2gCyrCWhV?si=65d27e3bee4546b5

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 14, 2025
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💙 kuudere + miraie 💙
yk that im the only 1 for you girl
lets intertwine our 2 worlds
im the only one for you
even tho im alone & we're far apart
i-i can feel you right here, truthful
catch you each time that you fall
let me give it all to you
even tho idk what is in the dark
it-it has never been clearer

i-i've been catching little feelings this time for you
filling up the missing pieces just for you
heaven shining down at me for my actions
just for you, just for you
c-could this be a dream?
wondering what this all mean
heaven shining down at me for my actions
just for y<3u, just for y<3u

💙 kuudere 💙
just for u now 
pick me up
never bring me down
the world never stops going round & round
when im with u, im scared how time moves quickly
i love every single part of you
7 stars with the seaside view
until the day when it all comes true
i will be here for you

💙 miraie 💙
every time u smile u light my day~
seeing u blow me far away~
holding hands ; i melt to two
in my eyes ; only see you
take my time to write this song
took 2 pills i feel so wrong
but for you i do it all
for you, i'd do anything for you

💙 kuudere + miraie 💙

💙 outro 💙
i would get lost in the snow
i would walk to the end of the world
yk that i would do anything just to see you
(underneath the starlit sky, it's time to say goodbye)
i'd sacrifice anything so i can keep u with me
(im the only one for you, just for you, just for you...)
oh oh oh~~~

just for y<3u

Spotify 🦋

just for y<3u +kuudere (miraie + remilia)

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all credit goes to the leakers
I didn't leak anything or will, I'm just posting them.

Lil Peep - ✦ (starz)

prod @miraie @q1i 
Track 7 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/1UL1YdMXVRlwfsmRJ8d09v?si=16c3ff5792ae4724

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 17, 2025
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[pre-hook]
yeah feel the pull
the undertow
diving deep into the abyss
feel the flow
now feel the rush
dont stop
every touch is like a magic
enjoy this blue pelagic!

[hook]
hey! winter came crashing out of nowhere
you fell into my arms, caught me unaware
now what? will u walk on the path i wrote?
baby kiss me with your nose 💋
burn this love like it's a crimson rose 🥀

[verse]
i do it all for u, i eat a spoon of knife for u-u-u
i face my fear for u, i'll climb K2 to prove to u
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Climber_(manga)
but you never give a-
and left me feeling blue
it seems like you don't have a clue
so what do i do?

[bridge]
sway with currents
feel the ocean embrace
truth floats on the surface
no need to hide it anymore!
don't hide it anymore!
and show your true self!

[pre-hook]

[hook]

[verse]
i'll walk through fire for you
(https://fire-punch.fandom.com/wiki/Agni)
i'll swim the deepest sea for you
i'll chase the stars for you
i'll break the chains that bind to you
but u dont seem to care zzz
and left me in despair...
it seems like you're unaware
so what do i do???

[outro]
cause i am lost in thoughts
through the silent tears
c-c-cold whispers
the silent years.
the silent years.
oh~

blue pelagic

Spotify 🌊

blue pelagic (miraie + ivola)

ft @echichi prod @violetxx9
Track 8 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/7nJbssmvZK9zUewsfGKygR?si=90a73da3fcc2498e

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 18, 2025
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[echi]
mirror on the wall, you're the fairest of them all
your reflections show it all, your beauty and the fall
girl, tell me, oh 🩰˚˖𓍢ִ໋ 🪞✧˚.🎀༘⋆
is it true you want me? (oh hear me)
mirror on the wall, you're the fairest of them all
your reflections show it all, your beauty and the fall
girl, tell me, oh ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘⋆
do you want me? (oh please heal me)

[miraie]
ok yea mirror on the floor 🚪
my soul just slipped right through the door 👻
shattered dreams i can’t ignore 
the way i feel, i want it more
but you won’t say, you keep it still
your silence pierced right through my will
this quiet storm done got me chill
and your gaze alone got me killed

when I reach out you fade away
the truth is real, it won’t stay
got me fucked my hair turned grey
heaven’s gate I'm on my way 
my way, my way, my way
away, away, away 

[bridge]
echi: mirror on the wall, are the simple things enough?
miraie: do you hear my twenty calls?
echi: who's the fairest of them all
miraie: will you catch me if I fall?

[echi]

[miraie]
and im caught in the reflection
and im lost in my direction
tell me what I’m meant to be (e-e)
the mirror's haunting me... 
(https://store.steampowered.com/app/1899060)
when I reach out you fade away
the truth is real, it won’t stay
got me fucked my hair turned grey
heaven’s gate I'm on my way 
my way, my way, my way
away, away, away

reflections

Spotify 💙

reflections +echi (violet)

shoutout @prodelxnce for that lead on the second drop

interpolation of id by atlas in motion

if i get a little distant i know she won't mind
and i'm putting on a smile saying "oh no, i'm fine"
watching you fall in love in sixteen by nine
it's not like it would have worked out so i don't know why
i get so dizzy when i think about her
everything seemed so stable looking in
i almost said "i hope you're doing good"
i'm sure that i don't matter to you much anymore

distant

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