All songs written by Emmanuelle Baur and Nik Brinkman
All Lyrics by Emmanuelle Baur
Produced by Nik Brinkman 
Engineered and Mixed by Nik Brinkman
Mastered by Chris Chetland at KOG
Cover Photo by Timothy Baur
Cover design by Pippy McClenaghan and Emmanuelle Baur

In the Light

Too Soon

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Catastrophee

Can't Change Me (w/ OptionB)

throughout the last year i struggled with addiction. i hurt a lot of relationships and lost a lot of people. this song is about getting to say the "sorry" i never said.

produced by - mattisnotfamous
written by - buppy.
mixed by - Cole Boillat
mastered by - Jose Cardoza

Lyrics: 
Sorry is all that you’d get 
And sorry is all that you’d hoped 
I’d be when you left me 
Hopeless and empty 
I guess that you reap what you sow

If the windshield is clear while the rear-view is cracked
Then I’ll keep on driving and never look back 
The miles are wide on forgiveness’s path 
Till’ I leave my wrongs and my sin in the past
Well I’ll keep on showing the man that I am
And I’ll keep on hoping that you’d understand 
Girl I’d move a mountain to turn it to sand
Girl I’ll do it all just to hold out my hand to you

Cause I’m all to blame 
I’m who caused your pain
Rained on your parade again 
Girl I’m all to blame
I’m who caused your pain
Rained on your parade again

When sorry is all that I said 
Cause sorry is all that I know
And I know it’s messy 
This weight’s way too heavy
Now I wake up all alone 

If the windshield is clear while the rear-view is cracked
Then I’ll keep on driving and never look back 
The miles are wide on forgiveness’s path 
Till’ I leave my wrongs and my sin in the past
Well I’ll keep on showing the man that I am
And I’ll keep on hoping that you’d understand 
Girl I’d move a mountain to turn it to sand
Girl I’ll do it all just to hold out my hand to you

Cause I’m all to blame 
I’m who caused your pain
Rained on your parade again 
Girl I’m all to blame
I’m who caused your pain
Rained on your parade again
And again, and again, and again
Cause I’m all to blame 
I’m who caused your pain
Rained on your parade again 
And again, and again, and again
Girl I’m all to blame
I’m who caused your pain
Rained on your parade again

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leaving.
3.17.24
song 9

VERSE
how do you know it’s time 
to pack up and let go?
when you start questioning 
then you already know 

tried tolerating it
but kept running away 
from the one place where i 
should feel safe 

CHORUS
I got 
To do 
What I need
Not what’s easy 

Sometimes
Leaving 
Is the right thing
Not what’s easy 

VERSE
praying for the days
when things would become better
but i only became 
a broken record 

though used to the pain
i still wish i could stay
but no matter what i say 
some people never change 

CHORUS

BRIDGE/OUTRO DRAMATIC BIG LAYERS OF OOOS 
you can love it and still let go 
you can love it and still let go 
you can miss it but still you know
that it’s time for you to go 

you can love it and still let go 
you can love it and still let go 
but your heart will always know
that it’s time for you 
time for you to go 

if your heart never stops breaking
then you know 
then you know 
if you started making the lists
then you know 
then you know
it’s time to go

if you’re fighting for your peace
then you know 
when your silenced in your truth 
then you go 

if you’re trying to be fine
then you know
when it’s time to choose yourself 
then you know 
it’s time to go

leaving.

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Lyrics :

[Verse 1]
Walking these streets, city light on me,
Searching for the echo of your laugh in the autumn wind.
My thoughts, like waves, drown in the night,
I've reached the top, but alone, I count my shadows.

[Pre-Chorus]
They say success changes a man,
But all I want is to find your gaze, your calm.
Amidst the noise of the spotlights, I search for your name,
But it's silence that answers, when I reach out.

[Chorus]
Where are you now, in the depth of my nights?
Searching for your face among the shining stars.
I have everything they desire, but without you, everything fades,
I sing for you to return, in the depth of my nights.

[Verse 2]
Golden memories, now just photos,
Shared laughs, secrets beneath words.
I walk among the shadows of what we were,
Trying to rebuild, but the past does not answer.

[Pre-Chorus]
The city knows me, but it doesn't know my pain,
I've hidden my tears under the rain, beneath the scene.
I wanted the world, but I lost you, that's the refrain,
My fortune, my bane, in this endless game, I drag.

[Chorus]
Where are you now, in the depth of my nights?
Searching for your face among the shining stars.
I have everything they desire, but without you, everything fades,
I sing for you to return, in the depth of my nights.

[Bridge]
Sometimes, I close my eyes, hear your voice,
Promises of yesteryear, whispers soft and cold.
Success, the lights, they're not worth your stir,
I'd give everything, for one second, once, with you.

[Chorus]
Where are you now, in the depth of my nights?
Searching for your face among the shining stars.
I have everything they desire, but without you, everything fades,
I sing for you to return, in the depth of my nights.

My Nights : Acoustic edm

Reverie

Golden Gaze

IT STILL HURTS (PROD. BY HEYDIUM)

This album is a playlist created around the theme of a night sea for atmospheric dream pop

thank you for listening :D

Tales of starlit journey

music is how i make sense of what goes on in my life. this is my diary in song form <3

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