hold my hand 
counting hella bands 
got on marni when i land 
can i see u now while i can 
can u hold me down no you cant
 downtown walking around booted with my friends
dont know how to live
u booted off percs thats fentanyl 
evertime yall talk i cant hear yall 
fuck what he gon do im gon stand tall
i would call your phone 
if i had one call

when i land (dimpleb)

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

originally written&recorded november 2024 for the scarves album
lyrics:

(I said you know I'd die for you)
I was so in love with you
but then you cast me to the side
and i did not know what to do
i said to her
"lets break the rules"
and if not then okay cool
kept me wrapped around her finger
and i bought her all the jewels
i was coming back to you.

you said you were in love with me
thinking back to the week
that we spent out by the sea
when the salt was in your hair
and i saw you standing there
i close my eyes and I see you
why couldn't you just tell the truth
why did she do that to me?

she said she was in love with me
and i wonder if she was
if you love it let it go
send me flying like a dove
she was the only one i trust
now winter came im so alone
and let at night when I get drunk
look at our pictures on my phone.

when you were turning 17
and when i flew up to your state
when we went camping in the mountains
it was raining everyday
baby why'd you have to change?
i told her it would be okay
wrote so many of these songs that I do not know what to say.

now I'm with scarves and they my bros
but that don't change i'm so alone
did you know that you would leave when you were calling on my phone?
i was staying in your home
you were so quick to let it go
I was so scared and that you know
I think back now
I should've known.

i was so in love with you prod keepsake

@johnnyrunts
@jkjmetasco
i needa see ya tn
i need ya rn
meet me in ur room w the lights out
we can sit n talk til the party dies down
we can do what u want baby i wont let u down

circles now im runnin
its hurts when i see u comin
turnin ur back on me
baby dont turn ur back on us
how can u chalk it down to luck
u think that its coincedence 
but i think that its always been

i think its never not been you
for the first time in a long time
i dont what to do
baby pls dont make me choose
between what i want and whats best for me

circles ft johnnyrunts (jkjmetasco)

@lilsadboiiudig

lyrics:

ts doesn’t sit right
you know where to find me
take it to the face now
feeling like a zombie
i got drugs on me
i said do you love me
hardly
can’t talk to me softly

i can’t say shit when u scream and shout
said you love me 
yeah what’s that about?
if you want me you can pull up to my house
you can count on me when ts turn south

yeah
if you want me you can pull up to my house
last thing you said you told me u weren’t down
so why you pulling up at 3am like girl what’s that about

yeah
killing me softly
these drugs they not healthy
just tell me you want me
just tell me you

ts doesn’t sit right
you know where to find me
take it to the face now
feeling like a zombie
i got drugs on me
i said do you love me
hardly
can’t talk to me softly

i can’t say shit when u scream and shout
said you love me 
yeah what’s that about?
if you want me you can pull up to my house
you can count on me when ts turn south

yeah
if you want me you can pull up to my house
last thing you said you told me u weren’t down
so why you pulling up at 3am like girl what’s that about

killing me softly (1sadboii)

@possumsprings

let me go
can you let me go
It just feels so cold
Why u break my heart 
im like why you break my bones
I wrote you a note
I know you want my soul
goo
let me goo
take me home 
tried w everything i got
just for you im spilling blood
time will never heal these cuts
heal these cuts
i feel numb
crying on my fucking own
tell me where tf u go
can you call me on my phone
reminds me of your ringtones
and im still hearing your echoes 
I cant seem to let go
feel like somethings missing
still hearing your echoes
I cant get her out my system
days seem like years in this month of December

ringtones prod nassim

prod me @neohnq
ft @jkjmetasco

..... like who r u kiddin

magic ft jkjmetasco

prod me @neohnq
talk to me baby w ur silver tongue
will u still b here when its said and done
u can fill my ear with deception
i dont rly mind im still gon give u my love

girl ima be me i wont play no part
like CDG she gon break my heart
aint no keys up in this bitch its a push to start
ill stay countin Ps till my fingers cant
till they cramp till my fingers currl
dont know what to do with myself girrl
i swear on it ill give u the world

but i cant be what u want me to
i dont wanna win if its without you
i cant say a word and i cant move
its what u do to me
i lose so fruitfully
always been the odd one out
i should be on jubilee
i lose so brutally
but its nuthn new to me