prod me @neohnq

numbers disconnected Baby
i been on the move 
if u played ur cards right
u could be too
so dont wait 4 me
cause i wont wait 4 u
theres not enough time for it

so dont tell me u love me
when i cant even love myself
u dragged me thru hell
when it was too late for me to tell
now my numbers disconnected
so dont try to call me
treat u better than ur ex did
but u still got bored of me

i could have if u asked me to
back when we took the same bus route
but ur chance is long gone
u can bet on that babe
u should save urself the shame
numbers disconnected baby
so dont hit me up
no.... dont hit me up
i got things to do this week n next
we can not reconnect

disconnected prod #Me @2023

production by @neohnq
vocals by @1akura

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dont look back

plats Soon

. . .

akura - save me (neohn)

happy fourth of july!
prod kyoa + me :p

is it me, is it you, idk
think i cant find the truth? i hope im wrong
i was waiting for you, for so long
i hate missing you, moving on

baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
you know and i know
we're caught in this cycle
kiss me with the stars out
it's tearing me apart now
i let you rip my heart out
i let you rip my heart out

i loved you
i loved you
but we're through
fuck you
i loved you
i loved you
fuck you.
fuck you.

kiss me (kyoa)

prod me and @rewind214

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

oh, i feel now in this room
a ghost that praying on my doom
its calling out and i cant run now
falling down

i feel it behind me
waking up to a cold sweat
now everything is all a mess
tell me what you want me to do
you say the same thing
every time
i take the blame when
its not mine
i just dont understand it
and i dont know
whats the point of your message now

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

epilogue

epilogue (xternalz + rewind)

https://open.spotify.com/track/78o9XEVfpx5vY03Sw6CWkh?si=b38d56a09d214b66
+ @fernie2004

prod. @xternalz and @rewind214

@74three
maybe if i could go back in time
way back when i first met u, that night
i would just speak whats on my mind
and promise to never make u cry

i never thought that i could change
'till u walked through the door
how can i run away?
u are all i was waiting for
i love u
and thats true
baby i was living in the dark before u

i didn't know then
but u stole my heart
so please be honest
u dont wanna see this die
take this chance
and hold onto my hand
all the thing u said still run through my head

as if i could go back in time
way back when i first met u, that night
i would just speak whats on my mind
and promise to never make u cry

@fernie2004
And I’m stuck in the night
That night in September 
We don’t talk. You don’t mind
I don’t think I get that
Put the blame on my name
I’ll still have your picture 
I’d rather be gone than leaving you

Sometimes you cross my mind, whisper into my ears
And I hate how it’s been much longer than it feels 
I know well they would do anything for you
Is this the validation that you want
Am I a ghost to you now or a buried memory
Last night I kicked my wall and fell down to my knees 
Hope you keep a place for me in your heart
Can you promise?

letter in my pocket + fernie (xternalz, rewind)

⋆˙ stay alive (─‿‿─) @kyoakyo

@lifegiverr @1akura @afterstoryx

@lifegiverr
tell me all that u wanted
and know i dont have it
when things start to struggle
or become a habit

if i reach out my hand
u say u dont understand

well u cut me out
and u drag me down
its the way things go 
when u have him round

swear it makes me sick
just to hear that sound

if i hold my breath 
willl u hear me out

was it how he looked
or how he sounds

make me change myself
just to make u proud

watch me hate myself
watch me break myself just to have youuuu

@1akura
i would change myself just for u girl u know this
n all of the things that go unnoticed
they bring me up but bring u down ohh
tell me how to change girl
i need to know now
it has to be this way yea u know
im falling outta reach of u i dont want this
im looking at my room girl its haunted
of memories of what we used to bee

@lifegiverr
tell me all that u wanted
and know i dont have it
when things start to struggle
or become a habit

if i reach out my hand
u say u dont understand

well u cut me out
and u drag me down
its the way things go 
when u have him round

swear it makes me sick
just to hear that sound

if i hold my breath 
willl u hear me out

life + akura - change for you (akura)

You’re not worth my time
Burning these pieces alive
I’m stuck in this hell that I thrive in
Too many problems indicted
Youuu

Don’t know what I’ve been through
My heart has been through it all
I can’t just fall
Until that I try and I give it my all for you
You’re what I know
Don’t leave me in the dark
Too many problems occur and it’s all my fault
I know
That I try to give it my all
But it crashes and burns everything falls apart on you

You’re not worth my time
Burning these pieces alive
I’m stuck in this hell that I thrive in
Too many problems indicted
Youuu
The things that I’ve been through
They’re all in my head i suppose that im into
Making it all up as trauma response i dont know what ive been through
And thats all on you

I dont know what i mean to you
Cause I know that im wrong
But you broke every promise and dragged me along
All the things that I drag into
Make me feel worse
And I wish I could change cause I know that it hurts
And the time that we spend we spent it on arguing
And the words that we say
We try to get under the skin on each other
When we both know that’s wrong
Everything crashed down and it all falls apart on you

You’re not worth my time
Burning these pieces alive
I’m stuck in this hell that I thrive in
Too many problems indicted
Youuu
The things that I’ve been through
They’re all in my head i suppose that im into
Making it all up as trauma response i dont know what ive been through
And thats all on you

I know that im wrong
I know that im wrong
I know that im wrong
I know that im wrong

not worth my time

Was it all a lie?...

Collab with @1drms tap in wit him!!

a/n Im too hooked on Shield Hero 

Lyrics:

[Drew]
Get you out my mind, get you out my headspace
Runnin’ out of time, I don’t wanna be late. You said I’ll be fine
If I said you were predictable, that would be a lie
Can’t believe that you would really go and push me to the side...

Baby, open your eyes
And at least give it a try
Can you see or are you blind
Can you see or are you blind

To the side, baby, open your eyes
And at least give it a try
Can you see or are you blind
Can you see or are you blind

When I see you, I don’t think about her
When I see her, it’s a mental battle
And it’s something I can’t handle at this point
Don’t think I’ll do it anymore

[drms]
yk i cannot fix it, i cant move
ik you do not regret all the shit u do
give me a couple of days gotta think this through
js keep me close to ur heart
i js need some proof

and now im layin in my bed js thinking bout u
cannot keep myself together baby what ure up to
i cant change the fact that im js tryna love you
gotta make it clear i cant fall over

Headspace w/ drms (prod.drew)

ITS U

Feat by @1xene
Prod by @bliccyy

Lyrics:

@trustohm
I can say again if you understand
I can talk to you if you know what I feel
I can try again if you love me too
You're so beautiful when I see your eyes
My heart is so fucking beating just seeing her
My love is so fucking numb when I'm near you
I can try
I can look
I can love
I can talk
I can say again
I can say again

Can you see my love
I can talk to you
I just walk a way with you
I would like to see your eyes
It's all what I'm saying
I can explain what you're confused 
I can say again
I can say again    
If you wanna know
If you wanna know
Just hold my life
Just hold my love
I don't wanna leave you
I know you want me too
I just stay with you
I know you what I feel
I know you what I feel

@1xene
I could never die, knowing you would be unhappy
Look me in my eyes, I would rather you slap me
And snap me back to us
I've been falling into pieces, 'cause I miss your touch

I miss your touch and the way you laugh
I'd do anything to go back
I'd do everything that I can
I'd do everything that I can, yeah

Love is like a puzzle, you're the only piece I'm missing
You're the melody that my heart keeps singing
I keep thinking about you
I don't wanna be here, living without you
ANyways ive sent all i have , if theres anything you need let me know! awesome stuff by the way