my favourite soundcloud rapper one day youll be on stage with nettspend and 2hollis ❤️

2am freestyle

fill my chalice up with blood
take a sip, take a sip
pump my gums with novacain
it felt numb when we kissed
you & her js not the same
cross your name off my list
In & out of hell forever 
I might die, I might live
me & her are stuck together
trying to carve her out my ribs
keep my devil on my shoulder
there's an angel near my lips
you're so pretty when you're mad
you're so pretty when you scream at me
don't like when you call me dad
when we **** it's more intimate
kind've toxic, kind've sad
& I hate I'm kind've into it
wrote a letter to my past
& we rolled, & we burnt to it
& my brit flew in from manny
Alex came from South Dakota
I js popped another bean
popped the seal inside my soda
popped another I'm a fien
I can't stop, no I can't ever
she kinda lusting on my jeans
pop my dick out or whatever

I guess that girl a slut whatever
It's not like I'm any better

my life finally looking up
I guess I'm feeling much better
haven't picked the cutter up
flipped a switch I flipped a lever
rent an AMG 
I love cutting up in rainy weather
160MPH if you get caught get sent to jail
love a smart bitch straight from yale
I like when you call me phil
pour a pint like I'm Ohgeesy and I told her whuss the deal

chalice (dreamboi)

I don't mean to peer inside your soul but- 
hey now, hey now
don't mean to make you uncomfortable but-
hey now, hey now
are you bleeding?
when you're all alone at home, when there's no one else around to even see it
lock yourself inside your room, in your bed, under your covers, are you hurting?
when you finally come out, after three days isolated
you look beautiful as ever, no one would ever believe it
keep on hurting if you want
they won't ever doubt a thing

they won't ever know a thing

@backxster
it took me 2 days to stop crying
I js took 3 pills it feel like im js fucking dying
break me
hate me
girl I know you hate me
lord please can you save me
why can't I escape me
I know that you blame
while you're the one that played me

bleeding w/ backxster (dimpleb)

#honestly

When I adore I lose control
When I adore, I can't focus
Losing myself to an average girl
Losing myself like its a habit
I hate when your number hits my phone
I'm short of breath, I can't help it
I've done everything you've done before
I deserve everything that's happened

cause I used to value honesty, respect; no less
watch me throw it all away girl when you get undressed
panic disorder acting up, I can't claim "no stress"
I hate the person I'm becoming, no I'm not impressed
Like a tight rope, I can't sleep at night; nope.
Even when I tried dope, nothing ever works.
never tried coke, no I never tried snow, even if I did; light a fire in my hearse.
he's a liar, light his pants on fire, you can't trust a word that comes out of his mouth
Motherfucker. I js lost my lighter. I js want my cig, can I borrow a light ?

tight rope (dimple)

happy fourth of july!
prod kyoa + me :p

is it me, is it you, idk
think i cant find the truth? i hope im wrong
i was waiting for you, for so long
i hate missing you, moving on

baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
you know and i know
we're caught in this cycle
kiss me with the stars out
it's tearing me apart now
i let you rip my heart out
i let you rip my heart out

i loved you
i loved you
but we're through
fuck you
i loved you
i loved you
fuck you.
fuck you.

kiss me (kyoa)

chuck and blair
produced by @leoewski, @user-kisuisdivine, @pastelhendrix

lyrics:
my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

you looked way too good, i gave in
(i can't believe i caved in)
can't believe these words i'm saying
(i can't believe i stayed patient)

everybody talks, so what you gotta say?
if it isn't nice, then you can go away
when i'm around you, feel like a throwaway
i was out there, eating cranbulay
i was getting fly, being myself
you didn't like that
you threw me on the shelf

you threw away the trash
like everybody else
like everyone you tried to date
but you never fell
you never fell in love
you never had the chance
well here's your chance right now
do you wanna dance?

i could hold your hand 
till' the morning ends
you could be my girlfriend
i could be your boyfriend
i'ma scoot by you inch by inch
it'll all be true wish by wish

my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

pavement prod. leoewski, k!su, pastel

prod me @neohnq
talk to me baby w ur silver tongue
will u still b here when its said and done
u can fill my ear with deception
i dont rly mind im still gon give u my love

girl ima be me i wont play no part
like CDG she gon break my heart
aint no keys up in this bitch its a push to start
ill stay countin Ps till my fingers cant
till they cramp till my fingers currl
dont know what to do with myself girrl
i swear on it ill give u the world

but i cant be what u want me to
i dont wanna win if its without you
i cant say a word and i cant move
its what u do to me
i lose so fruitfully
always been the odd one out
i should be on jubilee
i lose so brutally
but its nuthn new to me

win or lose prod me

prod @resolve1k

in the night, ill survive yuh
see thru all ur lies yuh
cut deep like a knife
im runnin runnin runnin fast, i cant get away
stay away, i cant stay awake
i guess its not my day
i felt so fake, so took the blame, regardless of my pain
i can't change, so i run and hide from things that i can't face
you didn't stay
yeah i knew you wouldn't stay anyway
anyway, if u see me now, i been livin great, livin-

i could never be someone like you , like you
i could never be someone to cry to, to cry to
take the pain away and fade away, thats what i do
yeah we could never be the same cus you ain't walk in my shoes
walk in my shoes
what would i do?
what would i do? yeah you know i can't lose
know i can't lose

U can't run from me, u can't run
we gon Crack the seal, we gon fix the mixture up
im tryna find myself, but i dont know what i want 
if im tryna touch a mil, then i gotta run it up
we gon Crack the seal, we gon fix the mixture up
im tryna find myself, but i dont know what i want 
if im tryna touch a mil, then i gotta run it up, yuh

in the night, ill survive yuh
see thru all ur lies yuh
cut deep like a knife yuh
im runnin runnin runnin fast, i cant get away
stay awake, i cant stay awake
i guess its not my day
i felt so fake, so took the blame, regardless of my pain
i can't change, so i run and hide from things that i can't face
you didn't stay
yeah i knew you wouldn't stay anyway
anyway, if u see me now, i been livin great, livin-

Nvr Like You (prod. Inno)

u can blame me if it makes it better
baby i know u been fed up 
just know baby i dont blame u
hope u dont blame urself
i dont care abt what they do
i just need u to myself

can u tell me all ur secrets
i promise ill keep em
i promise im holdin on
pray that im the only one
fall into my arms girl
im right there
im not good at givin comfort
but ill try my best

before i never see ur eyes
for the last time

girl u know ill try
because its all i can do
i see ur face at night
for u i put aside my pride
just like every other time

i got the world on my shoulders
i pray that u dont
cuz w every little mistake
i can feel the earth quake

promise (friendly)

@evanjolley

lyrics:

and i’ll be thinking about you 
3x

every word you said
sunk right to the back of my head

i’m so tired of it
i’m so tired of it all

i work so damn hard
i got a job so i could pay
for all those pretty things you like
everything you said you wanted

i don’t know what i started
i take drugs n i go retarded
the great escape
it brings me closure 
last night told u to come over

every time i try
it hurts me inside
i just wanna talk to you
always feeling dead inside

please don’t leave me cold here
we don’t have to go there
i can’t avoid it
it’s been haunting me inside 
ever since i knew that..

i’ll be thinking about you
4x

every word you said
sunk right to the back of my head

i’m so tired of it
i’m so tired of it all

i work so damn hard
i got a job so i could pay
for all those pretty things you like
everything you said you wanted

thinking abt u (evan jolley)

prod @prodjayysoul @carterrrrr
mix/master @yyuskee

Had to get my head on straight
Had to get my bread up 

These days I've felt like I'd woken up
Was in a dream that I couldn't stand
Third person view, self: unspoken of
Realized this life only got one chance

Had to get my head on straight
Had to get my bread up 
Finally found in myself a reason to keep goin' on
Finally got a taste of the warmth living in everyone

Yeah, we got all the time we need
You've been on my mind lately
I can feel you next to me
Whenever you call my name
Tryna catch a sight of me
Girl, I don't wanna hide nothing
Baby, can you tell the truth
Got my head all jumbled up
Tryna make sense of this
Problems don't affect me no more
Gas pack got me over it
Got my head up in the clouds
Like I'm always in a trip

Had to get my head on straight
Had to get my bread up 
Finally found in myself a reason to keep goin' on
Finally got a taste of the warmth living in everyone

I can't keep goin' like I did
But I still struggle, I admit
Reinforcement, relapse—it happens
Tough cycle, slowly working on amends

And I can't stop it
Stuck in my head
I feel like falling
Been workin' all the time
Just tryna survive
Looking up been waiting for the sky
To fall down in place

promise (friendly)

neohn

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