2am freestyle

fill my chalice up with blood
take a sip, take a sip
pump my gums with novacain
it felt numb when we kissed
you & her js not the same
cross your name off my list
In & out of hell forever 
I might die, I might live
me & her are stuck together
trying to carve her out my ribs
keep my devil on my shoulder
there's an angel near my lips
you're so pretty when you're mad
you're so pretty when you scream at me
don't like when you call me dad
when we **** it's more intimate
kind've toxic, kind've sad
& I hate I'm kind've into it
wrote a letter to my past
& we rolled, & we burnt to it
& my brit flew in from manny
Alex came from South Dakota
I js popped another bean
popped the seal inside my soda
popped another I'm a fien
I can't stop, no I can't ever
she kinda lusting on my jeans
pop my dick out or whatever

I guess that girl a slut whatever
It's not like I'm any better

my life finally looking up
I guess I'm feeling much better
haven't picked the cutter up
flipped a switch I flipped a lever
rent an AMG 
I love cutting up in rainy weather
160MPH if you get caught get sent to jail
love a smart bitch straight from yale
I like when you call me phil
pour a pint like I'm Ohgeesy and I told her whuss the deal

chalice (dreamboi)

I don't mean to peer inside your soul but- 
hey now, hey now
don't mean to make you uncomfortable but-
hey now, hey now
are you bleeding?
when you're all alone at home, when there's no one else around to even see it
lock yourself inside your room, in your bed, under your covers, are you hurting?
when you finally come out, after three days isolated
you look beautiful as ever, no one would ever believe it
keep on hurting if you want
they won't ever doubt a thing

they won't ever know a thing

@backxster
it took me 2 days to stop crying
I js took 3 pills it feel like im js fucking dying
break me
hate me
girl I know you hate me
lord please can you save me
why can't I escape me
I know that you blame
while you're the one that played me

bleeding w/ backxster (dimpleb)

@neoprada @backxster @gen
singles only 4 a little bt after this 1
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so tell me  everything is gonna be okay
i know u hate hear my voice or see my face
u kiss my body rub my scars and dull my fangs out
and ill be waiting for the day that we can say now

so is it something i said
or something i did

doesnt matter baby come let me in
all the things that you said 
all the breaks in my skin
(my hearts seeping out my chest girl 
theres so much i wanna scream out)

so imma scream out
all these cuts inside my lungs 
i hope i bleed out
did i have to show my scars 
for u to see now
point out every little thing u see in me now

@neoprada
where are uuu
and im so sorry
i cant look back
prada, don't look there
i had to scream out
at the top of my longs
why you're not the one
baby i was mud for you
for you x4
how you come you get the best of me
give me back the rest of me
no longer want company
oh isn't it lovely
prada stay you wan't her to leave :/

screamm out +neoprada (backxster + gen)

@yorohaerte @1wasterr @jolst

@neohnq
designer from the waist down when i step out
try to take it step by step but i fall down
i dont like how everybody look at me now
what u want baby i got what u need now

i corrupt my blood js so i can stay up
i got filthy habits baby but its still not enough
i dunno what i need
to keep me up
but it feels so easy
to give it up

different city cant even remember the trip
in the hotel room left behind a thousand dollar fit
wit my bros we got it all babe
5star know its all paid

@yorohaerte
i got what u need (u can bet that)
i spend money on my fleece (get it back)
n u know im w my team huhh
i got d5 on my jeanss
goin up i got a dream
pockets so fat 
bursting out the seams ahh
i got what u want
i got what u need
wanna go up then just stay by me

what i need ft yorohaerte (wasterr jolst)

@okgoony
@lilsadboiiudig
@177p

once im gone i wont come back
know that i wont stop till my eyes roll back

i promise i wnt stopp
let me show u how a Dead Man Walks
i wont stop till my heart does
smoke fill up my lungs
meet in the middle baby
i got so much 2 tell u
once im gone i wont come back 
in the dirt another scumbag
ive bled too much
just another Dead Man Walkin

dead man walking ft goony (1sadboii 177p)

produced by @tekea
featuring @violetxx9

(violet)
u got one shot, not two times
ya we deep in new york havin good times
call my bro meta he my lifeline
im w blush he got kni-ives
plz dont try me u gon die tryin
lil bitch u aint a cat u dont got 9 lives
lil bitch u still a boy u need a night light
ima take over the scene with a green light
and you know its my time
and you know its my time

(jinn)
fall asleep at midnight
baby im just tryna have a good time
please dont say that u feel fine
i can tell baby when somethings not right
i can tell by the look in those damn eyes
i thought ur with me, whats the point of lying?
i got a void in my heart, can you fill mine?
i took the day away, just so i feel fine
you take the pain away baby, just hold me tight
never know what to say, i always fuck it up
i gotta take a break, baby im out of luck
i trap myself in the moment, i feel stuck
im sick of this, so i think that im giving up
no im not good enough
i dont deserve anything in the world
i open my heart for u girl
i hope that u love me in return

one shot ft. violet Prod @tekeaaaa

#honestly

When I adore I lose control
When I adore, I can't focus
Losing myself to an average girl
Losing myself like its a habit
I hate when your number hits my phone
I'm short of breath, I can't help it
I've done everything you've done before
I deserve everything that's happened

cause I used to value honesty, respect; no less
watch me throw it all away girl when you get undressed
panic disorder acting up, I can't claim "no stress"
I hate the person I'm becoming, no I'm not impressed
Like a tight rope, I can't sleep at night; nope.
Even when I tried dope, nothing ever works.
never tried coke, no I never tried snow, even if I did; light a fire in my hearse.
he's a liar, light his pants on fire, you can't trust a word that comes out of his mouth
Motherfucker. I js lost my lighter. I js want my cig, can I borrow a light ?

tight rope (dimple)

prod me @neohnq
ft @jkjmetasco

..... like who r u kiddin

magic ft jkjmetasco

prod me @neohnq
talk to me baby w ur silver tongue
will u still b here when its said and done
u can fill my ear with deception
i dont rly mind im still gon give u my love

girl ima be me i wont play no part
like CDG she gon break my heart
aint no keys up in this bitch its a push to start
ill stay countin Ps till my fingers cant
till they cramp till my fingers currl
dont know what to do with myself girrl
i swear on it ill give u the world

but i cant be what u want me to
i dont wanna win if its without you
i cant say a word and i cant move
its what u do to me
i lose so fruitfully
always been the odd one out
i should be on jubilee
i lose so brutally
but its nuthn new to me

win or lose prod me

u can blame me if it makes it better
baby i know u been fed up 
just know baby i dont blame u
hope u dont blame urself
i dont care abt what they do
i just need u to myself

can u tell me all ur secrets
i promise ill keep em
i promise im holdin on
pray that im the only one
fall into my arms girl
im right there
im not good at givin comfort
but ill try my best

before i never see ur eyes
for the last time

girl u know ill try
because its all i can do
i see ur face at night
for u i put aside my pride
just like every other time

i got the world on my shoulders
i pray that u dont
cuz w every little mistake
i can feel the earth quake

promise (friendly)

neohn