prod me @neohnq

numbers disconnected Baby
i been on the move 
if u played ur cards right
u could be too
so dont wait 4 me
cause i wont wait 4 u
theres not enough time for it

so dont tell me u love me
when i cant even love myself
u dragged me thru hell
when it was too late for me to tell
now my numbers disconnected
so dont try to call me
treat u better than ur ex did
but u still got bored of me

i could have if u asked me to
back when we took the same bus route
but ur chance is long gone
u can bet on that babe
u should save urself the shame
numbers disconnected baby
so dont hit me up
no.... dont hit me up
i got things to do this week n next
we can not reconnect

disconnected prod #Me @2023

production by @neohnq
vocals by @1akura

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dont look back

plats Soon

. . .

akura - save me (neohn)

sry for the month long hiatus i was in taiwan

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white tee aint nobody like me
white g only here 2 sight see
light speed cant nobody time me
long bleed hoping that u find me

i been gone for so long
now my body so wrong
only havin 1 thought
ur the girl that i want....

i put on js for my bros
hangtime i put that its on my soul
free kick i put ball inside the goal
touchdown with my bros in portugal

scene clipped when i walk in
everybody like to talk but dont walk it
yeah its all white shocks on my watch wrist
say you have no faith baby watch this

white tee (rewind, saig)

prod me and @rewind214

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

oh, i feel now in this room
a ghost that praying on my doom
its calling out and i cant run now
falling down

i feel it behind me
waking up to a cold sweat
now everything is all a mess
tell me what you want me to do
you say the same thing
every time
i take the blame when
its not mine
i just dont understand it
and i dont know
whats the point of your message now

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

epilogue

epilogue (xternalz + rewind)

@lifegiverr @1akura @afterstoryx

@lifegiverr
tell me all that u wanted
and know i dont have it
when things start to struggle
or become a habit

if i reach out my hand
u say u dont understand

well u cut me out
and u drag me down
its the way things go 
when u have him round

swear it makes me sick
just to hear that sound

if i hold my breath 
willl u hear me out

was it how he looked
or how he sounds

make me change myself
just to make u proud

watch me hate myself
watch me break myself just to have youuuu

@1akura
i would change myself just for u girl u know this
n all of the things that go unnoticed
they bring me up but bring u down ohh
tell me how to change girl
i need to know now
it has to be this way yea u know
im falling outta reach of u i dont want this
im looking at my room girl its haunted
of memories of what we used to bee

@lifegiverr
tell me all that u wanted
and know i dont have it
when things start to struggle
or become a habit

if i reach out my hand
u say u dont understand

well u cut me out
and u drag me down
its the way things go 
when u have him round

swear it makes me sick
just to hear that sound

if i hold my breath 
willl u hear me out

life + akura - change for you (akura)

prod me + @yashio20k <3

@coldspades
i knew this day would come, but not today
i'm looking out my window, got me feeling some way
can we start again, baby is it too late?
this feeling in my chest i just can’t explain

when the wind blows through your hair
baby do you think of me at all?
i just can’t tell if you care
i just wanna give you my all

right there
if you need me i can be right there
i can't forget your face or your hair
does it matter to you if i stare?

but you probably have someone
someone that makes you smile
and i know that isn’t me
but baby can you stay for a while?

pop a pill just to feel alright
baby without you i just don't feel right
can you stay with me? stay tonight
cause i don't wanna have to say goodbye

coldspades - when the wind blows (me + yashio)

solo :333
@sensuku

say it cos u are
promise that u crush
stay with ur heart
take me out the dark
i turn you around
u took me so far
tell me why it hit so hard
u know that i loved u

why cant i move on?

would i hurt you? could i feel you
just a single time more?
u were see through and i miss u
ur in my mind more

i feel like im lost inside i talk alone
i feel like i hate myself, im broken for-?  
i feel like im torn inside, could i restore
whats the point in anything if i aint yours

crush (me)

tongue tied w/ akura (dinosaur)

@lovebitess @afterstoryx

going on all plats tomorrow

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restart i dnt wanna give up
red marks on my body deep cuts
these scars on my body need love
bleed hard need someone to reach up

like a surgeon someone to stitch up
am i a burden someone to pick up
am i assertive i wanna see love
my body hurting dnt wanna wake up

im feeling sick baby pull the fangs out fangs out
tricks i know how this plays out plays out
drip from my body bleed out bleed out
kill for u all to see now see now

u just touch on my body freak out freak out
all these pills in my body green out green out
in the coupe slide around the seats now seats now
speak the truth u know what it means ya means ya