u make me break my bones
im feelin dead alone
i dont know where to go yeah
centerfold
u told me what i know
let it go
yeah i cant take u home
make it all pretend
i know that u wouldnt take it for a friend
and im always steady faded in the end
yeah i couldnt face it all the dread

now theres always nothing to leave in
nothing to reason
is it hard to have one person believe in me
i dont think i felt it deep beneath
havent been to hell yet i cant breathe
leave in
nothing to reason
is it hard to have one person believe in me
i dont think i felt it deep beneath
havent been to hell yet i cant breathe

wasnt worried bout u
i dont care what u do
dont want it at all
i wont wait for ur call

pretend prod clvr + novachance

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

@lifegiverr
prod @decago @hartfxlt @1akura

@neohnq
i cant believe what ive done
i still taste u on my tongue
i thought u were the one
i needa wake up 2 myself

before i die
put it in park and then i cry
said i dont care but u still lied
ur the worst...
i promise i can be worse

smell my cologne on ur shirt
oh well oh well
i needa focus on myself
u drag me back thru hell
baby i miss how u smell
i needa see u one last time
wake up w u one last time

@lifegiverr
tryna take my soul i already died
everybody knows baby get it right
tryna see my pain you dont have my eyes
tryna see the truth baby pick a side

i been lying for a long time
baby hold close baby hold mine
its a long road but we got time
ill be right here for the whole ride

tryna tell you how i feel but i dont know
got me cryin thru my tears baby dont go
i be running from my fears but im too slow
i feel safe up in ur arms baby hold close

wake up ft life

heavensent ft xternalz + vin0 prod rewind

@prodvrtex

Bc i love u and want u here

Sry 4 the wait will be more consistent i promise :)
luv u

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣶⣶⣶⣦⠀⠀
⠀⠀⣠⣤⣤⣄⣀⣾⣿⠟⠛⠻⢿⣷⠀
⢰⣿⡿⠛⠙⠻⣿⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⣶⢿⡇
⢿⣿⣇⠀⠀⠀⠈⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀miki
⠀⠻⣿⣷⣦⣤⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⡿⠃⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠻⣿⣄⣴⣿⠟⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡿⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀

last 4evr (vrtex)

even if you watch me bleed
you can't ever trust what it seems
the truth will try to run from you
catch up to it or don't just let it go
& even if there's blood on me
my fingers bright they always gleam
engraved on me, my silver rings reminding me of something that I know

I can't care about nobody but people that I know
my fingers stained blue, money that I made js from my phone <3
watch me go up . watch me as I blow up w/ my bros
I'm in the club, I got glasses; how I'm high, nobody knows.

memories like touching gold
don't waste your time, you might get old
Haze & I just signed the lease
I'm drunk Af, Saint-Laurent street
my head spinning I can barely see
I know your type stay far from me
You're a pisces, you're my enemy
In my city, they just can't compete

5 stars
tell me does it go far?
when you go to pay, your card declines do you go 'oh fuck' ?
Pasitano coast, drinking wine with the coast guard
something abt a ghost; hit your roach, 3.5s like we wokeups

Silver Rings (dimpleb)

Produced By @pyu
i'M so proud Of uu
xoxo

lyrics;
i still itch around the pills when im all alone
having visions of u singing when im feeling low
i hope u try to reach out, i cant let go
hope u know i do this for u, im solo

they say home is where the heart is
would u do it again, 
if u knew what u were starting
u were my only friend
u were my lifeline, the story ends
i would sit thru a life time
to see u again :(

u could hmu when u hear me
im not a psycho, im in love clearly
i want u back, hope u dont fear me
ill keep chasing u, dearly

i hope that u see me
when im dead on the news T_T
this feels like a nightmare
i wish it wasnt true
tell me do u miss me?
idk what to do
these are my last words
hope they get 2 u

for u im vulnerable
i could spend all i want
still cant fill the hole
inside
im so miserable
u made me feel real
i feel terrible

ive been a zombie since february
hurt my heart, ive never felt this worried
down on my luck but i deserve it
i still think abt ur notes, got my body hurting

(outro)
ur my soldier
ur my princess
i bleed for u
im in distress
miss ur hair
& ur face
girl ur perfect
tell me if u see this
so its worth it

February (Meta)

prod @neohnq

@arid
@k4rson

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3U578ZQWzil2mILcukUzdk?si=CEGVFxrZQ26lEgCseoBbgQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4hmcQnGQdtz23kZjqnIXUG
beat breakdown - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FCuyKoA_IQ
amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjGdy0LEFs

arid -
yea i dont wanna stay when ur always awake
yea i knew back then u would throw me away
right back to where we started
only hold me close ur the one i wanted
put my head on ur shoulder
can u tell me its over
tell me right now before my feelings get colder
push it aside
theres no where to hide
dont feel safe yea im not alright

karson -
change on me
i know everybody is gonna change on me
these drugs they gon help to take the pain from me
im searching aimlessly
dont put the blame on me
we're not the same 
you see i'm doing better
move on i thought i'd never
drink til my fucking head hurts
these pills gon hit my stomach 
i dont care whatever
thats it im fucking done bitch
don't hit my phone not ever
you made my mental plummet
go back no i could never

arid + karson - it's over (neohn)

Produced By @pyu
@diegointhedark
i Miss Uuu

lyrics;
interlinked, i cant let u go
read this like a suicide note x.x
my body twitch but for u im froze
still tryna figure out where ts went wrong

say im haunted
im unresponsive
i want u here by my side
when i drop dead
say i cant fall in love
but for u im all in
its just u and me
ur the one im calling

tell me to sober up
but ur loves my favorite drug
i cant get enough
u make me feel like enough
told u im right here
get you everything u want
see the time pass
ive been waiting so long

i feel alive
i think its time
to say that im head over heels for u
i was so blind
to look away
i cant see me with anyone else but u

you think that i grew up
but im really the same
feel like its been too long
without seeing ur face
i tell u hold on
karma comes my way
tell u be strong
wipe the tears from ur face

@diegointhedark
dreams of betrayal
   n fighter jets above
   dirt nn my nails 
   they dnt wna show u love 
   fendi purse full of my drugs 
   lifeless body full of slugs
   going unresponsive 
   this is what u wanted 

   whn i look in the mirror 
   i feel nauseous
   guts in ashtrays 
   my heads never been getting clearer 
   hearing voices frm my hallway
   plastered faces on the cover 
   undercover frm the runway 
   i cld never do wrong by my brothers 
   but i kno theydd  switch up on mee

Head Over Heels w/ diegointhedark (Meta)

@8clockwork
@1fangs
_____ new stuff next week have a lot for u guys ^.^

baby dont wait around for me
cause i wont be here around you see
and i cant even worry about a thing without u here

and im not proud of the things u did w me
you laid it all right here to see
you cant even hold me here right next to you tonight

and you gave me my hopes and dreams
cross and touch
leave me here ive seen too much

my veins untangle
dont leave my heart enstrangled

@1fangs

got a breathstrip- I can't even breath
I can't sleep at night, thinking of my deeds
when you look at me, tell me what you see
If you like games, would you play with me?
What's the worst thing you've ever done? Mine trumps yours.
& I'm sad, say it everytime, my heart's hers .
Yea just do with it what you like, bank it, stored .
Yea just save it for a rainy day, my dead corpse .

dont wait around for me + fangs (clockwork)

@decago
@k4rson
@afterstory

really in love w what im making finally feels like im doing something right.
###

build me up again
and i wont pretend
ill be right right here hold me till the end
always wanna be a savior 
so go and reachh your hand out 
when ive been a man down

going thru the same things everyday
and yet my heart still hearts the same
wont u take away my painn

listen to my soul break

@karson
do u think we cld pretend, that we are okay
i dont want ts to end, but u lie right to my face 
miss i wld hold ur hand, but you will never change
drawing hearts in the sand, looking back on better days
i rly miss u girl, but ion wanna do this just to hurt 
you used to be my everything, my world
then you left me crying in the dirt
i think that its only getting worse