Heartless (prod.Eskimos x Jkei)

getaway 2.m4a

Life or Death by 2Real2x

Who Am I? [Prod.MaWo x Nuna Macuna]

Prod. Level

Mixed/Mastered: Neon Dion

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Always Questioning (Prod. Level)

be mine

Be Mine Ft. Polar333 [Prod.Boyfifty]

Producer - Nejdos
Mix+Master - @prodbybrody

-lyrics-

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and relive these memories of mine
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life just passes by  

My life keeps passing by 
These thoughts they go awry 
My brain it’s been so fried
These emotions come to light 
Stuck in my room to die 
I got some rocks they white
break it down girl it’s alright 
just stay with me tonight 

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and relive these memories of mine
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life just passes by  

What the fuck am I supposed to say when
You come back to me 
And you see the fuckin mess I’ve made and 
All the pain I bring 
Tell me why you want to come around and
See this big charade 
Time I pull the trigger on this plan and dig my grave 

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and forget these memories of mine 
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life keeps passing by

Torn Apart prod. nejdos

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~lyrics~

(intro)
no one cares, dont u lie, now im at my worst u r not by my side
i can see the truth in ur eye, u want me to cry, maybe thats why u lie 

(hook)
u aint real u fake yeah u all the same 
after this song u wont hear from me again
i take drugs just to numb the pain
yeah theyre rotting my brain idgaf as long as i dont feel a thing (x2)

(verse 1)
oh no, guess i musta had another overdose
poppin pills til im fuckin comatosed 
their like where the fuck'd he go cause nobody knows
all these people singin shit that they dont feel
every ounce of sadness in my lyrics that shits real
yeah they know that whywewish dont ever front
and lately i been thinkin fuck this shit im genuinely done, but i cant do it
they break my <3 and make me feel so stupid,
yeah their love im misconstruing
sanity ill fuckin lose it, im so clueless
yeah my neck i wanna fuckin noose it, 
got an easy way and one day ill fuckin choose it, what the truth is
theres no point in tryna fuckin help 
ive already given up said fuck my health
when i die ill be in my room by myself 
send myself to hell, ill never get well

(hook)
u aint real u fake yeah u all the same 
after this song u wont hear from me again
i take drugs just to numb the pain
yeah theyre rotting my brain idgaf as long as i dont feel a thing (x2)

(verse 2)
no one cares, dont u lie
now im at my worst, u are not by my side
i can see the truth, in ur eye
u want me to cry, maybe thats why u lie
this is a letter, to everyone 
wont u take a look at what uve done
couple wanna help, but most want me gone
i see nothin but the dark, man i used to see the sun 
u win, everything in life is so dim,
i cant even fuckin eat, i think im startin to get thin
try to bottle it all up, try put it in a tin
but it doesnt fuckin work, i cant hold it in 
yeah i hope u see what this world has done to me 
thinkin, "maybe i should end this shit and set my soul free"
i cant see, a future me, is this all im ever meant to be? 

(hook)
u aint real u fake yeah u all the same 
after this song u wont hear from me again
i take drugs just to numb the pain
yeah theyre rotting my brain idgaf as long as i dont feel a thing (x2)

fake (p. guala & jkei)

lyrics;

as i breathe this fresh air in,
i close my eyes, let the wind past by
i hear those laughs, i hear those cries
i will play pretend tonight

the clouds above my bed, 
as they cave in, im in my head
i walk these roads of this precious land
guided by a ghost who took my hand
and showed me peace

(the happiness that i search is right within this painful curse)

with all the pain there's peace  x10
with all that pain, with all that pain.
i just wanna feel sane,
i just wanna feel sane,
dont wanna feel this way,
will it ever be okay?

prod. by @nate2timezz and @itsokayroses
mix and mastered by @itsokayroses

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find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

with all the pain (prod. by nate2timez)

𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐑ø𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭: 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲
@lovelessgroup

a brief conversation w/ Loveless (S3:E6)

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/cypression

Lyrics:

Hazenova:

i never feel comfortable its okay 
i dont really know if ill make it another day 
i never feel comfortable its okay 
i dont really know if ill make it another day 

u tell me im a loser and a dirtbag
all the words you say yeah they hurt bad 
u tell me im a loser and a dirtbag
and all the words you say yeah they hurt bad 


i wanna get to know her
but she pushes me away
i wanna get to know her
but i dont know what to say


Cypression:

 wanna get know him but he pushes me away
 wanna get to know him but I don’t what to say
 think about him every night and everyday  
 look up at the clouds i swear see his face 
 focused on the pain but I’m tryna be okay 
 never feel comfortable my life it’s so dull 
 close my eyes i fantasize 
 about whats on the other side
 i dont know how much more i can take
 i dont really wanna stay awake 
 look up at the sky see the stars
 they remind me of his eyes 
 it’s so hard to separate all the lies 
 look up at the sky 
 see the stars 
 they remind me of his eyes

Always Questioning (Prod. Level)

✨Neon Dion✨