ONE THING'S CERTAIN W/ SHIKI XO [+love, matt x pekarot]

prod slicky/ autrioly

lyrics:
I don't want to think about you
It's true I still cry about you
I'm trying to get you out my head
I'm still sleeping in our bed

And I know its fucking sad
Honest I'm pretty fucking mad
I should throw out all of your shit
Instead, I'm fucking keeping it

I guess that lately you've been on my mind
But I keep thinking maybe I'll be fine
And I could not embrace all the memories we made
I know I'll never get away because I still think about you

Feels like you've got something to prove
But you would never tell the truth
Or even try to improve
So rude

I don't want to think about you
It's true I still cry about you
I'm trying to get you out my head
I'm still sleeping in our bed

And I know its fucking sad
Honest I'm pretty fucking mad
I should throw out all of your shit
Instead I'm fucking keeping it

keeping it (cry abt u)

keeping it (cry abt u) (autrioly)

wifed you (i lied)

thx @777evil & @nokerbforever <3

Life is alway changing, youll find a new perspective
Im sorry that i did this, but that shits not respected
fucked up once we let it go, you fuck up twice and then it shows
That you never changed, and you never will
in me builds the rage, to the point where i could kill
put a bullet in your chest, watch the blood pour out and spill
I trusted you, you gave me nothing, i shouldve known, you were up to something
A second chance, we deserve it all, but people like you, put us all at fault
And theres nothing i could say, you didnt learn your lesson
Forgave you the first time, but i cant do a second

Choices fall, into a sick shape
Reminisce the times we fixate
On our broken souls
Swear i let it go
Every fucking second
But your failure it shows

evilmiku:
i can’t keep up with every single change
you try to make everything bad a game
all of these thoughts you planted in my brain
but i won’t go down from anything you say

NOKERB:
you would always pressure me to get shit done
lately i been wondering if this is all worth it
wasted my time on you, thought it was perfect
it was not, you was treating me so worthless
i wonder how long it all will last.. 
the choices fell!
you was treating me like trash
im on the edge of falling down
baby im about to jump

choices fall ft. evilmiku & NOKERB [prod. saint mike]

support https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

recorded with my beeb inkspores

We’re just two broken bodies
made of coffee cups and bone 
But I’ll need some conversation once we safely make it home 
And invite me in for one last night I don’t know where to go 
But I’m dealt the hand so better learn to play it’s not just for show 
it’s not just for show 
it’s not just for show 


and what’s a little understanding faced against the shame 
and I brought this candle light to show our way around this place 
I gave you both of my hands until it’s known to be replaced 
I’ll never have enough glue to seal away all of the pain all of the 


and my cursive isn’t great I hope someday to accept it 
like the curvature of my spine it’s incomplete it’s just a set back
I’ve gone through enough of those to understand it’s not the end
just take another detour 
best direction yet 
got nothing left not to confess

two broken bodies (pekarot)

Prod. Neon Dion

Track 2 of the Neon Dion EP

Expectations

Expectations (prod. Neon Dion)

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

does she mean that?
when she gone late out at night, givin me heart attacks
i swear we moved too fast
but its alright i guess
i dont need to blend in, im my own man

pumpin up my gas again
you really thought i laid here, like all day
all day, ill be working on myself like all day
no breaks, no narcotics in this shit like i been past that
i dont mean pass that

Toronto in the city gotta wait in line, again
wait for phone calls, opportunities to come by, on set
dont you call unless your ready baby, ill hop right in
why you buggin bout some chick i havent seen in months again

laid down in hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldnt
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

ion need trouble
ion need no bass here
why the hell you even bother
when i already ask
do you mean that?
do you mean that
laid down here, hollywood

laid down in hollywood

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

~2300~

@universalchill

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Afraid and alone
You thought that he’d show 
No
Everywhere that you go
All alone
Tracks in the snow
Low
Guiding me home
Follow you
The light from the moon
The way you move
Show me a new shade of blue 
I never knew
A heart that’s so true
Afraid to lose

[Verse]
Won’t leave with party favors
So many gimmicks later
The point’s to feel like you’re loved 
That thought should never waiver 
They strung you so high above
The world looked so much greater 
You felt as light as paper
Came crashing down without a sound 
Head’s been in the clouds
Forgot life on the ground
No one’s still around
Woke up on the couch
Sour taste in your mouth
You can’t remember it now
What you were dreaming about

[Bridge]
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real

[Chorus]
Afraid and alone
You thought that he’d show No
Everywhere that you go
All alone
Tracks in the snow
Low
Guiding me home
Follow you
The light from the moon
The way you move
Show me a new shade of blue 
I never knew
A heart that’s so true
Afraid to lose

afraid, alone w/ sad chill

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

Expectations (prod. Neon Dion)

✨Neon Dion✨

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